My name is Rainald Francis Xavier Lim Rui Nan.
Juz call me Rain for short.
Online names are darkprophecies and rainandshine217.
Im Juz an average 21 yr old kid with no outstanding qualities bah.
Borned on the day 5 dec 1991.
Saggitarus is my sign.
Fav food is friend rice.
Fav color is baby blue.
Im used to teach in Montfort Secondary School.
Im studying Chemistry in National University of Singapore this year.
Im in the Montfort Sec Sch Alumni Band and Montfort Junior School alumni...
Im Single but cared for by my loved ones.
Im a Roman Catholic.
My dream is to become somone who can serve the world.
Juz like wad God asked us to do.
Im oso a very lonely person.
Always alone de
Its not tt im antisocial.
its juz tt im not a person ppl like sticking with
i wana make frendz.
those who r willing to stick by me for everything.
those who can hear my probs understand me and love me
I oso wana find someone who is willing
to spend time to understand me.
Others go for chio girls and stuff.
But im simple.
I go for simple girls who can understand and treasure love.
Im oso a very sensitive person and very emotional de.
so if u see anything happen to me.well dun be shocked.
Im oso a so-called psychologist bah.
got any sch family or wadeva problems can find me.
I dun mind listening or helping.
anyway im oso a very gentle person.
who doesnt like to pick fights or quarrels de
cos i dun believe in violence
im oso somone who fight for justice or for LOVE!!!
im somone who give in to ppl de so very easily get bullied de lar
I come from a family of 14.
My mum, my jiejie, my korkor, my 8 didis, my 4 meimeis
My interests:
Duno. Not sure. Anything tt interests me haha
Maybe listening to music?
Playing my flute and saxaphone?
And oso spending time with my loved ones bah
And erm playing maple? for the sake of my frendz?
btw if u wan add me darrkshadow currently lev88 chiefdit
and darrkmagic lev 154 Bishop (my main)
Add me on msn darkprophecies@hotmail.com
Things/PPL I like/love :
~Playing my Pearl flute~
~Playing my alto Saxaphone(haha im not onli a flute player =p)~
~Playing my dizi~
~Playing my guitar~
~Playing my keyboard~
~Playing maple~
~Hanging out with friends doing nothing~
~Staring at Clouds~
~TAlking and playing with my B34r5
(carrot aka tigger, tomato aka pooh, croco aka crocodile, frosty aka snowman mickey, simba, pong pong aka bolster, sparky aka pikachu, fireball aka charmander)~
~making new friends~
~Sitting on the beach alone at night hearing the wind and waves~
~Staring to the night sky watching stars with somone~
~To love, care and understand somone~
~My mummy ( both real life and maple)~
~My kor and jie~
~My 9 dearest Didis~
~My 4 Wonderful meimeis~
My Greatest wish:
~To be with my loved ones forever~
~To go star gazing with my loved ones
(granted by baobei didi at vivo sky garden on 4 Jan 2009)~
~To sit at the beach with my loved ones enjoying the waves and the starz
(granted by cute didi on 5 dec 2007)~
~To see my loved ones smile everytime~
Things i want:
~A powell platinum flute (Lol 60k... wun come so easily)~
~A Panflute (coming soon ^^)~
~A Soprano Sax (after my flute is cleared)~
~A Violin~ (after my soprano)~
~A husky softtoy(any kind souls get it for my bdae?)~
~Somone who can love and care for me~
~Somone who understands me~
~Somone to be there for me 24/7 ~
Things I HATE:
~PPl who backstab others~
~Ppl who lie to me or hide things from me~
~Ppl who dun mean wad they say~
~Ppl who break promises~
~Ppl who breaks my heart~
~Hao Lian, Guai Lan, Xia Lan Kia~(ppl who r HL,XL,GL u shd noe who u r! stay away form me!)
~Ppl who insult or hurt my love ones!
(if i noe who u r u will get it from me!)~
In the event that i insulted anyone TOO BAD
Cos its ur fault u fall under these category
Rain's 3 rules:
~Thou shall not backstab me or my loved ones~
~Thou shall not lie to me or keep things from me~
~Thou shall not break my heart~
~Whoever break any of this 3 rules... pls dun bother coming back to look for me~
My Motto:
Mother Theresa once said
" People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway."
wadeva we do, we should remember that we do it willingly not for other ppl...
so we shd care onli wad we think about our actions...
and not how others think about us...
Hah! Its been a good long 7 months.
Things have really picked up and business is doing better than expected.
Hopefully things will really rev up faster and more money =p
Oh yeah and I went for a trip to Fukuoka with my parents somewhere in the last week of May!
Really enjoyed the trip there! But I wish I could take my 3 didis along with me =c And pony too.
Adopted a few more bears too hue and bought like $400 worth of anime stuff there ahahaha.
I guess today was really weird.
First I was woken up at 8am by Fel.
Had a good talk with her as she was feeling down.
You owe me a meal for waking me up!
And then Zerah asked if i wanted to meet up for tea today
but I told him to see my mood later as I felt that there was something calling me not to.
Anyway headed down for a lesson at 10 and ended at 12.
Nothing much unusual happened until after lessons.
Had lunch and waited for the door repairman to come fix it.
Now here comes the best part.
I was at the bus stop about to take 88 back home.
Checked the bus app and there was 3 88s coming.
The first one came and was single decker and Im like meh,
something tells me to take the next one which is 1 minute away.
And when I got up, I saw pony HAHAHA
Quite happy to see him though.
Decided to take the trip with him to Pasir Ris to send him home.
Ended up he actually decided to take the trip with me all the way to the interchange.
Treated him starbucks as I felt he needed a break from studying too hard =p
So yeah the call not to meet with Zerah was true!
Anyway he also told me that he was busy the very last minute and asked to meet tomorrow instead.
So yeah. Tadah!
Well thats all for the interesting part =p
Will try posting more in the future!
23 Jan 2017 - 19:40
Im sitting here at my coffee table of my learning centre!
Am I proud? I guess Im really proud of how things have become!
Learnt alot of lessons along the way and Im really happy to have found this path!
Thank you all who have been supporting me!
To my students who have stuck with me since before this centre opened,
To my parents who have pushed me and lent me support
To uncle phil who is the one who asked me for this collab!
To my didis for all the strength you have given me
And to God for all His might and wisdom!
29 Dec 2016 - 03:28
This year has certainly a string of events.
First I graduated officially,
Secondly, grandad passed away.
Thirdly, I started my own business.
Many other things have happened this year but these were the major highlights.
Much feelings, though quite sad, but in the midst of sadness I found some form of happiness too.
I really need to thank my 3 little brothers who have always been there for me.
Cheering me up whenever I need them.
Things will be even more different come 2017.
But I really pray with all my heart that whatever happens,
All I need if my family to be here beside me.
My parents, my blood brother, and my 3 other god brothers.
=)
05 Dec 2016 - 23:59
Thank you er di for the spending the entire evening with me.
It has been a wonderful day with you.
Sadly you couldnt stay over =c
26 July 2016 - 23:59
Happy 8th Anniversary to us piggy didi =p
Its been 8 long years of having you as my younger brother!
Cheers to the many years ahead for us!
Its been another 2 years since I last posted hahaha!
Not sure if I have any more readers out here.
Well loads of things have happened since then.
1) Ive officially graduated from college!
2) Im in the midst of starting my own business!
3) I have 3 lil bros that are hogging up my life (Piggy, Cookie and Teddy) Huehuehue!
4) I went to Alaska in 2014, and saw auroras for the first time with my eyes!
5) I went to Tasmania the beginning of this year. Dont ask about it, it sucked.
Alright! Until the next post =)
21 Jun 2014 - 23:59
It was the best feeling I had in my life.
Today was the first time i got rested by the holy spirit in the healing session.
It felt so peaceful and amazing.
I was smiling non stop while i was lying on the floor.
That was when i heard a voice that was directed to distinctly to me.
"God gave you the gift of wisdom, use it wisely"
And "You need to be more responsible as you are growing up to be a man"
The feeling was so amazing and it was so assuring that god loves me!
I will probably never forget this day ever.
19 Jun 2014 - 01:24
Haha well its been a super long time since Ive last blogged.
Been busy with life.
1. Passed my last semester of college.
2. working as a band instructor for my holiday.
3. Spent loads of time with my loved ones (winney fan club people, band mates, family)
4. Soon to be confirmation camp this weekend.
Super busy! And thats how 2 months of holidays are almost gone!!
Not ready for school to start so soon!
08 Apr 2014 - 00:11
Wow its been like 2 months since I've last posted.
Super busy with everything.
Studies, band and all.
Lets summarise what happened these 2 months.
1. Level 7 church camp - pretty fun, with bromo staying over at my house =p
2. Going over to Pony's house twice - fun too spending time with him
3. Watched quite a few movies - cant remember all the titles
4. Going out with Alyssa - shopped quite alot with her hahaha
5. Tests - The worse shit out of all
6. Making a whole new set of friends with the winney fan club people.
7. Getting crazy over brave frontier
8. Finishing hoth on SWTOR
9. Making more videos on youtube
Well life had been fun.
Especially with the people around me.
This year was way more fun than last year!
Anyway, theres a test later so I better go sleep.
Cyas!
16 Feb 2014 - 22:49
Well Im back home for a while already.
Feeling fine.
Except that i missed out alot of school stuff.
Just worried i may lag behind so much.
Whats more, mid terms are coming.
Im screwed =/
8 Feb 2014 - 15:00
So bored!
Im lying in the hospital bed,
nothing to do.
Well apparently for those who do not know,
I am currently in the hospital due to appendicitis.
Its a long story and i do not wish to say it haha.
Well just looking forward to returning home =/
5 Feb 2014 - 00:00
Happy birthday dennis di!
You and dom are like the best bros i ever have.
Thanks for always being there when i need you.
29 Jan 2014 - 00:00
Happy birthday Dominic didi =)
Thank you for being such a nice brother to me.
Im sure going to miss you when you enter NS =/
Good luck! Love you!
26 Dec 2013 - 23:59
Congratulations to Akid and Jing Hui =)
Last long!
25 Dec 2013 - 23:59
=) This year's Christmas day was not as interesting as last year.
But I felt very happy though.
Spent my entire day with Dennis didi in star wars HAHAHA!
25 Dec 2013 - 00:00
Happy Christmas everyone!
Haha i met Justin didi for christmas exchange just now after mass =)
Passed him his domo while he gave me a shirt!
24 Dec 2013 - 00:45
=p Sorry for not posting for the last 2 weeks.
Been super busy with Christmas Preparation as well as band camp haha.
Went out with the band members again yesterday.
Met akid, bob and qahir for lunch.
Went bowling with them together with linus and hengkiat at Kovan.
Went home with Akid for an hour before meeting Rin and Bryan didi plus linus and qahir at Esplanade.
Watched the Philharmonic youth band concert before going home.
This Rin! Took my phone once his phone went flat =p
And i still had to send him home to his doorstep!
Tsk =)
12 Dec 2013 - 23:59
Watched hobbit today with some band members!
Met Justin in the morning before heading down to Nex to buy tickets!
Played some card after the movie before returning home with Justin.
Totally forgot there was band practise for alumni in the evening =p
Met dennis didi before heading to school.
Had an awesome practise followed by supper/dinner HAHAHA
11 Dec 2013 - 23:59
Yay! Finally back in SG =p
Awesome break from life!
Ate and shopped so much in Bali!
7 Dec 2013 - 23:59
Left for Bali in the afternoon after checkout from chalet.
6 Dec 2013 - 23:59
=) ended the day sweetly.
Firstly i met some of the band members for a movie at nex!
Watched the hunger games.
Headed to the chalet straight after the movie.
Tonight was really crazy.
Me and my two didis drank brandy with beer and monster energy HAHAHA!
Super high all the way!
I want to thank Dennis didi and dominic didi for their support.
Thanks for always being there for me especially always on my birthday =p
6 Dec 2013 - 00:30
Crying it all out.
Just so disappointing.
Everything is going horribly wrong.
5 Dec 2013 - 00:00
Whee happy birthday to me!
30 Nov 2013 - 23:59
Today was not bad.
Met Justin didi, Ian and Raphael for lunch.
I first met didi at rivervale mall before joining the rest at compasspoint.
Went to church shortly after for the youth mass.
Had buffet high tea in church followed by the 6pm sunset mass.
Then there was a Christmas light up event in church with dinner catered.
It was fun =)
30 Nov 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday yi sheng didi.
I miss you alot.
Really alot.
Please come back.
29 Nov 2013 - 23:59
Today was awesome!!!
Firstly i went to kovan to meet Bryan didi =p
He was playing futsal with his classmates.
We then headed for lunch at heartland mall before going to SITEX.
We went all the way to suntec before finding out it was at expo HAHAHA
So yeah cabbed down with him.
Met ahmad and qahir there.
Went on with our mission to find Sjokz =p
Managed to find her and take a picture with her and didi.
Damn didi is like so happy!
She even sent him a heart on his twitter!
Had popeyes there for afternoon break.
Followed didi to cut his hair at the barber before returning home.
=( He cut off his tail on his hair.
That was like the nicest part!
24 Nov 2013 - 22:53
Awesome camp man!
Really fun and happy to be there!
It was really nice having some bro talk with Justin and Ian.
Although alot of stuff didnt go as expected,
God was always there for us and everything went smoothly!
Im so happy as we really enjoyed ourselves and contributed for God.
Looking forward to the next one!
Had lunch at Rivevale Mall with Justin and Ian.
Lots of bro talk after that too =)
23 Nov 2013 - 00:15
Super tiring day indeed.
Went for mass followed by Praise and Worship practice.
Just came home and had supper.
5 more hours of sleep before I have to wake up =/
22 Nov 2013 - 03:00
Been super busy the last 2 weeks!
Tests and exams everywhere!
Its finally holidays but i have a camp to attend and 1 more week to exams!
10 Nov 2013 - 04:00
Finally hit gold in League of Legends rank!
Yay!
9 Nov 2013 - 23:59
Today's test was terrible.
Lol! Super horrible!!!
7 Nov 2013 - 01:00
Sorry for not updating as often.
Been super busy with alot of stuff.
Church, studies, gaming.
Ah. I wish it was holidays now =(
6 Nov 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday Alson didi =p
Sorry for not being able to go out with your or be with you on your special day =/
Hope you have a good year ahead!
31 Oct 2013 - 23:00
Happy Halloween!!!
Today was stay home day.
I practically stayed home the whole day.
Was playing League with mouse the whole afternoon.
Felt like having a rest break today.
So yeah didnt do anything much.
Tomorrow would be visiting the Zoo for LSM1103 practical.
Not looking forward to it =/
28 Oct 2013 - 22:30
Today was great.
A little more productive than usual.
Am not looking forward to the week ahead.
Upcoming CAs are coming soon!
I just wish holidays are right now!
27 Oct 2013 - 19:00
=p Spending the last few days on guild wars 2! Awesome game =)
24 Oct 2013 - 23:59
My guild wars 2 and pulsefire ezreal have arrived =)
Awesome!!!
23 Oct 2013 - 23:00
Oh MY! OSX Mavericks is out today and its free!
Damn! Im so happy!
I thought that I have to pay to get it but turns out I dont have to HAHAHA!
22 Oct 2013 - 23:10
Today was so much better.
Had a fun interview for ES2007s
Followed by watching anime in SOM lecture.
Headed home and played my flute all the way.
21 Oct 2013 - 23:30
Today was very tiring.
Just trying to rush my report and proposal the whole day!
Just finished and having a breather!
20 Oct 2013 - 23:59
Back from the retreat!
It was fun!
But I wished for it to be longer.
Went to Johor Premium Outlet to buy some clothes on the way back =)
Damn tomorrow is monday.
Hate school.
Rushing through the ES2007S proposal and LSM1102 lab report.
Hell it sucks.
I should probably get some sleep.
Throw everything to tomorrow then.
18 Oct 2013 - 23:59
Today was really great!
Been long since the whole necro clan came except Thaddeus.
Went to school in the morning for ES2007S,
then headed to montfort for band.
Left early at about 3:30pm to go home.
Bought the BBQ stuff at NTUC with kaiwen. slm, haowei and JY.
The rest came at about 7pm.
The bbq was good!
Except the 1 hour long wait for the fire to start hahaha.
Oh well.
I should go sleep soon.
Going Malaysia for the retreat tomorrow!
18 Oct 2013 - 00:20
Yesterday was a little dull.
Woke up and met Jeremy didi, Ahmad and Qahir at nex.
Watched cloudy with a chance of meatballs 2.
It was nice!
Haha.
Well after the movie we left immediately.
Wasnt such a meetup as I expected.
Oh well!
Looking forward to the BBQ later as well as my stuff from ebay to come!
16 Oct 2013 - 20:20
Cant help but feel confused after all these.
Seriously hate this feeling alot.
Irritated and pissed.
But theres nothing I can do.
15 Oct 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday clifford!
13 Oct 2013 - 22:00
Going to sleep soon.
Super tired.
Been thinking and worrying too much again.
=(
13 Oct 2013 - 03:00
Felt so much better.
Thanks to Thaddeus didi and the necro people =)
12 Oct 2013 - 22:30
Just came home after meeting with my airforce mates.
Really nice to see them after so long.
Had a good drink and food and talk with them.
Super tired though.
Feeling very tired, lost and confused.
I really dont know what to do.
8 Oct 2013 - 01:40
Mood feels better now.
Thanks Thaddeus didi for cheering me up =)
7 Oct 2013 - 13:00
In a super bad mood.
Monday blues really suck.
I do realise that most of the time its because the one
important person im waiting for a reply doesnt reply.
And it makes it worse.
Sighs
7 Oct 2013 - 00:41
Super unproductive weekend again.
Didnt manage to finish studying SOM.
But, I managed to attend a SALT session again after like 4 years! HAHAHA!
And I also managed to buy my pulsefire ezreal figure on ebay =p
So yeah Im quite satisfied.
Oh well, I should start studying later in the morning!
Oh yeah and i finished watching clannad.
So thats one anime down!
4 Oct 2013 - 23:59
Super tiring day!
Had to do peer teaching for ES2007S today!
Thought that it would be a lesson for 20mins but ended up lasting an hour!
Considering the fact me and my partner never met at all prior the lesson,
it went pretty well =)
Brought in many impromptu stuff and yeah was super tired after that.
Playing pokemon during SOM lecture after that.
Practical for LSM1103 was at changi beach today!
It was really fun!
But at the same time tiring.
Had dinner at changi village and came home to league =)
4 Oct 2013 - 00:30
After last night's walk to downtown east with Horon and Haowei,
I kind of reflected a little bit about my leaving of HgB and joining necro.
I feel really so much happier now.
At least we respect each other though we troll each other alot!
Theres no backstabbing, and we really have fun playing games.
I feel bad for being so serious and raging all the time.
Was still used to that mode when i was in HgB.
So yeah i still haven fully changed yet.
I really do hope for the day i stopped raging in game totally and just take things cooly.
Everyone's ok with each other here and theres no wishy washy nonsense.
No twisting words and killing each other off.
No two face crap nonsense or any things whatsoever.
Though we necros hardly go out as often as when I was in HgB,
the nights in summoner's rift we had together is what bonded us together.
I really treasure the company here and yeah lets look forward to more outings =)
3 Oct 2013 - 23:59
Oh well. At least we are now on talking terms.
After the chalet, followed them for breakfast at macs.
I didnt eat though.
Wasnt really in the mood for food.
Cabbed back to hougang with haowei, wildboar and julian di.
Headed to Leslie's for a haircut and then came home.
Slept all the way till 8pm lol.
Totally missed mass HAHAHA!
Oh well, it was really a tiring night taking care of those drunkTARDS.
3 Oct 2013 - 02:25
Regrets.
Shouldnt even have came.
Helped to open the chalet.
And this is what i get.
Endless nights of drunkards.
2 Oct 2013 - 00:26
Bad mood still.
Its not subsiding.
Everything just gets me so irritated somehow.
30 Sept 2013 - 08:30
Mood wasnt really too good today.
Been bad since the last few days.
Today just got worse after seeing the pictures we took in the past.
I really miss you
29 Sept 2013 - 23:59
And today concludes the end of my recess week.
Oh well. Didnt do anything much.
Had an hour of roller blading today.
Fell twice.
Once to a small kid who doesnt know how to give way and stop right in front of me =.=
What do you expect me to do? Bang into him?
28 Sept 2013 - 02:00
Sighs. This entire week ive been doing nothing except slacking.
I think i should start studying already.
26 Sept 2013 - 03:15
=( Im feeling a little lost and helpless.
I wish there was someone to lead and teach me what to do.
23 Sept 2013 - 03:00
zzz dont waste my time.
Childish and immature kids.
21 Sept 2013 - 23:36
Trying so hard not to think about you.
It hurts so much, but theres nothing i can do.
20 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Today was fun!
Went to school only for es2007s module.
Came back to sengkang and met korkor at compasspoint.
Taught him english while chilling out at starbucks haha!
Hope what I taught is not too chim =p
And I really do wish he do well for his english!
20 Sept 2013 - 02:35
Sorry for the week's absence of posts!
Was really busy over school stuff!
Haha. I do hope I can post more frequently!
13 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Feeling very disappointed now.
The people i always trust just let me down all the time.
13 Sept 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday daron kor.
12 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Today was nice.
Had lunch with Jeremy didi and munchlax at seoul garden =)
They then came to my house after that.
Played for a while before they left.
Went to church after dinner.
Came home and finished up my lab reports to submit tomorrow!
Then i started play AQ with korkor =/
Why did i ever start playing that again LOL!
9 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Seriously. Ive had enough with this nonsense.
If you cant treat me with respect,
Why should I respect you as well?
Furious me was on my way back home,
met korkor and piggy didi below korkor's house =)
Had a long talk and it was fun!
Haha! Going to meet didi and bring him to ubi tomorrow to book his driving!
8 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Today was pretty fun!
Met korkor below my house as he finished his church stuff!
Walked him home before i went home too.
=) Its fun just meeting him to talk to him for a while.
Had dinner at Holland Village Crystal Jade dim sum buffet.
Really full!
Talked loads of crap and went to Jon's house for a while.
Played some very fun card games before heading home.
=) Going to sleep soon.
Just so tired!
8 Sept 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday cute didi!
Haha! Its been 8 years already!
Time passed by so fast yeah? =p
Hope to meet you soon.
Its been too long since we met already!
7 Sept 2013 - 23:00
Today was a little boring.
Woke up at 8+ by Munchlax and snorlax calls.
Super tired and a headache.
Dragged myself to meet them at Hougang Mall.
We then had breakfast below 524.
Took a train down to plaza singapura and watched Percy Jackson.
It wasnt really that nice.
Lots of lame and boring parts.
Bought myself a pair of rollerblades today!
Yay! Hahaha! It was on half price =p
7 Sept 2013 - 03:40
Just reached home.
Yesterday was a very long day.
Firstly I made a new friend Felicia.
Apparently we take 3 of the same modules together this semester =p
Studied with her for the LSM1103 test during science of music lecture HAHA!
Met her again during LSM1103.
Ok the test was really simple.
10-one-word-answer questions worth 10 marks each!
Luckily I did well thanks to Felicia and Mevis =)
After the test, I brought Felicia to starbucks and treated her white chocolate mocha and cheesecake!
We then went for LSM1103 tutorial and went back home together =)
She stays at Serangoon and I was having dinner at Jacks Place with my family!
Justin korkor said he wanted to go cycling alone.
Apparently he was feeling a little down.
So i told him I would follow him.
We had quite a long brotherly talk until it started to rain.
Both of us were drenched totally and were waiting under the shelter of TPE.
And korkor was really shivering so I had to hug him and protect him from the rain and wind.
Waited for nearly 2 hours and we had a long talk while hugging.
Once the rain started to drizzle, I walked him home and bought him a cup of milo =)
Walked home after that and now Im home YAY!
5 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Woke up at 1pm today =p
Rested for quite long too.
Didnt have the mood to do anything.
Met korkor for mass at 6:15.
Chatted with him for a while before heading home.
Studied and played a bit of League with necros and SUNS.
Im feeling abit lost at the moment.
Just recieved a sms from Samuel that his going to hold a chalet on Monday.
And the usual Hgb people will be there.
Wonder if its going to be awkward.
Im sure it will be.
Oh well.
5 Sept 2013 - 03:26
Yesterday sucks.
The test was really bad.
Luckily korkor was there to talk to me and cheer me up =)
Thanks kor!
I cant seem to sleep =(
3 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Today was super boring.
Left school early to go home to study for tomorrow's test.
I went to Hougang for lunch,
and waited for Justin korkor to finish his band meeting and we went home together.
Bathed and then headed straight to church.
Walked home and had a nice chat with him =)
Studied for my LSM test tomorrow while he studied for his geography.
Texted him a little and played a little league alone.
Apparently i think Jeremy didi is studying for his test too =p
Ok so all the best to everyone =)
2 Sept 2013 - 23:59
Been super busy these days.
Today I went to school as normal.
Nothing much happened except for at night,
played with Jeremy didi league.
Thats all.
1 Sept 2013 - 23:47
Today was super unproductive.
Went to church early in the morning for mass,
then had takeaway chicken rice for lunch.
Slept all the way till dinner time and then went to ahma house for dinner.
Came home and finished up my ES2007S assignment.
Only texted korkor today, nothing much.
31 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Today was indeed tiring.
Firstly Justin korkor woke me up at 7am for band.
Took a bus with him to school.
Wow! First time seeing Jeremy didi being early for band.
He was even earlier than me and korkor HAHAHA!
Band practice was a fun yet annoying.
Fun part was teaching Qahir and Dwight majestia.
And the annoying part was teaching Goku the same thing LOL!
Shant go in depth about this.
After band, the usuals had lunch at Hougang Mall.
Wanted to have pizza hutt today but apparently alot of them couldnt afford it LOL!
We went to KFC and I treated korkor.
After that, korkor left for home as he had cathechism class later.
I went to didi's house together with munchlax, snorlax and teddiursa.
Played my flute for a while before we headed down to the park.
Didi bullied me by asking me to cycle him around =(
We slacked at the park for a while before heading to Thomson plaza for dinner.
Treated didi starbucks again and the we cabbed to his house.
Took us like 3 hours to get from his house there but only 5 minutes via cab LOL!
Fell asleep after playing two games of League with the Necros.
29 Aug 2013 - 23:56
Today was supposed to be another lepak session at Jeremy didi's house.
But he had project to do today.
So i stayed home and finish up my presentation for tomorrow.
Went church with Justin korkor today YAY!
Came home and had green curry chicken for dinner!
Justin korkor was jealous of my dinner haha =p
Then after dinner i duo queue with Jeremy didi for League rank.
Continued to talk to Justin korkor on skype after that.
Going to sleep now as I have to wake up early for dental tomorrow!
Nights all!
29 Aug 2013 - 00:20
Today was fun =)
Dinner with Justin korkor and Jeremy didi.
Now im on my bed talking to korkor on skype =p
28 Aug 2013 - 02:30
Haha! I just finished talking to Justin korkor on skype.
It was an awesome and long heart to heart talk =)
Cant wait to see him and Jeremy didi tomorrow =p
26 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Today I was in a very bad mood.
Couldnt sleep at all last night after a terrible nightmare.
Woke up at 3am and tried to sleep.
Went for science of music tutorial.
Apparently Im the only one who bothered to do it =.=
Lecture went on badly.
Couldnt understand and concentrate at all.
Went to Haowei's house after lecture.
There was no lab today.
Played league abit while waiting for Solomon to finish his exam.
Dinner was at Hougang Plaza and then we walked the night market for a while
before heading home.
Thank you to my two brothers Jeremy and Justin for lightening up my mood.
Justin korkor was texting me the whole day and it really helped alot.
Jeremy didi however was skyping with me while playing league.
Haha thanks you two. <3 br="">
26 Aug 2013 - 00:24
Yay! I got a new korkor =)
Justin is now my korkor HAHA!
OMG but his like younger than me =p
So Justin is my big brother while Jeremy who is like the same age as him is my didi LOL!
25 Aug 2013 - 22:20
Woke up at 10:30am for the 11am mass.
Texted with Justin haha.
Went to Plaza Singapura for lunch and watched Elysium.
Its a nice movie haha.
But i think its a little too short =p
And.. Jeremy was in Plaza Singapura too LOL! For his music lessons.
Oh well but i didnt get a chance to see him though.
Went straight home and slept.
Super tired this weekend, I have no idea why.
Dinner was at Ahma's house and then back home.
Just finished my tutorial and going to sleep soon. =)
24 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Sighs, i really owe Justin a movie =(
This brother of mine came late.
And to top it off worse, Justin made me wake up at 7am to meet him and go to band together =.=
Band was fun. Was quite a slack session.
Taught the percussion section some mallet stuff and the rest was the band chit chat session.
After the practice, I had to wait for Jeremy to finish his flag day event before going to NEX.
Lunch was at the usual Avenue 8 kopitiam and then slacking with the members at Macdonald's
while waiting for Jeremy.
Watched Mortal Instruments, it was awesome haha.
Today was real fun, just kept disturbing Tze Yang on the munchlax nonsense!
He keeps on eating the popcorn i bought LOL!
After the movies, we headed to Kovan with the intention for bowling.
But apparently it was too expensive.
The Lan shop above the bowling alley doesnt have League as well.
So we played the arcade for about an hour.
I left after that to go for the church dinner at Singapore Expo.
Apparently Justin went for it too!
Ok so this is what i found out.
Justin is my band junior.
Justin's brother is Jerome whom I taught when he was sec 2,
Justin's aunty (due to generation issues) is my friend from church,
Justin's dad and uncle are my father's altar server friends,
Justin and Jerome both know my dad due to catechism classes LOL!
Ok this world is way too small.
Dinner was wonderful!
Super nice and warm and filling dinner.
But due to my lack of sleep,
I fell asleep on bed after i reached home HAHA!
23 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Super tiring day.
Seriously kill me.
I hate today's practical to Kent Ridge.
So dam tiring!
Had Char Siew and Chicken rice and Roasted pork for dinner.
Awesome =p It made me totally forget about the walk in the park LOL!
Chatted with Jeremy and played some League with him before sleeping.
It was seriously very funny.
Justin was chatting with me on facebook,
talking about how Jeremy's going to be late for band tomorrow.
And little does he know that Jeremy was on skype with me,
and i was sharing screen LOL!
So Jeremy said that he is going to be early tomorrow to make Justin's head roll.
And i bet with Justin a movie ticket that my brother is not going to be late tomorrow.
So you better not be late Jeremy!
Or i will be the one to make your head roll!
22 Aug 2013 - 23:17
Yet another awesome day!
Today is yet another lesson-less Thursday.
Was supposed to meet Jeremy and the band juniors for tuition lessons.
But this Jeremy. Haiz, said he wanted to lepak today.
And he invited us over to his house. Oh well.
Met him at 2pm at montfort.
Took a bus down to Bishan after Tze Yang ended lesson.
We had a super scrumptious lunch of sliced fish soup.
Bought some pancakes too for tea break later =)
Went up to his house and we practised some songs together.
Recorded our duet a thousand years by Christina Perri =)
Super awesome! Just lots of fixes to be done.
May do a proper recording during the holidays!
Hahaha looking forward to it!
Came home at 5+ and had a feel to swim.
Chatted with Justin on facebook for a while before i went down.
Dinner followed up and then League with Zachary and Jeremy =)
Owning people in my lane but only managed to win one out of 3 games though =(
So now they are going to sleep and im still up watching my anime =p
21 Aug 2013 - 23:59
I didnt go to school today.
Felt that it wasnt a worth of time going for just one lecture.
So i just ponned school today.
Had lunch at Ave 8 before heading to montfort for band.
Had a crazy and wild sectionals before following the members to Macdonalds.
Took bus 74 to Bishan as I didnt feel like going home so early.
Jeremy and Linus decided to slack at Bishan park too.
So we walked to Macdonalds to get icecream before sitting down on the bridge.
Had a long talk and then headed off.
Stopped by Hougang to grab dinner and went home.
Awesome day =)
19 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Had lab today!
It wasnt as fun as my friday's lab haha.
Probably because we were doing almost the same stuff hahaha.
Got my 1 for 1 starbucks mocha =)
(Treated daddy for that car ride home hahaha)
Played league with Jeremy and chatted for the night =)
18 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Today was pretty tiring.
Woke up for mass at 8:30am
Went to church and then to MSS.
Helped the band abit before heading down to Nex with them for the performance.
Overall it was satisfying.
Bought coke from macdonalds and only had one sip
before all my thirsty juniors finished it for me =.=
Headed back to school to pack up.
Lunch was at Hougang Ave 8 Mac as Jeremy had to rush to his music lessons.
Headed to ahma's house for dinner and then home.
Super tiring =(
And theres school tomorrow!
17 Aug 2013 - 23:24
So fun today!
I woke up at 8am today!
Dragged myself to montfort band today HAHA!
Well overall it was fun teaching them how to choreograph the movements =p
After band we had lunch at hougang mall, our usual rooftop place.
Someone suggested going Jeremy's house so yay! We all went there!
Played this game called walk the grass.
Ok its kind of lame but we just kept aiming different people HAHA!
So what this game is about is to call for something like "All speckies walk the grass"
And all those wearing spectacles have to walk on the grass until
someone else calls for another one =)
Yes i know its lame but its a way we got to know everyone better hahaha!
We did this all the way from Hougang Mall to the bus stop infront of montfort.
Not across the flats but literally one big loop LOL!
Played the flute and duet with Jeremy Canon By Pachabel.
It was fun!
Then we swapped instruments to try HAHA!
It was fun too.
And then we all watched youtube from his TV.
Some videos of montfort band and other bands.
And we saw one video whereby they played a arrangement of pokemon BGM.
It was awesome!
Dinner at some kopitiam.
Chicken rice was nice.
And then we walked J8 abit before heading home =)
Reached home, skyped and League with team Jeremy.
Continued to skype with just Jeremy alone cause the rest had to go.
Listening to him sing Jar of hearts LOL! Awkward TTM!
Oh well awesome day =)
HAve to wake up super early for church tomorrow and off to Nex to support the band performance =)
16 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Whee! I din know that lab is SOOO fun!
Especially when you get bench mates who are so noise and chatty LOL
Had a lot of fun in lab today!
I so wish every lab is going to be like that!
=) Overall, anger is gone. Super high!
14 Aug 2013 - 23:59
There was no school today so i had my beauty sleep.
Went to montfort today, supposed to meet Jeremy and Zach for tuition.
But Jeremy last minute cancelled it.
What a pure waste of my time and money.
Fuck it.
Played more league today than usual.
Trying to forget about certain unhappy stuff.
But i think its not working.
Am still feeling super unhappy about so many things.
You know i dont really bother about rumours because most of them are untrue.
But i hate it when people start spreading nonsense that causes a friendship to be hurt.
Especially when it involves me.
They have no idea how it feels when you treasure every friendship and one of them
have to be spoilt because of them.
And then again, if a friendship is hurt because of rumours, then it aint really a true friendship right?
Fuck this shit.
I hate being so paranoid.
Fucking brain of mine.
13 Aug 2013 - 23:23
Today was pretty much tiring!
Went to school early thinking that there was ES2007S module.
But apparently i did not see that it starts only next week!
Haha so i waited till 12pm for the science of music.
Ok it was seriously so boring i literally was zoning off.
So after lecture, me, Alyssa, Clarissa and Mevis went for lunch at the science canteen.
After lunch Alyssa rushed off to her lecture while me and Mevis went to the library.
She had to print her notes and doesnt know the way LOL.
Next lesson was at 4pm.
And thats where i met my good friend and classmate from montfort 4E1 YAY!
Joseph. The wierd guy that always doodled on his paper.
This time round, he really didnt change much LOL!
Drew squigglies and the zeeky H bomb just like old times!
It was nice knowing that his taking the same course as me!
After that, dad fetched me home.
Played league with Jeremy, Zach and Sanio again.
It was pretty fun!
And now im just sacking on my bed =p
12 Aug 2013 - 22:30
Ok! Today wasnt as bad as expected!
Went to school still in a bad mood.
Slept through the train ride as usual.
Went into lecture hall not knowing anyone.
As usual, opened up my lappy and started downloading notes last minute HAHA!
Then there was something about tutorial registration.
So I asked this girl behind me if she know anything about it.
And well stupid of me to ask a year 1 i have no idea why too!
And its pretty my bad habit to always turn back to ask someone instead of the one infront.
Besides, theres no one on my sides too so yeah i turned back.
Her name is Mevis and shes year 1 and very blur too haha.
So yeah as her "senior" i had to teach her about the system and stuff.
So after lecture we talked about the ivle, mail and stuff.
And then the girl (Clarrisa) sitting in front of me just now; now at the same table;
turned to us and talked to.
So yay! 2 friends! And i found out they are both taking science of music too!
So tomorrow morning i get to meet both of them and Alyssa =p
Looks like ive got something to look forward to tomorrow!
Had lunch with Mevis as Alyssa had lecture and meeting her dad for movie later,
and Clarissa was meeting her friends too.
Chatted and accompanied her till her next lecture before i left for home! Haha.
Ok i was still in quite a bad mood on the way home so i didnt feel like heading home straight.
Stopped by Hougang for a short walk before i went home.
Reached home, dinner, and Leagued with Jeremy, Zach and Sanio again.
After that, i am now like super high.
Like really crazy HAHAHA!
Ok im looking forward to tomorrow!
Nights all!
12 Aug 2013 - 00:05
Just finished the noodles.
Forcing myself to sleep.
I hope everything will go fine tomorrow.
I wished you were here to help me through.
Looks like im always the one there to look out for people.
Cheer them up and take care of them.
But when its my turn.
Whose there to do that?
11 Aug 2013 - 23:33
Cant sleep.
Mum cooked noodles for me.
Feeling very down now.
If only theres someone there to console me.
11 Aug 2013 - 23:12
Was dragged off my bed this morning for mass.
Had a wonderful buffet in church after mass too.
Cousins were there too so we had some bonding =)
Headed home to play league for a while with necros before going to ahma house for dinner.
Came back home and league with Jeremy and Zach.
Now im feeling very vexed for some reason again.
Maybe its because tomorrow is the start of school again.
Or maybe im just too stressed and worried over things i shouldnt be.
I do get very paranoid.
I really want to meet some fun and nice group of friends.
I dont want to feel left out again.
Sighs.
Not saying my friends last year were bad.
They are nice people. But its hard to clique on because i cant find anything similar to talk about.
I dont know. Lots of things are running through my head now.
Fuck i hate this feeling.
I just wish i could be a happy go lucky person and not someone who worries like crap.
10 Aug 2013 - 02:20
Just ended playing the computer with Jeremy and Zach followed by the necros.
=) Awesome games. Awesome people.
On the other note, my legs hurt from the cycling =(
I think im growing weak
9 Aug 2013 - 22:48
Didnt do much today.
Was woken up early in the morning by some stupid call from some China woman.
Went for lunch at Tampines One.
Parents shopped there while i waited =(
Headed to Grandparents house for a while then headed home.
Finally managed to port SWTOR on my Mac! Whee!
Headed to Downtown east for chalet with relatives.
Cycled for an hour before we had our BBQ!
Haha awesome dinner. But super tired and full.
7 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Woke up at 10am today.
Jeremy asked me out to watch a movie with the band members again.
Met them outside school and headed to Hougang Mall for lunch.
Then we trained straight to Dhoby Ghaut to watch despicable me 2.
Yay! Watched that awesome movie for the third time already!
Walked around plaza singapura for a while before heading to Sengkang.
Had dinner at KFC at compasspoint before heading home.
5 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Happy birthday Jeremy Otoutou!
Waited for him and Jesco to end lessons before bring them to King Louis.
Had a sumptious lunch and a slice of cheese cake for the birthday boy =p
He actually wanted to pay for his meal but i threatened him =p
Told him i will never go out with him again if he pays haha.
Ohyeah i also got him 960GarenaShells for his present.
After lunch, we decided to walk to Sentosa for a while.
Took a refreshing walk via the broadwalk and went to starbucks.
Treated the birthday boy a cup of white chocolate mocha.
Slacked for a while and headed back haha!
Sent him home again before i headed home.
2 Aug 2013 - 23:59
Went back for band practice today again.
I went to Nex first to buy tickets for the movie after band.
Didnt do much for band practice today.
Hid in the store room to play my flute and chitchatting with
Jeremy and Ming Yu who hid in there too =p
After band, 8 of us headed for Nex to watch red 2.
We decided to have dinner at Chomp chomp after the movie.
Since this little boy Jeremy has never been to chompchomp before!
Ordered alot and treated them to dinner.
After dinner, i had to send Jeremy back to Bishan as it was late and he dont know his way back!
On the way back, i missed the transfer bus and had to cab home LOL!
Oh well.
It was fun though =)
Missed all the times i hanged out for a late dinner in the past.
31 July 2013 - 23:59
My first return to Montfort's band practice after many years!
It just gives me a warm feeling to be able to go back to school.
This time to share with my juniors who are still studying in school.
Guiding them both in life, studies and music.
Had sectionals today, had to teach the sec 1s how to play the national anthem.
Haha! Its been a long time since i saw that piece.
But nevertheless, tried my best to teach them.
After practice, I followed Jeremy and Jesco to dinner at Hougang Mall.
Bought chicken rice to the rooftop.
Spent a long time there before heading back home.
It was nice slacking back at my old slacking place =p
27 July 2013 - 23:59
My apologies for not posting for so long.
Been trying to get a hold of myself back together.
And thanks to the many people around me,
I feel that my life has been flowing back to its pace again.
So today is Montfort band's passout parade.
Its been like 6 years since it was my turn haha.
I decided to go after Dennis and Dominic didi asked me to go.
Well it felt wierd at first because of so many unfamiliar faces.
The batch that was passing out was probably the last batch that have seen me before.
But after seeing some of the alumni's faces,
it gave me the feel when i was in the band back then.
I actually did not want to go for the performance at the merlion park after the POP.
But somehow something told me to go on with it.
And i guess that feeling was right.
Met many new friends; Jesco, Benedict, Bryan etc; the batch that just POPed.
And also this sec 2 boy named Jeremy.
At first he was like so afraid of me.
I have no idea why LOL!
I dont seem scary at all right?
Well but somehow he opened up to me after dinner and we became friends too.
And also a few more juniors, sanio, zachary and a few others who added me on League.
Dinner was dabao to the park next to the school's 7-11 store.
Its been a long time since i was actually this happy eh? =)
Cant forget the Necro team too!
Alson, Sean, Solomon, Kaiwen, JunYao, Justin, Thaddeus and Haowei
for their non-stop going out and gaming action for the last 2 months.
I will always treasure all these friends who have always been beside me
whenever im low or feeling down.
Of course, my dear sissy Qiulin and my great friend Alyssa.
For these two girls have been cheering me up knowing all my problems
and Alyssa for guiding me in school and stuff and our movie outings =)
25 Apr 2013 - 15:00
Its been another 3 weeks since i have posted =(
Been super busy with exam preparation as well as playing a new game.
Its called Star Wars the Old Republic.
The game is really fun and nice.
Shall look forward to enjoying it more during vacation =)
8 Apr 2013 - 01:48
Its been a long time since i blogger again.
Cant seem to sleep as well.
Nothing much has changed since that quarrel.
Its been one complete month since your birthday.
One whole month since we talked. =(
I wish things go back to how we were again.
I miss you.
Im praying everyday for us to talk again.
And i really pray from the bottom of my heart.
That we can be together again =(
25 Mar 2013 - 02:00
Cant seem to sleep.
Found out that im blogging lesser and lesser these days.
Cause i hardly go out anymore.
Its just always me at home,
playing league of legends and studying.
And this new game called Warframes.
Somehow after that quarrel everything in my life seems to be in a standstill.
No more adventures, no more going out.
Just me, my soft toys and my bed.
I really wished things will change.
Back to how it was in the past.
Although ive met many new friends for this past one month,
I still feel cold.
Scared, insecure.
Because i know that your the only who knows me best.
And im afraid that theres no one whom i can share my things to anymore.
Im scared, all i just need is for you to tell me that everythings all right.
23 Mar 2013 - 23:59
Its been long since ive blogged.
Since the last time i went out with Asther and the rest,
Ive done nothing but to stay at home or go to school.
But today im going out with lovestila again =)
She said that we have not gone out for a long time
and since i was feeling very down,
i decided that it was time for me to go out for once.
We met at about 6.30 pm at vivocity and had dinner.
Watched a movie called Oz the great and powerful.
It was not bad, just a little action less than expected haha.
But well, overall a fine movie.
And then she sent me home after the movie HAHA!
Felt so bad, cause theres no more train home XD
23 Mar 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday Timothy =)
Its been long since we have gone out!
Lets meet out someday ok?
14 Mar 2013 - 23:59
Its been a long time since i went out other to anywhere other than school.
Ever since that fight with my brother, i chose to stay at home.
But today, Asther asked me to garena stadium with Aiment and Coco.
So we met at 11:30 at bugis, had lunch at a coffee shop opposite bugis plus
and then headed to the garena stadium to play.
Left at about 6pm and met my classmates at vivocity.
Had dinner and then to the arcade!
Then we went for second round of deserts =p
Ok i spent about $50 today.
I do feel happy but at the same time sad.
I really wished that things wouldnt turn out this way.
I miss spending time with you and mei just the 3 of us going out and talking nonsense.
12 Mar 2013 - 23:59
Nothing much today.
Went to KTPH to do my braces again.
This time round it pink =)
Went back home and played a few games.
Felt super tired and went back to sleep.
Then up, dinner, a few more rounds.
11 Mar 2013 - 23:59
Haha so i went to school today to study with Jon, Asther and Max.
Seems fruitful though because I read 3 chapters of biology notes =)
Showed them how i supported with nami too haha.
And then i came home to play one or two more rounds.
11 Mar 2013 - 02:45
Ok so the competition was a complete failure lol.
Nothing much to say about that.
But i feel a sense of accomplishment today!
I played a few ranked games and there was a particular one i felt so proud of.
There were two games that i played as a support.
And i just kept on assisting and winning.
The last game was the most awesome.
It was the first game that i ever played that nobody wanted to play mid.
So yeah i took the mid.
The opponent team was a kayle and i was wondering which hero could counter her.
And then i just tried galio.
It worked!
Every engage, my ulti hit at least 3 to 4 people.
There was once the jarvan ultied me and his team was shooting outside.
But too bad for them, they all stood in the AOE of my ulti.
So yeah i was pretty fed.
Had at least 150 MR and 550 AP.
So one ulti and a Q E combo was enough to wipe the team out.
However there was one fight that we made a mistake and i died
because my ultimate was still on cooldown.
And that took away my legendary spree =(
The enemy team headed for baron and the only one alive in my team was Ezreal.
So he shot a blind ultimate to the baron, not only took the baron down but also another enemy!
It was just so awesome but too bad nobody recorded the replay.
Ahh it was such a nice game.
The first ever ranked game that i felt it was not too one sided and no scrubs.
9 Mar 2013 - 03:00
OMG taking part in my first LOL competition tomorrow!
Nervous =(
Haha probably going to play as a support bah.
Oh well. Wish me luck =)
Thank you all who have been so supportive
and helping me through this difficult period of time i am facing.
Yes im feeling much better already =)
8 Mar 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday Julian di =)
I know you dont want to see me right now.
But just to let you know that i will be there if you ever need me
7 Mar 2013 - 03:15
I know im supposed to be sleeping at this hour,
but no i cant.
Been unable to study for the last few days,
and now im trying to cramp everything in for tomorrow's test.
Hope i get through it.
Gonna wake up in 5 hours.
Im not even sure if i can survive it =.=
5 Mar 2013 - 23:30
Things didnt go well.
Tried to talk things out.
But things just got worse.
Ive failed.
1 Mar 2013 - 21:30
Feeling super hurt.
I always thought of you guys as friends.
But now i know how much i mean to all of you.
And to think i even bothered about your birthdays
and talking to you all when you are down and stuff.
But right now when i need somebody,
nobody is there.
None of you.
Is a stupid game more worth than our friendship?
Well ive lost hope of any of you.
27 Feb 2013 - 03:30
Cant sleep.
26 Feb 2013 - 23:59
I got to meet you today.
At least we talked a little.
But i just wish you treated me with more warmth.
I feel just coldness from you.
26 Feb 2013 - 00:20
Just reached home after dinner with my 40th mates.
Its been a long time since we met up.
And im so glad i met up with them today.
It really lightened up my mood.
And i just thought about some things in life.
I feel that i need something or someone to give me a goal in life.
Not a long one. But a short term goal.
Just enough to let me pass each day by.
24 Feb 2013 - 23:59
I feel like crying out everything.
I feel so lost.
Why must we always quarrel over small things.
And the worse is that you always try to run away from the problem.
Why cant we just sit down and talk things out like how we used to in the past?
I just wish that you would open up and talk.
And tell me all the things you are not happy about.
I rather you tell me off about it than just ignore me.
I hate it when you do that all the time.
You think that ignoring will solve things.
But it wont.
The more you ignore, the more the problem get worst.
And the next time it happens again, its the same old cycle.
I wish you were more mature thinking than this.
I feel so hurt just thinking about this.
I wish you understand how i feel.
21 Feb 2013 - 21:55
Feeling very stressed out ever since yesterday.
I feel very insecure again.
I dont know why.
Im scared.
I just wish there was someone out there for me to be with me all the time.
Then i can just tell that person everything.
Sometimes i wish i could close my eyes and not care about anything else.
But its hard.
Reality sucks.
19 Feb 2013 - 20:00
Just came back from my brother's mum's office.
Met my brother and Leane at 2pm today.
Had a very late lunch and then went to the office.
Helped set up the network and then we left.
Leane went shopping with his parents while didi went dinner with his friends.
So i headed home.
Sighs. Nothing much today.
14 Feb 2013 - 23:59
Happy Valentine's Day to all my loved ones!
Today was supposed to be with didi, Leane and stila.
But apparently Leane was still at Malaysia.
So i went to didi's house in the morning to play.
Then we went walking around plaza singapura.
After walking one round, we went down to vivocity.
Met stila at the cinema and watched zero dark thirty.
Well it was a pretty nice show about how they hunted Osama.
But the three of us almost fell asleep in the middle of the show LOL!
Had dinner at King Louis!
Haha very nice meal.
What an awesome company =)
13 Feb 2013 - 23:59
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
Haha yes i know its abit late to wish that.
But i was so busy visiting i didnt have time to blog HAHA!
So today i went shopping with my brother for some valentine's day gift.
Bought a crocodile for leane.
Its so fluffy and cute!!
Haha my didi keeps hugging it.
And i bought a bear with flowers for Stila.
Went back to his mum's office to see how it looks like after renovation.
It looks pretty decent just quite squeezy.
Followed his mum and his godma to some temple in loyang and also to Pasir Ris fish farm.
His godma wants an arrowana for the fish tank in the office.
5 Feb 2013 - 23:59
Super tiring day.
I need a good rest or i will die in school =/
5 Feb 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday piggy didi!
Haha. Didnt know he plays maplesea.
So yeah i played with him over his birthday hahaha!
4 Feb 2013 - 23:59
Super tired after a day at work haha!
Things went smoothly today!
4 Feb 2013 - 11:00
At my brother's house.
Hope things goes well today.
Cant afford to get pissed again.
4 Feb 2013 - 00:57
Whatever i say about my brother,
I still love him as a brother.
Because his the only one who will ever treat me nicely.
I may be pissed off or angry at him,
but thats because his my brother and i care for him.
Maybe i have certain expectations for him.
But nevertheless, i love him.
And he will always be my brother.
3 Feb 2013 - 23:59
Super pissed off today.
So many small things added up and made me blow up.
Ive had enough.
Ive lost all respect for them.
The only thing thats stopping me from going away is that i have nowhere else to go.
Once ive gotten a place, im leaving.
Updated my private blog.
Its just a rant.
Dont take it too personally.
Im starting to hate the weekends now.
Because weekends is the time when my mood is bad.
Because most of the time i end up quarreling or shown attitude at.
2 Feb 2013 - 23:59
We went shopping today after work.
Walked the whole orchard road and bought one ezlink card sticker =.=
And my brother bought 2 pairs of boxers and one sticker.
Haha! 3 hours of shopping and thats what we bought only WTH!
1 Feb 2013 - 23:59
These few days of working was rather interesting LOL!
Running around with the trolley pushing the stuff over to the new office.
And then pushing my didi and Leane back to the old office HAHAHA!
31 Jan 2013 - 23:59
So for the last few days, ive been going to my brother's office
to help his mum pack and move to the new office.
Nothing much just spending alot of time with him.
Today was a little different.
He was a little pissed today so he came over to my house for dinner and a talk.
So after that i drove him home =)
Haha he better feel honored to be the first to sit my car =)
29 Jan 2013 - 01:20
Im just feeling so fucked up right now.
I really want to scream and just cry everything right out.
29 Jan 2013 - 01:10
Everything is fucked up right now.
I dont know what to do already.
I just feel like breaking down right now.
Just fuck everything.
29 Jan 2013 - 00:00
Happy birthday baobei didi!
Haha hope you study well and be happy in your life.
28 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Went to didi's house today.
Stayed with him the whole afternoon before going to SIM with him.
Took a train back after that.
What a long talk we had haha.
27 Jan 2013 - 14:30
Sometimes i wish i had time for myself.
Just going for a long walk or drive,
with no regards to anything in the world.
School has been bad.
Ive lost my motivation and mood to study.
The only thing that has been pushing me to study
is the fact that i have a brother to take care.
Because he doesnt know how to care for himself,
and he just keeps me worrying most of the time.
Well im not complaining that his a pain in my ass or whatever.
His my brother and i love him alot.
But i just wished he talked to me more often about his problems instead of keeping to himself.
I know that his egoism is very high.
But ive opened up my entire heart to him.
And all i just ask is for him to open his heart to me too.
We've quarrelled together, cried together, laughed together.
Practically we've been though so much.
And he means so much to me.
And im just thinking if i mean as much to him too?
Or maybe its because his a typical guy he doesnt know how to show his feelings.
But whatever it is, I made a promise to him, myself and to God
that i would be by his side forever, no matter what happens.
My social life has been bad ever since i left secondary school.
JC was really bad, i totally left myself out and hid away in the virtual world.
I made virtual friends and left the world of reality.
NS was not as bad but i was in the virtual world for so long,
it took it quite hard and long for me to make it back to reality.
University was way better.
But i kept myself away from my friends again.
Its not that im anti social,
but im afraid.
Afraid of not being accepted.
You see, im different from everyone else.
My thoughts, my feelings, the way i do things.
And the only one right now in school who could understand me is Alyssa.
But for these 6 years, i have to thank my loved ones for bringing me through.
Firstly, Jonathan bro, Qiulin sis, Dominic and dennis di.
Not forgetting my dear brother Julian and my sister Leane.
And Eben and Samuel for helping me so much
everytime i quarrelled with my brother.
I am trying my hardest to pull my life through.
But im also trying to find someone to share my life with.
I wish there was someone out there.
I know i have my brother and all my loved ones.
But i wish i had something more.
A love from someone special.
A love different from family love, brotherly love or friend love.
I am still waiting for my princess out there.
Was single, am single and will be single unless i find you.
27 Jan 2013 - 14:20
I dont think today would be such a happy day either.
Stuck at home and woke up in a bad mood too.
26 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Today started off happily but ended up from bad to worse.
Met didi at 10am today.
We were supposed to go to SIM for his school registration but he wasnt feeling well.
So we stayed at his house to maple.
Leane and my brother's mum came home and it was still fine.
Until more people came.
I dont know. I just dont like being in this big group if im always left out.
Whats more, i said i lent one person my laptop for ONE game.
And it ended up being his throughout the whole day.
Just bring your own laptop if you wana play so badly next time.
So yeah everything just snowballed and my mood turned super bad to the night.
25 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Today wasnt really planned. Quite impromptu but fun haha.
Supposed to meet Samuel and didi for dinner but Samuel didnt want to go out.
So after school i met Daryl first before didi ended work.
Met alyssa at vivo so i asked her if she wanted to join us =)
In the end, it was the 3 of us + Leane and my brother's mum HAHA!
Watched Hansel and Gretel.
It was so cool! The heads blasting off and all hahaha.
Dinner was at Aston's before the movie though.
Had the usual double up chicken.
Its been so long since i felt so relaxed and happy =)
23 Jan 2013 - 13:30
You know today has gotten from bad to worse.
Its getting super annoying and irritating.
And to top it off im now irritated at my brother.
Sighs. I have no idea why my mood is so bad today.
I just hate it when people says "did we even planned to meet?"
when we just said to meet when we were together yesterday.
Sighs.
23 Jan 2013 - 11:56
This is my limit.
Ive had enough.
If you want to jump to your own conclusions and spoil everybody's mood.
Go ahead.
The reason i just muted my phone is because theres no point explaining at all.
You think what you want.
And do what you want.
I dont care anymore.
21 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Went out today and met Alyssa and Didi for dinner and movie.
Haha at first it was super awkward but it became fun =)
14 Jan 2013 - 00:40
Cant seem to fall asleep.
Thinking of you in my head.
I wonder if you are thinking of me too.
I miss you.
13 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Today was yet another day at home.
Feeling super bored, and restless.
School starts tomorrow.
And im not sure if im even prepared.
Im scared.
Please let everything be smooth.
12 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Stayed at home the whole day except for lunch and church.
Went to daryl's house after church for dinner.
Then had a chat with ming yang outside his house till 1am before cabbing home.
11 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Today sucks.
Didnt really started well but it ended differently!
Went to school alone.
Had to meet the counselor for failing my subjects.
And my dear sis was surprised HAHA!
Supposed to spend today with stila and my baby bro.
But stila had some last minute stuff and couldnt make it.
So after my counseling, i stayed at the school library for 2 hours thinking of my study plan.
And then another hour helping didi to find out about his education paths.
Headed down to vivocity to walk about for an hour or so before doing the same thing at plaza sing.
Went down to my brother's work place to wait for him to end.
Then with the mum and leane, we had dinner and then a late night movie.
CZ12 was nice and funny haha.
Went back to Plaza sing to shop while waiting for the movie though.
Then i came back home and LOLed.
10 Jan 2013 - 23:59
Today was sort of nervous.
Not for myself but for my bro sis and mei.
3 of them took their results today.
And yeah they didnt do too well.
Especially didi he was very disappointed.
Tried my best to cheer him up yeah.
He felt not too bad after i told him the other paths he could take.
We went for dinner at Sherman's work place after that.
Sherman and Ming paid for the whole dinner. Thanks!
9 Jan 2013 - 13:00
Its been half a month since i blogged.
Haha and its hard to recall and retype everything so i will just write those main ones.
I reached back SG on the 19th.
Everything was delayed for 2 hours due to aircraft system failure.
Reached home at about 9 and then came to Hougang.
Met the usual HGB fellows for supper!
I felt so happy to see my friends and my brother again.
And ever since that day, i have been meeting my brother almost everyday
to maple or go out or league of legends haha.
The next major outing we had was Christmas party at Daryl's house.
I met a new friend called Dan.
He is really funny and friendly though despite his ahbeng appearence haha.
This party was fun yet disastrous.
So many people got drunk.
I had to finish my brother's drink before he got drunk too.
So yeah i got myself almost too high.
Settled those drunkards before we headed to chambers.
Slept the whole day next.
The third outing would be on 30th.
Went to Lan with ming yang in the morning because didi overslept.
Met them and had a discussion for movie.
Decided to watch a mid night movie.
Headed to my cousin dominic's birthday dinner at Changi.
And yeah dad let me drive! haha.
It was pretty decent and fun!
Headed back to Hougang to meet Hgb before going to plaza singapura for our movie.
The last outing was New year's countdown at my brother's place.
Had dinner over there and we celebrated Leane's birthday.
Went to Lan once again and then slept the whole of next day.
So practically between those outings were just me and my brother and Stila mapling.
And yesterday me and my brother went to Leane's house to paint her house.
Nothing much to say now!
Blog again another time!
17 Dec 2012 - 09:00
Haha back inn France last night.
Lourdes was fine, attended 2 masses in French and Chinese.
It was also another relatively ghost town haha so nothing to blog about.
2 more days and back to SG!!
14 Dec 2012 - 23:59
Yay! Reached France!
The sleep was bad.
Super jerky and i cant sleep properly.
France was good!
The food and all!
Anyway going to Lourdes for a night before coming back.
13 Dec 2012 - 22:30
Dying! Today has been a very long waiting game.
Still stuck at the station waiting for the train.
Went to the bookstore to browse through for a few hours till it closed.
Sighs. No wifi and no more books.
13 Dec 2012 - 15:30
Ok im so disappointed today.
The outlet sucks.
Its more like a normal shopping outlet.
Not a factory outlet.
What a waste of time!
So we walked to Duomo the shopping district.
Didnt buy anything, just walked to pass time.
Have no hotel to go to and waiting for 23:30 for our night train to paris.
13 Dec 2012 - 09:17
I swear this has to be the worse hotel in this trip.
No wifi, the bed aint comfy.
Cant sleep properly without waking up in the middle of the night.
Woke up at least 5 times.
And i dreamt of didi last night again.
Oh well on the way to factory outlet!
Hope i can get some good stuff back!
12 Dec 2012 - 19:49
Heading back to Milan from Zermatt.
Visited Matterhorn in the afternoon.
It was super cold, negative 21 degree celsius.
Had a very filling dinner with 2 glasses of wine and 2 glasses of beer while awaiting for the train.
Now in in the train heading back.
Falling asleep haha.
Cant wait for tomorrow's shopping at the factory outlet!
12 Dec 2012 - 09:15
Woke up at 6+ in the morning.
Heading back to Switzerland now.
Going to one of the alps in Zermatt.
Had the most weird dreams for today.
First i dreamt that my relatives and Julian di and I went to universal studios and disneyland in America.
And then somehow there was a blackout when we were resting in a room and a tornado came and blowed the whole house away with us haha.
Then when we finally landed i was searching for didi and then i woke up LOL!
Had my second dream in the train,
Dreamt that i was going back to school on the first day of the year.
And guess what? I was in Montfort LOL!
Mrs Lee drove me to school and dropped me off at the foyer.
Then i realized i was wearing short pants and slippers and i didnt bring my Macbook along!
So i decided to pon school and headed to didi's house to hide.
And suddenly the train jerked and woke me up LOL!
In between there was also a small dream that i went to didi's house in the late night and we had a walk below his house around the neighborhood.
Cant really remember much of this though.
Whew lucky it wasnt like the last time i had 2 nightmares in a row.
11 Dec 2012 - 23:59
So theres nothing much to do in Milan except shopping haha.
Reached Milan at about 4.
Boarded the wrong train and had to pay 60 euros for the express train lol.
So yeah we reached Milan earlier than planned.
Had dinner at one of the restaurants.
It was awesome. My first plate of carbonara wasn't that appetizing but my second plate of pork cutlet was amazing.
Went for a late night walk in their shopping district before heading back.
11 Dec 2012 - 12:53
Woke up a little late today.
I find the night view here much nicer and quiet than the morning.
Though the sunrise was really beautiful!
Went over to the next town Manarola.
Todays plan was to walk over to Manarola via Dell' Amore bridge
But apparently the route was closed so we had to go by train.
And from Manarola we were to take a boat to the next few towns to sightsee before returning to our hotel.
But we decided to skip all these as we feel that all the towns look the same after coming to Manarola.
So after breakfast we checked out and took a train down to Milan.
Now im in the train bored and blogging haha.
Till later! Tatas.
10 Dec 2012 - 23-59
Left venice already. So sad!
So i went down to Pisa with a stupid 1 hour train delay.
Climbed up the leaning tower. Damn tiring i swear.
Walked around the city and headed back to the train station.
Took a train to Cinque Terre and stayed there for the night.
It is some beach by the cliff and my room was directly facing the sea.
Just like a light house. Had a dinner and then went to bed.
Super tired after climbing so many stairs at Pisa and then carrying the luggage to this hotel.
Did i mention how uneven the roads are here?
Even had to climb up the cliff using stairs to get up to the room with luggage!
9 Dec 2012 - 23:59
Today was sightseeing at Venice and also taking the Gondola!
Haha it was really nice going under those canals!
Something i had been waiting for a long time.
Went to shopping at a factory outlet in the afternoon.
Bought a Fendi wallet for myself at 90 euros.
So freaking cheap that my mum bought quite a few handbags herself lol.
I think maybe i will give the wallet to one of my bros if they want it.
Headed back to Venice for dinner and bought Roo from a disney store haha!
Had a very late dinner due to all the shopping nonsense.
8 Dec 2012 - 23:59
Hehe! I was wrong! Im not at Milan but at Venice! Whee!
Omg the city is so nice!
Especially at night with all the scenery!
Haha but im so sorry i dont want to post any pictures on my blog
So dear readers you just have to go to my facebook pictures and see =)
Didnt do any shopping though, just walked alot.
And PASTA!!
This is what i had been waiting for!
Chows!
7 Dec 2012 - 20:00
Oh today was really cold. Went down to Engelberg and it was a blizzard.
-15degree celsius and 80kmph wind!
Yes its up the mountains, 3000m above sea level lol!
Had lots of fun up there, almost died to the frost haha thanks to the heat pack!
Wonderful dinner back at Luzern and now im slacking back at the hotel.
Today is a friday and every restaurant is packed!
Lucky we found one that was quite empty.
Anyway im moving down to Milan, Italy tomorrow so i may not get the chance for the internet anymore!
Shall update when i get the chance!
6 Dec 2012 - 23:59
So goodbye to Geneva, and hello to Luzern.
Its even much colder here.
And its really like a Christmas village here! Haha
Snowing heavily nonstop.
Did a little stroll here and ended the day quite early.
5 Dec 2012 - 23:59
Happy birthday to me! Yay haha!
Finally 21 and this year's birthday was a blast.
A week worth of celebration haha!
Well here i am in Geneva, switzerland.
Spent half the day in the plane and train haha.
Its snowing here for me =)
And yeah did a little shopping here and had kebab for lunch and steak for dinner.
Switzerland is nice!!
4 Dec 2012 - 23:59
Yes ah! I passed my driving test in the first try whoo!
I immediately went to didi's house and told him the news haha.
And yeah to buy him some food cause his sick.
Partly my fault for making him play in the rain with me at USS yesterday.
Had dinner with family to celebrate my grandfathers early birthday before we went overseas.
Went home to change after dinner and headed to the airport straight.
Had a little supper at the lounge and went into the plane.
3 Dec 2012 - 21:30
Just returned home after USS.
Super tired.
Fun but wet day.
Got ourselves really wet haha.
And yeah ultimately, i spent lots of time with my brother today.
And im very happy that his my brother.
I love him alot.
3 Dec 2012 - 08:00
Lasted whole night of tonning without sleeping haha!
Played LOL and watch movie the whole night.
Now we are waiting to go universal studios!
2 Dec 2012 - 23:59
Hehe! Super happy today!
Met all my loved ones yet again.
Especially with baobei di and piggy di and sis haha!
And yes lots of food, hugs and pressies!
Haha! Appreciate everybody who came!
Thank you!
2 Dec 2012 - 01:40
Super happy today!
Its going to be my 21st birthday advanced celebration haha
Gona meet up with all my loved ones =)
1 Dec 2012 - 23:59
Today was fun!
Headed down to meet didi in the morning.
Apparently he overslept lol.
So i met Aloy first.
Didi finally woke up and i went to his house to pick him up.
Had lunch with him and then met back with Aloy.
Samuel was super late too.
Took a bus to Khakabo and played for about 4 hours.
Hero Siege, Jurassic Park, Bleach vs One Piece and Elfs & trolls.
Haha! It was super fun!
Had dinner at Bugis before we headed home.
30 Nov 2012 - 23:30
Hehe just reached home.
Super happy today.
Went for driving lesson early in the morning
then i headed to didi's house.
Played with him the whole afternoon then we watched MAMA 2012.
Went back home after that =)
29 Nov 2012 - 23:59
No more exams! Huat ah!
Hehe! After exam i went to meet Nicholas and Jun ming.
Went to buy christmas present for my di! =)
So satisfied when i got the goliathas at half price =p
And then i headed down to Daryl's house where we watched Constantine and dinner.
Then i headed home to play TL2 with didi =)
28 Nov 2012 -00:59
Two more papers!
Gambate!
Later's paper is gona be just mcq!
27 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at 8 today and headed down to didi's house.
Had breakfast at hougang mall before heading down to raffles.
He went for his interview with the agent before we headed down to dhoby ghaut.
There he met his mum before we headed down to labrador park for his second interview.
And guess what? it was microsoft who is hiring him LOL!
But unfortunately, the walking distance was very unconvincing and my brother decides
not to work at all LOL!
So yeah a wasted day and effort.
Cabbed down to school for my CM1131 exam while didi continued the cab back to hougang.
Headed to Leane's house for a short chat.
She cooked maggie mee for me =)
And then i went home after that.
Ate dinner and continued my studying.
Played a little bit of torchlight 2 with my brother after that.
Exam was crap seriously.
Im gona fail so badly for this one.
27 Nov 2012 - 00:20
Time to sleep.
Need to wake up tomorrow and prepare my baby brother for his interview!
27 Nov 2012 - 00:00
Happy birthday jonathan bro!
Its been 6 years since we first met!
And its been a pleasure to be brothers with you.
I do hope life has been going on well for you.
And yes i wish our relationship could be much better than this.
Do hope to see you soon!
26 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Today went great =)
CM1111 was sort of ok~ok
Do hope i pass ^^
25 Nov 2012 - 23:39
Feeling so desperate now lol.
Just gonna pray and leave everything to god now.
25 Nov 2012 - 23:00
Ok im prepared for the exams.
Bring it on!
Just fuck this 4 days and to hell with semester 1!!!
25 Nov 2012 - 23:00
Thanks di for today.
It was fun =)
I met di at 1030 this morning at his house.
Then we took a train down to somerset for him to buy his shoe.
I paid $98 for the shoe first though.
Then we headed down to bugis + to join in the garena carnival.
Was boring though, so we left to khakabo =)
Played a few hours there before sending didi home =)
Haha i really miss all this brother alone bonding session times =)
25 Nov 2012 - 00:05
Feeling very tired, but i cant sleep.
I hate this feeling that i cant do anything.
I hate exams. I really want it to end as soon as possible!
24 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Finally finished studying cm1111.
Super tired.
I really hate this.
24 Nov 2012 - 01:05
Thanks di for always being there for me.
And for giving me the security that i need.
Im feeling very down now and thanks for always cheering me up no matter what happened.
24 Nov 2012 - 01:00
Im seriously behind my studies already.
Im suppose to finish cm 1111 on monday and look now its saturday and its not finished!
I really have to finish CM 1111 by today once and for all.
Tomorrow i have to finish cm 1131 or im done for.
Seriously. I wish for a miracle that i pass my end of sem.
Or else im screwed.
23 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Today is one of the most unfruitful day of the week!
Had lunch at shabushi with the usual group and then went to khakabo =.=
Shouldnt have went out today!
22 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Ok i did study today but i still couldnt finish my 1111!
I came over to didi's house to study though.
It was nice having our private brother time together.
But sadly i cant enjoy it!
21 Nov 2012 - 23:59
OMG i cant even finish 1111 today as well.
Went to tampines with didi to pei sherman and mingyang for their job interview.
They came over to my place after that to slack
20 Nov 2012 - 23:25
OMG im so behind in my revision!
I thought today was monday!
Today is tuesday already! And i cant even finish 1111 today!
Die. Tomorrow must really finish it!
20 Nov 2012 - 12:47
Just woke up.
Super tired.
I have to finish studying cm1111 lecture notes by today.
Running out of time!!
20 Nov 2012 - 12:00
Feeling abit blue today.
I guess its nothing but just some psycho-motor syndrome.
I really wish that you are staying with me though.
This way i wont feel so lonely at home.
19 Nov 2012 - 23:21
Super tired now.
Had my driving lessons in the morning,
then i went down to nex to reserve the movie tickets.
Headed down to didi's house after that and i went to cut my hair.
We then went to find Eben and had lunch at macdonalds with aloy.
Went down to Nex after that and slacked for a while there.
Waited for Samuel to come and then watched ahboys to men.
After dinner aloy and samuel went off while me and eben and didi had dinner at carl's jr.
Sent didi home after that before going home myself.
Today was wonderful.
Had such a long brother talk with my baby brother =)
19 Nov 2012 - 01:10
OMG i have to sleep now or i will definitely doze off during driving lessons later!!!
18 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Today was a very good day for me to study.
Especially my mood was damn good.
But well after lunch, i had to feel lazy again HAHA!
Went over to didi's house and help him do up his resume for his job search.
And then I went to ahma's house for dinner.
Came back home to watch Lion King before going back to LOL with didi.
17 Nov 2012 - 12:00
Feeling super lethargic though.
Waiting for didi to wake up and go over his house.
16 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Yesterday didnt go very well though.
Supposed to watch ahboy to men.
But alot of last minute changes.
Wasnt really too happy about it though.
Went to plaza singapura alone to buy my phone casing.
And then headed down to hougang to meet didi after dyeing his hair.
He seemed to treat me much nicer yesterday though.
Headed down to chambers for a few rounds with him before going home.
15 Nov 2012 - 15:00
I have to learn to keep myself from worrying.
I dont even have peaceful days that my head stops thinking about you.
Why?
I have always asked myself how my love life would be like.
Maybe i watched too much anime and drama.
Theres no way it can ever happen.
But how i wish it would.
15 Nov 2012 - 09:09
You know what? Fuck this shit.
I really dont want to care anymore.
But each time i see things go this way.
I dont know if i should. =(
13 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Today was so-so.
Went out the whole day with my family.
Watched Argo after lunch at plaza singapura.
Throughout the whole movie, i felt super stressed.
For some reason alot of things went through my head while the movie was on going.
It was a nice movie though.
Really a very good tribute to all those who sacrificed their life for a better world.
Bought a new camera at funan after that and dinner at some chicken rice store near raffles hotel.
I feel quite sad and disappointed.
Didnt get to talk to you at all the whole day.
Haiz.
12 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Today's plan didnt go that smooth though but it ended fine.
We almost didnt get to watch the movie.
All because aloy and sherman didnt have much money for the movie.
In the end when we reached Hougang, they decided to borrow from me.
So yeah we had the movie at nex.
It was an awesome movie!
Haha for those who have not watched it, go watch!
Didi and Samuel had dinner at carls jr at nex
while me and aloy had ours after we reached hougang.
Samuel ate his second dinner with us =.=
12 Nov 2012 - 00:00
Plans for today,
go for cm 1111 lecture at 8,
go through lecture notes for cm 1191.
Take the test, meet didi at hougang after that.
Head down to bugis with sherman and didi after lunch.
Settle sherman's LOL problem.
Watch skyfall!
11 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Today ended well =)
Way better than i expected.
Firstly i woke up at about 11 today.
Had a buffet lunch with my family and my grandparents.
Then i came back home and played a few games of LOL.
Went to my grandparent's place for dinner and headed home.
Played more LOL with didi after that =)
11 Nov 2012 - 17:53
This is one of the worst sundays i ever had.
I really just want this nightmare to end.
11 Nov 2012 - 01:53
Yesterday was a pretty boring day.
Just sitting at home, studying and playing LOL and watching anime.
Theres a limit to the things i can take.
The reason why i dont want to stay in the campus is because i still call this place my home.
Dont make me lose that reason.
10 Nov 2012 - 02:28
Reached home at 1+ am haha!
Yesterday went much better than expected!
First i went to didi's house in the morning.
Cabbed down to the hospital with him and Leane for my braces appointment.
But we had lunch at pasta mania before the treatment though.
Cabbed back to didi's house whereby he helped Leane to dye her hair.
Had one LOL game with didi before we went out.
He was supposed to meet his mum for dinner and buy present for his dad's birthday tomorrow.
But in the end both me and Leane went along HAHA!
It was quite fun. Had dinner and shopped at bugis.
Went to the garena stadium at bugis plus and met the SGS team there too!
After that, we headed down to Orchard and went to Kbox at cineleasure.
It was a little dull as my brother blasted kpop most of the time =(
Had a late tea session at toast box before we cabbed home =)
9 Nov 2012 - 01:12
Today's plan, if i wake up early i will get lunch to didi's house.
Head to the hospital for my braces treatment.
And then head back to didi's house.
8 Nov 2012 - 23:59
Today started off pretty bad but ended very very well =)
Firstly i skipped school today as there was only one lesson
and i felt that it wasnt worth going all the way there!
I went to pick didi from school.
He wasnt really pleased though.
He was still quite angry with me.
Though we were suppose to go the hairdresser together to dye our hair,
I decided to let him be for a while.
So I cancelled my appointment.
Headed to the hospital with Samuel to see his eye specialist.
His dad then drove us back and treated us lunch =)
Met didi back at the salon.
Well i think he had cooled down already.
We then went to meet Eben at Ave 8.
The movie we wanted to watch was at 2.30 and since we were late,
we decided to hang about before having a seafood barbeque buffet dinner.
The food was really nice!
And whats more having my brother and some close friends eating together =)
Sent didi back home before i came home myself.
Hope tomorrow's gonna be good too!
7 Nov 2012 - 00:18
Supposed to be sleeping lol.
Super tired but i feel that i should post this last post though.
Im sorry for everything.
If i didnt put any effort into much of my life.
That im so wishy washy and my life is like in such a mess.
Theres only one thing right now in my mind and that is my younger brother's O levels.
And his happiness.
I guess i will be back to my better self once his O levels have ended.
I really look forward to my Decembers.
My birthday, and my Europe trip.
I really wish i can find back my own happiness.
Right now my only source of happiness is from my brother.
But i do hope that instead of me depending on him.
I really wish he could depend on me instead.
I know im not as fun as his other friends.
But i just want him to know, that whatever happens,
i will always be his elder brother and will always be there for him no matter what.
6 Nov 2012 - 23:58
What do i expect for tomorrow?
1. Attend the 2 lectures.
2. Driving lessons from 11:30 to 1
3. Go to Kinokuniya to buy didi his book
4. Find Eben to get the naga for my didi
5. Back to Hougang to meet the usuals
6 Nov 2012 - 23:52
Felt way much better today after my rest.
Well i only went for one lesson today which was CM1131 tutorial.
Why? Because i had too many things going on in my head now.
But i enjoy Dr Leonard's tutorial lessons and i feel that it helps cope with my stress.
Irony right? Haha so yeah i did attend that tutorial of his.
Though i left straight after that.
Went to didi's house and waited for Samuel for lunch.
Me and didi went to our old rooftop hideout and chatted quite abit.
I miss all the times we had our brother to brother talk.
I dont like it nowadays that there are so many people standing
between us making it so hard for us to have some alone time.
Lunch was at subway.
Slacked there abit while watching didi study his history for tomorrow.
Then they decided to have some dessert at the kopitiam before we went home.
6 Nov 2012 - 11:23
Its been quite a few days since ive blogged.
Well currently im in the library.
Feeling super tired and moodless.
I tried to do some tutorials but nothing is getting into my head.
Maybe today i should do more listening instead of thinking.
31 Oct 2012 - 00:55
Some people just arent worth my time and effort.
Its ok, my life wont crumble without them in it.
It wouldnt hurt to cut them off from my life.
They arent even fit to be called a friend
31 Oct 2012 - 00:46
RAWR! Happy halloween people!
Haha well yesterday didnt go really according to plan too.
Supposed to go find Eben after school with Samuel.
In the end i had driving lessons first before meetin Eben ALONE!
Samuel didnt feel like coming =.=
So yeah i was alone the whole day.
30 Oct 2012 - 00:00
Today's plan didnt really go very well.
Though it ended quite smoothly.
Firstly after handing up my report, i took a train to didi's house.
But somehow i dont know why he doesnt want to meet up today.
So i met up with samuel and aloy for lunch at fish and co.
Headed to lan for the next 6 hours and had dinner after that.
Went home and continued gaming =)
Well whats life if you cant enjoy it yeah?
29 Oct 2012 - 01:20
My plans for tomorrow, attend CM1111 and 1191 lectures,
print and submit my lab report then head down to didi's house.
29 Oct 2012 - 01:00
Just finished up on my last minute lab report as usual.
Interest in school is draining very badly.
Really wonder if i chose the right course though.
Feeling very tired about lots of things right now.
Firstly, im still deciding if i should make the jump to psychology.
Secondly, I really hate being left out.
I dont like it when people claim that im their friend and yet leave me out from outings.
Thirdly and the biggest thing on my mind,
im wondering if im putting in effort in doing the right things.
Im really putting alot of time and effort on my baby brother.
But im really not sure if he appreciates the things i did.
From what i feel, i think the only thing on his mind is just having fun.
He doesnt really feel my feelings at all.
This was what i was thinking about in the afternoon.
You can do so many good things in the world,
but no one will remember you for the things you do.
But doing one bad thing and everyone will remember that for life.
This is the sadness of humanity.
24 Oct 2012 - 08:08
Currently residing in LT 32 for CM1111 lecture.
Her voice is really boring me to sleep lol.
Somehow i dont know why but im starting to get abit moody again.
Im not sure if its the lack of sleep.
But hopefully my mood can get better later.
Aims for the day, finish up didi's physics notes, finish up master chem, do a little of my lab report.
And yeah hopefully the usual people will meet up later.
24 Oct 2012 - 00:19
Ok i failed at the "minor side track only part".
Today wasnt really that good.
Though i managed to go for all my tutorials.
Went back to Hougang and met Samuel.
He cabbed us down to Serangoon where we had 2 movies.
The first was the dinosaur project with eben and his two friends.
The movie was a 1.5 star.
And i sort of knew why the rating was so low after watching the first 10 minutes.
The quality of the show wasnt really good and it was not what i expected.
Nothing near that of jurassic park or any other dinosaur movies ive watched.
This was a first person's view from a video camera.
And its so jerky and spinny. And the plot, well its so straight forward, easily predictable.
After the first movie, eben and his friends went home while me and samuel had dinner.
Waited for Nelson to come before we watched our second movie, "end of watch"
Well, it was given a rating of 8/10 but i dont think it really deserves that high.
The movie wasnt really that interesting.
Not much twists, long introduction, and a very short plot.
Mainly lots of talking and filler not related to the plot.
And yes, another video-taking first person camera movie.
I wonder why there are so many of such films nowadays.
Oh well, back to sleep, theres more to do tomorrow!
23 Oct 2012 - 09:42
Didnt go for chemistry tutorial today.
Stupid NUS internal bus. The frequency is so bad i have to wait 15 minutes for my bus.
So yeah i missed my first tutorial.
So i decided to have breakfast then be a good boy and stay in school for all my lessons.
Not gonna skip, gonna listen and well minor side tracks only =p
23 Oct 2012 - 23:00
Just super pissed.
Why do all parents think that they are always in the right?
Cant they open their ears and listen to us for once?
22 Oct 2012 - 00:46
Couldnt really sleep.
Thinking about things.
Maybe its time i let go of my life.
And let god take control.
I get so stressed out over planning my life and what to do.
Sometimes i should just let life go the way it wants to.
But yet again, im scared, that things wont go the way i like it.
22 Oct 2012 - 00:00
Wish my 2 didis, my sis and my mei and all my other friends good luck in their o levels =)
21 Oct 2012 - 23:53
Ok today was really a resting day for me.
Away from all those study nonsense and stress.
Woke up for church, and yeah my stomach was better.
Had lunch at the kopitiam at MBS.
Had laksa and yong tau foo hehe =)
Slacked at Java Detour after that for coffee.
Walked around MBS for a while and then had dinner at carnivore =)
Nothing beats having a buffet with beer and vodka =p
Had a 2 hour + dinner and then headed home.
20 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Went for facial this morning, then had lunch and then headed to didi's house.
Taught him some physics and chemistry here and there.
And well, all of a sudden my stomach cramp came back.
Spoilt my whole night and i cabbed home just to sleep.
19 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Went to school as usual in the morning, but left after lunch.
Too stressed to study today.
Went to meet didi at his house.
Then we went for a movie with aloy, sherman and samuel.
Went to lan for a game after that and then went home.
18 Oct 2012 - 20:30
Still feeling very stressed out. I dont know why.
Super tired of lots of things.
17 Oct 2012 - 01:53
Feeling very tired now haha.
Had to wait for didi to sleep before i can sleep in peace =)
16 Oct 2012 - 08:40
Waiting for lessons to start. Really feel very pressured.
So many things that i dont know and understand.
I really feel like dropping chemistry and changing to psychology.
Really, i dont know.
15 Oct 2012 - 00:00
Happy birthday Clifford =)
Missed all the good times we had together =(
I wish it was holiday soon.
I hate school being so long.
And boring too.
I really wish i had taken on psychology.
At least it seems more interesting than facing the lab =(
14 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Went to find didi in the morning.
Headed down to east coast with didi, Eben and Samuel.
Had a long walk along east coast and of course drinking our usual ice drink while walking.
Cabbed down to Bedok for a BBQ seafood dinner.
Sent didi back to Hougang before going home to finish my lab report.
Played a few games of LOL before heading to sleep.
13 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Today was kind of boring.
Stayed at home the whole day.
Did on my lab report and played a little league of legends.
Nothing much today.
12 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Today was amazing.
Went to school as per usual in the morning.
Overslept in the train though which caused me 10 mins late.
Had lunch with the clique at university town before heading off.
Met didi and the rest after i was done with my stuff.
Headed to AMK hub to watch taken 2!
Came back to Hougang to have dinner.
Slacked with Samuel for a while before going home.
11 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Today was only soso.
Was watching the season 2 semi finals for the whole morning.
The first match between TPA and M5 was amazing but the next two games
were merely pushing games by TPA that allowed them the win.
CLG.EU and azubu was pretty boring too.
Well i do hope TPA gets thrashed by Azubu,
Cause i have a prejudice againt them haha.
No reasons though =p
Went to didi's house and pei him for a while before we met aloy at lan.
We played till about 8pm and then had dinner at hougang green.
Went home after that.
10 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Went to school in the morning.
Then i came over Samuel's house.
Watched him play dishonoured while waiting for aloy and didi to come.
Took a bus down to Marine Parade to find Eben.
Then we had lunch at jacks place.
Headed to east coast park for a long walk before heading back.
Detoured to lan for an hour before meeting my family for dinner.
Went home after that.
9 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Today was abit better than monday.
Started off very crappily.
Didnt go to school today cause i was having a bad stomach.
Stayed at home most of the day.
Met Eben for lunch and then Samuel and Aloysius for lan.
8 Oct 2012 - 23:47
Today ended up pretty bad.
I hate mondays.
Really. Of every other day, bad things always have to fall on mondays.
I hate sundays too. Always having pre monday blues on sundays.
I feel very tired.
Just wish to stay at home to sleep tomorrow.
7 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Today was fun =)
Went lan with didi and samuel.
Damn high LOL!
Then came home, wanted to study.
Then this Samuel ask me to play with him =.=
I really feel that im a noctornal gamer LOL!
I feel that i play much better at night haha.
My arrows keep hitting =p
Oh well time to sleep.
Exam in the morning =)
6 Oct 2012 - 01:56
Came back from outing with Jermz, Jim, Jared and Kash.
Well it was fun.
Miss all the laughter in the past haha.
Had a good dinner at Kenny Rogers before coming home.
Yes i guess i should just cut off that friendship.
Its worthless if thats the way they want to treat me.
5 Oct 2012 - 00:45
Well this is what i learnt today.
You can say whatever you want, like it or not, even your "friends" will use their words against yours.
Some pretend to "watch show", but in actual fact they are enjoying watching you in that pile of shit.
Some pretend to be there for you but behind you they are adding oil to the fire.
Well i guess its time to cut all these off.
They arent worth my time and effort.
Just fuck out of my life.
5 Oct 2012 - 00:40
Roar! i cant sleep! Waiting for azubu vs IG first match to begin!
OMG the replaying of the background music is really annoying the crap out of me.
They should really hurry up.
4 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Really happy today !
Found out that i passed my life science mod!
I got 62% =p
Went directly to didi's house today.
Played a few games at his house and taught him physics.
Went home for dinner and tried to finish up my lab report.
Seriously, its getting the shit out of me.
Sometimes i really do wonder why i rejected psychology in favour of chemistry.
Sighs. Now i really want back my psychology =(
4 Oct 2012 - 01:10
Haha couldnt really sleep.
Feeling very happy and secure.
At least i get to sleep peacefully now =)
3 Oct 2012 - 22:55
Today went on super well!
Went for my exam in the morning,
i guess i failed it =p sucks haha!
Then i came back to Hougang and waited outside didi's house.
Thinking that he was there but he was at orchard with Samuel LOL!
So yeah waited for nothing.
Met eben first, then Aloy came followed by sherman and my brother.
Samuel was stuck in some stupid jam =.=
Had lunch at pizza hut though reluctantly because of lack of funds.
Headed to chambers and met nelson there.
Played for like 6 hours?
Watched my di and samuel have dinner before coming home for my own =p
Am gona watch some anime before sleeping.
2 Oct 2012 - 23:59
Patched things up with didi again =)
I didnt go to school today.
Wanted to stay at home to study for tomorrow's exam.
Had dessert at Hougang mall with Eben after his exam.
Then i went to find didi and the rest.
Slacked for a while before returning back home to study.
1 Oct 2012 - 08:00
Its hard to be that big brother to somebody.
Its hard to please that younger brother of yours,
accepting his nonsense all the time,
and keeping a smile in front of him all the time.
Especially when he gives you attitude and you have to eat it up being the elder one.
And to continue to care for him pretending everything is all right,
when deep in your heart you feel so hurt that everything is going wrong.
Way wrong.
30 Sept 2012 - 19:00
Im just disappointed at the way you treat me and the way you treat other people.
Over one fucking game and you want to do this to me.
29 Sept 2012 - 17:55
Really not feeling at my best mood today.
I dont know why but somehow my morning happy mood turned bad.
Im not sure if its lack of sleep or what.
I hate this feeling =(
Do hope i dont have a moody face for dinner later =/
29 Sept 2012 -17:50
Today is my cousin's wedding!
Woke up early to her house.
Wedding ceremony in church and now waiting for her dinner.
Did you know i miss you so badly?
Its been 4 years already.
Im really sorry i cant take my mind off of you.
We made a promise. I do hope you'd keep it.
I really tried to forget you. But i cant.
Im not sure if you still ever think about me.
But i think about you everytime.
Please do come back.
I miss you.
28 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Put on braces today.
It was ok just cant eat properly.
Met didi after school at 4.
Went to lan for a while before supper and home.
27 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Didi didnt go to school today =.=
So yeah i met him at Chambers.
Played a game or two before heading down to Eben's court.
Sadly he was put into hope house for probation.
Well hopefully he will change.
Am gonna miss all the fun times =(
But the happy thing is that im still able to meet him =p
Met didi and the rest back at Hougang one before going back to chambers for another match.
26 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Ok didi did come out with us lol.
We had Jack's place for lunch =p
Tried my first escargot with him! Hehe it taste nice unless you think of the slimy thing. EEW!
Haha samuel wanted to try but i disgusted him with the "slimy feeling in your throat".
So yeah he didnt order LOL!
Anyway after that we chatted for a while before didi headed for night study.
I waited at Bubble K for them.
Guess what? They left without calling me!
Was super angry at first but after they apologised, i felt much better.
26 Sept 2012 - 11:28
Stuck at home doing my lab report, and studying maths.
Meeting Eben and aloy and Samuel for lunch later.
I wonder if didi would be coming.
He wasnt really keen on going out today lol.
See bah, hope he come. The more the merrier right? Haha!
25 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Today was kind of boring, but a little fun anyway.
Firstly i met Eben and Aloy in the afternoon,
waited for Jerret and didi to end after that.
Had lava rock for lunch!
It was not bad =) Shared a double meal with didi.
Went to his house to slack for a while when the others went home.
We met again at 6.30pm for night study.
I wore my school uniform and wanted to sneak back into school HAHA!
Then some teacher recognise me and chased me off LOL!
Oh well, i studied alone at bubbleK for a while and then the rest came out to join me.
Walked the pasar malam and also hougang point after that =p
24 Sept 2012 - 23:59
I met Eben and Jerret in the afternoon for lunch.
Samuel and didi came shortly after.
We studied for a while before deciding to chill out at lan for a while with aloy.
Been winning nonstop today haha!
Ultimate team in the formation!
22 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Today was really fun!
Firstly, there was an exam on genes in the morning.
I think i really did horribly.
Went off to Lan and met didi, eben and aloy there.
Played for 10 hours =)
Then we had a long talk near didi's house with jerret too.
Ok i admit, im a bad boy.
I smoked my first stick today.
Ok not entirely the whole stick but i shared with didi =(
Yes i know i shouldnt be encouraging him to do that.
But i dont want to quarrel with him again over one stick.
So i decided to take half of his to cut his intake.
Headed to find my parents after sending didi home.
Had dinner at punggol marina!
Well it was nice and very full!
Today was dad and mom's anniversary so we had a family dinner.
Headed back to hougang to meet Samuel, aloy, didi, sherman and jerret.
They wanted to celebrate mid autumn festival early.
Played for a while before heading home for some LOL session with NUS friends.
Slept at 4am =p
21 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Bad experience i had today.
Firstly, i didnt go to school today as i decided to stay at home to study for tomorrow's exam.
Next, i had to extract a tooth for my braces.
It was the first time i extracted one and it was horrible!
Never gonna ever do it again!
Went over to the IT fair to see if i could get a new computer.
But well, nothing much to see today.
Headed over to didi's house for awhile to accompany him.
Studied over for a while before coming back home.
Studied even more and now im about to sleep.
Feel very sad, i think its gona be hard for me tomorrow.
20 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Today was really fun.
Had lessons for an hour, then i headed to didi's house.
He didnt go to school for today.
We headed for lan awhile before meeting Eben and aloy at macdonald's.
Waited for samuel to come before having shabushi for lunch!
It was really fun today and then didi talked to me quite alot.
Seems that everything is ok already =)
Anyway didi and aloy and me went to lan after lunch for a few hours
before me and didi headed home. Aloy stayed on for a while longer.
19 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Went to driving lessons in the morning,
today wasnt in a good mood in the morning.
So i sort of went berserk mode on the road.
Met Eben and Aloy at Hougang mall after that,
waited for Samuel to come before having lunch together.
Then didi and Jerret came while Samuel and Aloy left.
We then shopped around Hougang mall while Jerret bought his new razer mouse
and didi bought his new iphone cover.
Headed to punggol CC to study with didi and aloy while eben and jerret went off.
Taught them Chemistry before going home.
Well i really felt more happy after today.
Thanks all =)
19 Sept 2012 - 10:25
Didnt go school today, stomach has been having diarrhea since yesterday.
18 Sept 2012 - 23:59
First my brother, now my ahgong.
Grandfather's in hospital now for lung infection.
Haiz, so many things happening one after another.
18 Sept 2012 - 13:30
Its not that im distracted or what.
Just that my heart and mind is being clouded by many things.
I really cant do anything unless everything is being cleared.
And theres only one person who can clear it for me.
18 Sept 2012 - 13:10
I may act like everything's fine.
But deep down, its hell of a chaos.
18 Sept 2012 - 13:08
Feeling super pekcek today.
Everything's going badly.
Dont know why i dont have much mood today.
Wished that there wasnt school today.
I really need time off everything.
18 Sept 2012 - 00:41
Today things didnt turn out that great.
Sucky day at school, sucky day after school.
Oh well, maybe im just tired...
17 Sept 2012 - 00:50
Things have become much better and smoother.
I really want to thank god for everything and for giving me such an understanding brother.
I do hope that things will be much better and soon we would go back to how we were =)
16 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at 12 today.
Mum woke me up for church but i told her i wanted to sleep more
and would go for the evening one instead.
Had lunch at rivervale plaza and was texting alot with Eben throughout lunch,
Continued with my lab report and a few games with didi.
Had to go down back to chambers to settle something for him.
Was late for church because of that >.<
Was supposed to be in church with Jerome but i was late so i didnt have a seat =(
Headed to ahma's house for dinner before returning home to finish my report!
15 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Today was really not what i expected.
Headed down to bugis + thinking that the interview was there.
But i was wrong =.= Had to cab down to murray street instead.
The counter girl, Christine was really nice.
She talked to me over alot of things while waiting for my turn and took my picture too.
Once inside the interview room, sitting there was Djehuty, elliot and jiasimin.
The first question was, if i were an emcee how would i address those who come to the carnival?
The next was a talent performance.
I brought my flute along and played first love by utada hikaru.
It was actually quite embarrassing when other employees came into the room to listen =p
And guess what? One of the girls secretly told Djehuty that i was hot LOL!
The next was a reaction test. They played gangnam style on the stereo and expected me to dance LOL!
It was really very embarrassing lol.
But well i had fun!
Do hope they accept me out of the 50 over people shortlisted for the interview.
Heard that they sieved out about 100 over the phone interview already.
Donovan was here too =) Chatted with him for a while before it was my turn for interview.
I went down to chambers after the interview to play LOL with the rest.
Shawn invited me for his birthday dinner with the rest after playing.
Had zhi ca for dinner and we really ordered alot! Not forgetting beer =)
Went back to chambers for a few games before heading to nex.
Sneaked them into the cinema to watch TED as they were underaged.
Went home after that and continued playing LOL with them =)
TED was really funny! Made me laugh out all my sadness away >.<
Though i would wish didi was there watching with me =/
15 Sept 2012 - 12:19
Waiting for lunch to come before i head over to garena for the interview.
Feeling super down at the moment.
Things still dont seem to go well.
I just wish you would talk to me like how we used to.
14 Sept 2012 - 23:59
The insecurities didnt end.
In fact it got worse.
They say time would heal all wounds.
But im afraid, that there may not be enough time in the world.
Each second passes by is a second wasted.
And i really dont want to waste that precious second without you.
It hurts me to see you happy with other people around you.
And with me you dont feel as happy as you were in the past.
I know that so many things happened,
and i can guarantee that you never had so many things
happening with your other friends in 2 years.
I tried my best to make you happy.
I gave up so many things to make you happy.
I just hope you appreciate it.
14 Sept 2012 - 09:30
Just reached school, aiyo, although everything is going on okay,
my small little insecurities are coming out again!
I dont know why, but it sucks worrying about every small little detail.
13 Sept 2012 - 23:22
Happy birthday kor!
Hope everything is going on well in your life =p
Didnt go to school today.
Went to subordinate court to support eben together with didi and his mum.
Well, unfortunately, the court decided to postpone the hearing.
So after that, we had breakfast dimsum at chinatown.
Headed down to Nex where didi changed his phone cover then lunch at Jack's place.
Well, although things have settled between me and didi,
i still find him a little cold.
Maybe its just my imagination, i dont know.
But i really want things to go back to how it was when we were so close =(
12 Sept 2012 - 23:52
Im really happy today!
Had lunch at seoul garden with eben, sherman, samuel, aloy, ming and didi =)
We finally made up after 3 weeks =p
I really cant be more happy than that HAHA!
Anyway we went to chambers to play after seoul garden.
Winning almost every game LOL!
Ok now im really tired, should get some sleep.
Goodnights!
11 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Im feeling very disappointed right now.
I cant belief it when your friends told me the reason why you are angry with me.
Seriously, who gave you such a stupid idea?
You would rather belief it than our 2 year relationship?
I told you before that if theres anything we could always talk things out.
Now you dont even check things out with me before jumping to conclusions.
Im really sad that after all i have done for you,
this is what i get back in return.
Good brother i have eh?
11 Sept 2012 - 16:00
Fucking stressed right now. Trying to call so many people but nobody's answering.
11 Sept 2012 - 10:30
Today is Sept 11, which means its my second year anniversary with my di.
But i doubt he would care about that now.
My wish is really just for him to talk to me again.
I dont care if he shouts at me or whatever.
Just wanna sort things out between us thats all.
Like what mrs lee said, maybe his having his prelims?
I dont know, i just want this nightmare to end soon.
Its been 3 weeks and im still trap in this horror.
10 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Today was quite fruitful.
School was as per usual just that lab was very fast today.
The control experiment was a waste of time.
The reaction doesnt react at all. LOL 1 hour of waiting time.
Headed off to nex to meet mrs Lee poh lin.
I was actually half an hour early and decided to have a walk around.
When i came back to starbucks, she was already sitting with two cups of coffee.
Thanks for the treat =)
Had a good talk with her and she tried to advise me.
Haiz, i wish that things were going well.
Headed off to bubble K to find Jerret after that.
Played game of life and watched fairytail while waiting for Sherman to end his tuition.
Had dinner with them after that before heading home.
9 Sept 2012 - 12:37
Just woke up, been waking up feeling very bitter for the past two weeks already.
Haiz, i really miss the times when i wake up smiling...
8 Sept 2012 - 00:00
Happy birthday cute didi =)
Haha its been 7 years since we met at that stupid small little band room =)
Do hope you are happy in your life.
Take care =p
7 Sept 2012 - 09:42
Been doing some thinking.
I over react and think too much.
Things are gonna get better yeah?
Hopefully...
7 Sept 2012 - 01:36
Looks like things arent gonna change for a while eh?
Sighs. I give up. Heading to bed
6 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Today was a so~so.
Feeling like shit the whole morning over the same thing again.
Couldnt even concentrate in the lecture and was really in the midst of breaking down.
Tears were running down like a few times so i ran to the toilet of course.
I really feel helpless again not know what to do or what i can do.
Thanks for asking me out for lunch after lessons.
Really feeling much better after a few laughs.
Maybe i just need someone to help me forget about all the sadness.
After subway lunch, i went over to find my sis.
That idiot made me wait an hour and a half below her house!
Well it was worth it i would say.
Accompanied her to bishan for her to collect her work stuff,
and to buy her boyfriend's 11month present.
Had a long girl talk with her.
Well i hope shes right.
I wish shes right.
I want whatever she said to be right.
Thanks sissy.
Went back home and bathed before going to find my parents at Somerset with Jesmond.
Apparently that idiot spoilt his iphone and had to do an exchange.
Dinner was at some Vietnamese cuisine.
Went home doing my LSM questions, played some LOL, watched some running man.
5 Sept 2012 - 23:59
What should i do?
Feeling at a lost again.
This whole week totally sucks.
Lord please get me out of this insecurity i am having.
4 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Missed school today.
Intestinal infection again.
Spent nearly 24hours sleeping ever since i reached home yesterday after school.
2 Sept 2012 - 21:23
Woke up quite early today due to piggy didi's text.
Met him at about 5.30pm at compasspoint.
It was supposed to be 3 =.= waited till 5.30 for him though.
He was teaching me how to play vanguard lol.
2 Sept 2012 - 21:21
I dont know how this will last, but please, dont let me go.
I need you real bad. No one can replace you in my heart.
Please come back =/
1 Sept 2012 - 23:59
Things ended well tonight.
Thank you lord.
31 Aug 2012 - 09:45
Been super restless for the last few days.
Mainly cause didi isnt talking to me.
I really feel very sad.
Cause his the only one whom i can talk to.
And now his not talking to me, i dont know what to do.
28 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Super pissed and annoyed today.
Couldnt even concentrate in lessons due to cough sore throat and fever.
Argh. Shall go to bed.
27 Aug 2012 - 22:17
Today aint helping much either.
Had a super long day today due to lab.
It sucks dragging the day on feeling sick, and down.
Coughing throughout the whole day like nobody's business.
I feel disappointed, that i cant seem to keep myself cheerful the way i used to be.
I went all the way down to Hougang and ended up dabaoing dinner back home alone.
Its hard to find someone who is there for me 24/7.
Even my brother needs his break too.
Sometimes i feel that my life is gone without him.
There isnt anything else in my life except him that keeps me want to live on each day.
Im not sure if theres something wrong with me.
But i feel that his been the one giving me the support
and strength to wake up each day and live on.
And now, here i am lying down on my bed,
with that runny nose and bad cough trying to entertain myself before i call for bed.
26 Aug 2012 - 23:00
Been feeling super down these days.
Alot of things had happened and im just really bad at handling so many things at once.
Well firstly is school. Im still not coping well.
There are still many things i dont understand,
and maybe because i have not been studying for at least 2 and half years,
so im still not used to this studying life again.
Secondly is my social life, i find my classmates easy to talk to,
but... i feel that it is very difficult to open up my personal life to them.
My problems, my fears, i think its not easy to open them up to others.
Except of course my baby brother who is always there for me.
That brings me to my third point.
I fear that me and my brother may be drifting away again.
Quarreled with him yesterday over something small and stupid.
I dont want to lose him. His the only one whom i trust and understands me the most.
Lord, please, i beg you not to let him go away. I love him alot.
I feel at a lost right now.
Not sure what I should do.
My hopes are shrouded in darkness.
Please lord help me find a way.
25 Aug 2012 - 11:45
Thats the reason why i dont want to tell you anything at all.
Controlling every thing especially who i meet up with.
And thats the perfect reason why i chose to block my blog.
Cause everytime you read it, it gets me pissed when you start nagging at it.
24 Aug 2012 - 23:45
Felt super sick today.
Wasnt feeling well.
Today really sucks for me =/
Been coughing non stop and that sore throat is killing me!
Not forgetting my headache.
Oh well. Postponed my CSS interview till next wednesday then!
Anyway, today ended smoothly.
Thanks =)
23 Aug 2012 - 00:30
I really do wonder if anyone still bothers reading my blog =/
Well nevertheless, i shall continue posting regardless if anyone reads it or not.
This is the only free place whereby i can rant all my feelings out, good or bad.
Sometimes i really do wonder if there is anybody who bothers about me at all.
Somebody who actually cares for me like my family.
Its been more than 4 years, im still confused.
Whether to wait, or to move on.
I really do hope somebody will give me the answer to do that.
Maybe its just me, maybe there is nothing at all.
I no longer know the answer that lies key to my heart.
I just wish it would just open and let me know everything.
22 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Ended school pretty early today,
Had lunch with my classmates before i headed to Hougang.
Played lan for a while before going to meet Jerret.
We ate my second lunch while waiting for didi LOL!
He had his o level english oral today.
Hope he did well!
Went over to his house where we played some cabal and LOL together.
I skipped dinner as i was still very full.
Had some dessert instead, and when i went home, my parents had supper for me =.=
Luckily i didnt eat dinner LOL!
21 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Oh im so tired today.
Been yawning and nodding non-stop for the whole day!
Today wasnt really as fun, but thanks di for ending my day happy =)
Well school was a little boring, there were only two lessons, 10-12 and 4-6.
And in between, well we went to follow Cheryldine to the CSS AGM.
Got pulled in by them =.= I dont know if this is a good choice or not.
Well anyway i signed up as a welfare executive.
Seriously i dont know if its the right choice because planning activities
isnt my type. Although my job doesnt require much planning.
Well, i dont know. Shall take it as it goes.
Went to didi's house after school and had dinner.
Returned back and started studying for a while.
Spectated some LOL games before going home.
20 Aug 2012 - 23:37
Oh yeah! Im back =)
Sorry i didnt blog for the past few days.
I was at Outward Bound Singapore camp at Pulau Ubin =)
It was really fun, though not as much as i expected.
Alot of dreaded lessons LOL! And yeah i wasnt allowed to do alot of the activities
due to physical injuries =(
It was really fun especially all the heart to heart talks at night.
Haha! So i was back yesterday and i ran straight to my baby brother's house.
Watched some movies and LOL replays before going home.
Then today we went to vivocity for a movie.
The Expendables 2 was very nice!
Alot of actions and quite funny actually.
We watched the expendables 1 at his house after the movie,
and we found out that the second movie was much better than the first!
Came back home after that and now am going to sleep soon! Nights =)
P.s. DAMN theres school tomorrow =(
17 Aug 2012 - 10:39
Sometimes we try to prove ourselves to others so much,
we totally forgot who we are ourselves.
And most of the time, the other person doesnt give a shit at all.
So why not just be who we truly are?
Somehow, somewhere, someone will appreciate you and love you for who you are.
17 Aug 2012 - 10:32
Reached school super early today!
Left home 30mins early because there was a train disruption notice on my phone.
Reached school 1hour earlier -,-
Should not have bothered about the notice at all.
Now im like having maths lecture.
And yeah im kind of moodless right now so im going to blog for a while.
So whats my plan for today?
End this maths lecture, skip the other lectures in the afternoon.
Why? Well i have a camp later at 6pm so i have to go home first,
Put my laptop and things down and take all my camp stuff along.
Lessons end at 6 so i have to skip them.
Will be stopping by Serangoon once again to buy my pants,
go home and take all my stuff before heading down to didi's house.
16 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Whew! Today ended super early.
And didi didnt go to school today again -,-
His stupid alarm clock didnt ring LOL!
So after lessons i rushed down to his house.
On the way, i stopped by Serangoon, thinking of buying more Montfort PE pants.
Unfortunately, the shop doesnt open till 12.
Dabaoed macdonalds and bee tai mak for our breakfast =)
Watched two movies at didi's house today.
Kick ass, and vampire suck.
LOL! Two stupid hilarious movies in a day with my baby brother.
Played some cabal with him too after studying my maths and his chemistry.
Had dinner at KangKar mall before staying at his house for a while and
then i left home.
16 Aug 2012 - 00:07
Super dead tired. Just hope i can last for tomorrow.
Luckily tomorrow is another short day!
15 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Today was really really shag! But fun =)
Firstly I had to go to school by train.
Woke up at 6am just to get there on time.
It was he first time i ever woke up so early to get to school =.=
What makes it worse is that the first and only lecture
of the day is in the highest LT of NUS; and the lecture lasts only 35mins =.=
So i practically take a 3 hour return trip for a 35mins lecture LOL!
After lecture we went to buy our lab coats and goggles.
And this is where all the headache starts! HAHAHA!
Cheryldine started asking me all the crazy physics questions!
And sadly, to say the truth, i totally am still clueless about my A level physics.
Until i decided to unravel the mystery by re-reading my notes and learning all over again!
Taught her, and managed to convince her that light is a wave LOL!
Took me at least 30mins to do that LOL!!
She just cant accept the facts unless she understands them haha.
Went for a jack's place lunch at NEX with my OG mates.
Played some arcade with them before i left.
Went over to didi's house yet again.
Made sure he studied for a while before allowing him to play his computer.
Had dinner below his house before going home.
14 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Today was absolutely crap!
Met this stupid lecturer.
Really cant stand teachers like him.
I have absolutely no respect for teachers who dont respect their students.
Treating us like some small kids.
On the other hand, there was this angmoh lecturer!
She is like so cool!
She makes her lectures so interesting and the time flies so quickly during her lecture.
I just wish she teaches all my other modules =/
Ended at 6 today and rushed off to church after that.
Headed home to cabal with didi yet again =)
13 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Wow its been long since i last posted!
Today is the first day of school, and to tell you the truth,
i have really mixed feelings of it.
Firstly, it is fun because of my OG mates!
And well, the lectures are just super uber boring.
Especially some lecturers, boring me to sleep.
Oh well, theres nothing i can do yeah?
So just bear with it and get through this module!!
Felt bad ditching my OG mates after school.
We were supposed to have lunch together but i didnt join them.
Rush over to didi's house because he didnt go to school.
Had to make sure that he studied at home!
Played abit of cabal though before i went home.
8 Aug 2012 - 12:15
Ok im like zombie mode right now.
Last night was fun haha! All the lame jokes and racist jokes =)
And i just realise, monday is start of the term!!!
Omg! And i thought there was still another 3 weeks more =(
Well on the bright side, i still have my group mates =)
7 Aug 2012 - 19:17
What should i do?
Im at a lost.
I dont know what to do.
6 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Had a camp today!
Its for the chemistry students.
Had to leave after ice breakers in the afternoon for my dental.
Im going to have my braces done soon =(
Went back to NUS for the camp.
It was quite fun but tiring =(
The best part was during the sharing of ghost stories at night =)
5 Aug 2012 - 23:59
Went to church as usual in the morning and then went for a movie with my parents.
Watched Total Recall.
The story line was just so-so but the action was alot!
Well had a long walk at plaza singapura before heading to vivocity for dinner.
Ate at King Louis Bar and Bistro.
It was really awesome =)
Headed home and watched GPL with didi again.
3 Aug 2012 - 23:59
It has been a long time since i had a private brother time with my didi =)
Came to his house this morning as he didnt go to school.
Played cabal with him before bringing him to the doctor's
Had a wonderful lunch at hot tomatoes before returning back to his house.
Packed up and headed home as my aunt booked a room in the Marina Bay Sands hotel
and we were going to visit.
The room was nice, and so was the scenery.
Took a lift all the way up to the 57th floor which was the sky garden.
Wished i brought my swimwear along =(
It was really cool to swim at the top of the 57th floor hotel!
Unfortunately it was raining and so we had to go back down.
Had a very expensive dinner from an average coffee shop in the convention hall.
A plate of chicken rice is at least $8 =.= That much!
So i ate a bento set which cost $8.80.
Had a long walk around the area before headed back for a rest in the hotel room.
Then we went to the gardens by the bay.
It was quite dark so we took a reluctant walk around before heading back.
And the reluctantness was also due to my cellphone's battery being flat =(
Went home finally and continued playing LOL with didi and johnny =)
2 Aug 2012 - 23:59
This jerret ah! Call me up at 7:50am and told me he is below my house =.=
Opened the door for him and went back to sleep.
And then i heard "Go go power rangers!" =.=
He was watching power rangers on my desktop =.=
We went to Hougang interchange to replace his ezlink card.
But he didnt have any passport photos, so he went to buy the photo.
Went to the counter and he realised he didnt bring any identification either =.=
So we went to find didi after that.
Had lunch below his house and then Jerret went off.
Me and didi continued playing spiral knights until about 4.
He then went to cut his hair and i accompanied him.
Went back to his house and played more spiral knights before going home after dinner.
31 July 2012 - 23:59
Went for driving lessons in the morning,
came home to rest for a while before going to pick didi from school.
We studies at punggol CC before going to Johnny's house again.
30 July 2012 - 23:59
Didi didnt go school today.
So i pei him and his mum to hougang mall then serangoon to see the doctor.
Apparently my didi fell sick during his cruise =(
Came back and then headed to Johnny's house to study =)
Watched chernobyl diaries before heading home!
Ok the movie really was bad. Luckily we didnt waste our money in the movies!
29 July 2012 - 23:59
Yay! didi finally returned home =)
I went to pick him up and then went to his house to play LOL =p
Missed all the supports that he gave me hahaha.
Then i went to church at 6 before returning back to his house for a while.
Went home after that =)
27 July 2012 - 23:59
Ahh! Im going to fail today's test lol.
So after the test i came down to bid my didi a farewell for his trip.
Gonna miss him for the next couple of days =(
Went to daryl's house with ming yang.
Went to lan for a while and then watched GPL back at daryl's house.
Returned home after that.
27 July 2012 - 08:30
Ok, exam in 30 mins time!!
Time to end it all and start my holiday time yeah!
26 July 2012 - 23:59
I have been busy studying for my exams for tomorrow!
For the last few days i have been at didi's house studying
as well as teaching him.
Hopefully both of us can pass our test tomorrow =)
Stayed at his house for quite long today,
had alot of brother talks and singing nonsense again lol.
Had to loosen up all the stress =p
23 July 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at about 11am today.
Watched some LOL replays before going to pick didi.
Brought him to see a chinese physician at Serangoon before going back to Hougang.
He played lol at the lan shop while i guided him on katarina.
Went to Johnny's house with him after dinner =)
22 July 2012 - 23:59
Woke up quite early today and went to Tampines with my parents.
Had lunch at Din Tai Feng!
That restaurant is usually so crowded that we couldnt try it.
But seems like today was my lucky day haha!
There was no queue at that moment so we decided to eat here.
Watched Batman after that.
It was awesome!
Really good movie.
Headed over to my cousin's new house after that.
It was her house warming party so we had a very scrumptious buffet dinner.
Went home after that to play LOL with didi again before he went to sleep =)
21 July 2012 - 23:59
Today i was feeling quite bored so i decided to pei didi at his house.
Brought my laptop to play LOL with him.
Headed down to church at 8pm and then rushed home to continue playing with him =)
20 July 2012 - 23:59
Well sorry for not posting for quite some time now.
Been busy spending time with my brother.
Things have been pretty much the same for the last few days.
Picking didi up after school and spending time with him to study and play.
Today was the same too except that he came over to my house instead.
Bought some garena prepaid card for the new hero jayce.
Had dinner at Rivervale mall with my parents and didi.
Then we played a few more rounds of LOL before he went home.
14 July 2012 - 23:59
Went to didi's house after lunch!
Played one game of LOL with him before going to Orchard with him and rong di.
Didi wanted to buy a bag for at least a week now.
So we walked around the whole of orchard only to find one that he liked in cotton on
=.= The rest are either too expensive or not to his taste.
Finally we headed back to Hougang and played LOL in the lan shop.
Played about an hour before we headed home =)
13 July 2012 - 23:59
Hehe! Today didi came to my house again with Ming.
And yay! Pulsefire ezreal is out!
Muhahahaha! I bought for me as well as didi haha!
And then we played Kingdom Hearts together =)
11 July 2012 - 23:59
Hmm! Today didi didnt go to school.
So i went to pei him in the morning.
Then i went for my driving lessons before going to Nex to find him and his mum.
Walked and chatted with him for the whole afternoon! Haha.
Then we went to his house and had dinner below after playing some LOL.
Headed back up for a game of dota before going home.
10 July 2012 - 23:59
Oh i was feeling seriously sick today that i had to skip school.
Tugged myself to the doctors as my medicine no longer proved effective.
I was really sleeping the whole day until didi decided to pay me a visit =)
Taught him some english essay while he was here =)
Thank you di! You really made my day
9 July 2012 - 23:59
Spent the whole afternoon trying to find a ethernet splitter but i it was fruitless.
=( Waste of my time.
So in the end i went to find didi after his O level chinese oral.
Headed down to Causeway point to pei him see KARA.
I think its another waste of time as we just got a glimpse and headed back already.
Nothing much today though.
Just alot of talking with didi on the journey in the bus.
8 July 2012 - 23:59
Went to church in the morning.
Came home to play League of Legends with my didi.
Then i headed down to Tampines mall to watch spiderman with my parents.
It was just so-so i guess because it was much of a repeat from the first movie.
Went to my grandparent's place for dinner and then headed home for more LOL
8 July 2012 - 02:34
I just finished playing my League of legends game!
And am about to watch some anime before sleeping.
Yesterday was another awesome day!
I woke up about 12 and had lunch at home, dad bought lunch home.
Then i headed down to didi's house.
Helped him complete the Kingdom Hearts whereby he had trouble killing maleficient =.=
Headed down to plaza Singapura with Ming.
We watched Vampire Hunter Abraham Lincoln.
It was their first NC16 movie so i decided to give my brother a treat =)
Anyway, i always pay for the movies so it doesnt matter LOL!
It was a really awesome show with lots of action and storyline.
Really recommend everybody to watch it.
Headed back to Hougang where we had our dinner.
Played pool and Lan afterwards.
Then when i was sending didi home, i met shawn and Eben for a drink.
Called didi to come back down and we had our drink below his house's coffee shop.
Talked for at least an hour before coming home =)
6 July 2012 - 23:59
Yay! Today didi and ming came over to my house.
Had a wonderful gaming session, except for the part my wireless gave way =.=
Well we had a scrumptious dinner! We cooked spaghetti with cream sauce,
and honey chicken! Haha it was really wonderful!!!
Anyway we really had a fun time.
Hope we do more in the future =)
Actually, anytime with my loved ones are always happy =)
5 July 2012 - 00:45
You know, im still up at this hour thinking about you.
Thanks for being that brother of mine.
Although it has only been a while, it felt as if i knew you for a long time.
I do sincerely hope that you feel the same way too.
For nobody can ever replace that part of you in my heart.
26 June 2012 - 23:59
Had lessons today, it was kind of interesting but very complicated.
Sometimes i just dont get what the lecturer is saying lol.
Headed down to didi's house again after school to study.
This time guan rong di was around too!
And he insisted on playing L4D at the LAN shop later =.=
We had dinner together after that before heading home.
25 June 2012 - 23:59
Today was really boring.
Firstly, i had driving lessons in the morning.
Then i came home and slept for a while.
Woke up and picked my baby brother up from school.
We were supposed to study at his house but unfortunately his dad was at home.
So we went out to study.
Played abit of LAN before going home for another few rounds of LOL.
25 June 2012 - 00:37
If the world is of medieval age,
Id say i would be the spellcaster.
Spamming and nuking, trying to deal as much damage to the enemy as much as possible.
My baby brother would be the knight carrying the flag.
Leading the full assault and trying to flank down as many enemies as possible.
I wouldnt have to worry about him being injured or shot down as Johnny's nearby.
He would be the shaman thats with the battalion.
In charge of casting shield spells and healing the wounded.
Not forgetting casting spells that can temporarily lock
enemies to the spot for my brother to take them down.
Then i guess mingyang would be the archer,
trying to snipe down as many magicians, spell casters and archers.
Last but not least, Jesmond the assasin.
Swift as the wind from his blade, he would go behind enemy's line.
Slicing off unwitting enemies and backstabbing the unobservant ones.
And of course, his main objective is also to finish off those injured trying to escape.
24 June 2012 - 23:59
Went for church in the morning today,
then headed for lunch near compass.
Headed home for a while before going back out for dental.
Damn it, i had to wait for nearly 2 hours =.=
Watched a movie after this at tampines.
The title was snowwhite and the huntsman.
The show is great. Lots of fighting, and action!
Haha oh well.
23 June 2012 - 23:59
Went to cut hair with didi today.
Supposed to meet with Eben after that but he didnt come.
So we played Lan akk the way =)
22 June 2012 - 23:59
Parents didnt work today.
So i had lunch with both of them before going to didi's house.
Spent the whole day there playing LOL and watching scary movie 4 =)
21 June 2012 - 23:59
So today is day two of the new term.
Well lesson was pretty interesting for now.
Haha! Came to school super early today because dad fetched me.
So i fell asleep in the lecture hall before lessons started.
Headed down to didi's house after lecture.
20 June 2012 - 23:59
Today was really fun!
Woke up at 8am to go didi's house.
Took a train down to Clarke Quay and changed a bus to funan with Ming and Jonny.
We were like the first there =.=
Nobody, just us LOL!
So we decided to have breakfast at Macdonald's.
Collected our goodie bags and the Twisted fate skin.
Bought a mundo goes where he pleases with my brother.
And three more skylanders! Whirlwind, double trouble and igniter =)
Had dinner at Avenue 8 with Eben, Shawn and Jerret =)
20 June 2012 - 01:15
Whee! Today is going to be a real fun!
Heading down to the LOL one year anniversary celebration at funan later
with my baby brother =)
19 June 2012 - 23:59
Today was just so-so.
Firstly i went to school at 10am, finding out that the lecturer was missing.
He didnt come for the morning lesson =.=
The tutor sent us off and told us to come back for the afternoon lecture.
And poor me forgetting to bring my laptop charger went all the way back home
just to grab it.
Came back and attended the lecture after the 3hours return trip!
The lecture seems more fun than the astronomy one though!
Its called taming chaos haha.
Went to didi's house after that to play LOL with him.
Taught him some maths before going to the Lan shop for an hour.
Headed home and continued playing with him =)
19 June 2012 - 01:46
Sian, school starts tomorrow again.
And its at 10am.
Gosh....
18 June 2012 - 23:59
Oh my... woke up at 1pm today.
So freaking late! Haha.
Well i cabbed down to didi's house and had lunch.
Played LOL and also watched some video at his house.
Dinner was below his house and then i went home at about 10.
18 June 2012 - 03:14
Haha im posting at this time because i really cant sleep.
Well yesterday i had a very scrumptious lunch with my grandparents and relatives
at Jumbo seafood restaurant @ eastcoast park.
Headed to didi's house after that and there we spent our time
talking about the card games we played when we were young,
the things we collected and lots more!
Haha, really love this brother bonding of ours =)
His just very special, we are able to talk about anything under the sun
without feeling any awkwardness of any sort.
Played LOL and watched the match between SGS and TPA.
Damn it was really a waste.
SGS had such a good start and forced TPA all the way to their base.
Then they made several screw-ups in the game and lost it.
I stayed till about 12am before coming home.
Continued to play LOL until now, and am gonna start watching more Zack and Cody =)
16 June 2012 - 23:59
I woke up at 12pm for lunch with my family at Lorong Ah Soo.
Then, we had a last minute decision to celebrate MingYang's birthday today.
Headed off to didi's house after lunch.
Stayed there until Ming Yang was free in the evening.
Headed down to Lan for a few rounds before dabaoing dinner to didi's house.
Bought a slice of cake for MingYang too!
We managed to watch the GPL matches, just a few minutes late off the first match.
After that i went home and continued playing LOL with my didi =)
15 June 2012 - 23:59
Today was awesome!
Headed over to didi's house as usual in the morning.
Then we went to lan in the afternoon.
Headed back to his house after dinner for the GPL match.
Stayed there till 12 before coming back =)
14 June 2012 - 23:59
Well today was totally smooth for me!
Went to didi's house in the morning.
Had gaming session at his house until about 7 before i went home.
Ate the spaghetti that mum cooked for dinner =)
Then i continued to LOL and dota2 with didi =)
Guess what? I had my first pentakill from my master yi hahaha!
13 June 2012 - 23:59
Today was hell for me.
Firstly the exam was pretty bad.
Think im gonna flunk it =(
Cabbed down to hougang for a lan session with my brother.
Played till about 9pm before heading back.
Found out that my parents quarreled and mum left the house =.=
So yeah first time hearing that a mum left the house?
So i went to look for her.
Lucky i had GPS on her iphone so i managed to find her easily.
Chatted with her for quite a long while, had icecream for supper =)
And headed home.
Alas the nightmare's over.
11 June 2012 - 01:57
Cant seem to sleep again hahas.
Had my supper and am thinking of somebody right now...
Wish that person was beside me...
10 June 2012 - 03:26
Im still awake right now.
Cant seem to fall asleep.
Been thinking of something.
Haiz, i dont know what to do.
7 June 2012 - 23:59
Today was so-so.
Went to buy breakfast for didi in the morning before going to school.
Attended only one lecture and tutorial before going off to didi's house.
Played with him maple and league of legends.
Had dinner there too before coming home for more LOL.
=) going to sleep soon as i have to wake up early for driving lessons tomorrow!
6 June 2012 - 01:09
You know, maybe you are wondering why i have been always writing about all my brothers.
Well, i really do treasure them alot.
And yes i spent most of my time with them.
I feel like as their big brother i should be guiding them.
And caring for them, making sure they grow up well.
It is as if god wants me to help look over them.
I really do love them alot.
I just really hope that they feel the same way too.
They really mean alot to me.
5 May 2012 - 23:59
I woke up at about 9 today and headed down to my didi's school.
Met him halfway when he was about to return home.
Had lunch with him before slacking at bubbleK.
Then we went back to his house to play maplestory.
Later we had dinner before heading down to the Lan shop to play League of Legends.
Haha, our combination is just pure ownage!
Sent him home after our game and took a bus home.
Chatted with baobei didi for at least an hour before he put down the phone.
=( Really miss him alot. Especially all our late night phone calls in the past.
4 June 2012 - 23:59
I went for driving lessons in the morning and woah!
I didnt stall the engine throughout the whole lesson!
Hehe was so happy with myself.
Had lunch and then i took away lunch for my dear baby brother.
Unfortunately i was unable to stay long as i had to go for my lessons.
So i told him i will come by once my lessons have ended.
However his dad came back from overseas again and thus i couldnt go over =(
So i came home early, had dinner and visited both of my grandparents.
Well it was a change not to sit infront of the computer the whole day.
3 June 2012 - 23:30
Woke up and decided to download maple on my com again.
Thanks to that dear brother of mine haha.
Trained him for a while before i went to church.
Then i came back and continued to train him until dinner.
His mum made him turn off the computer so i was left playing alone =(
Oh well have to sleep early and wake up for my driving lesson tomorrow!
2 June 2012 - 23:59
Woke up super early today for the driving theory test.
Damn it was so simple!
Haha lucky for me i passed thanks to the E-Trial session before the actual test =)
Headed over to didi's house to wake him up.
We went for a movie at plaza singapura with Ming Yang.
He left straight after the movie while me and didi went to find his mum.
Walked a little at clarke quay before he pestered to go home as he was tired.
We left his mum and headed back to hougang.
I met ming for an hour of lan session before going back to didi's house.
There we mapled till about 11pm before i went home.
1 June 2012 - 23:59
Headed to didi's house early in the morning.
He didnt go to school today so i decided to accompany him.
Had to study for tomorrow's final theory driving test while he played
his computer games.
Joined him once in a while when i got too tired of the book.
Dinner was at the coffee shop below his house.
Headed up there for a few more LOL sessions before changing to maple.
Helped him train a while before i went home.
31 May 2012 - 23:59
Went to school to find didi after his lessons.
Had lunch with him and continued with my school project.
Then we headed to lan for a few hours before having dinner at hougang mall.
Went home afterwards =)
29 May 2012 - 23:59
Woke up quite early today and headed to didi's house.
Supposed to go through maths with him =.=
But ended up playing pokemon leaf green with him! =.=
Thats really bad LOL!
Anyway cant wait for tomorrow!
Another driving lesson at 830 in the morning and then off to school >.<
28 May 2012 - 23:59
The week went past again so soon eh?
Today was really fun!
Headed to school early as i woke up early.
Had the usual lectures, and of course had a sun gazing session =p
Whats an astronomy lesson without any gazing sessions am i right?
And after the second lecture i headed to didi's house.
Played abit of LOL and was watching the LOL movie made by some chinese.
It was really hilarious!
Decided to head back home because its getting late.
Ended up playing more dota at home haha!
27 May 2012 - 17:23
Just came home from watching Men In Black 3.
It was nice, just abit too short!
Well gonna slack awhile more before going to ahma's house for dinner!
26 May 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at about 11 and headed down to didi's house.
Bought lunch over and stayed till 10.
Was watching underworld 4 and also Garena LOL League too!
Headed home after that and continued with the game =)
25 May 2012 - 23:59
Spent my whole day playing at home.
Was supposed to meet didi but his dad was home so i couldnt go over =(
23 May 2012 - 23:59
Today ive been a bad boy =(
Woke up quite early in the morning to buy my didi his breakfast.
He was asleep so i left it at his door.
Went to school for my test.
Screwed it up a little haha.
And then i skipped the rest of the lecture and tutorial for the day.
Didnt have the mood to study much today.
Felt super restless for some reason.
So yeah i headed down to didi's house.
Taught him some maths before gaming with him.
22 May 2012 - 23:59
Today ended terribly.
Just feeling super shag after studying for the test tomorrow.
Head hurts like mad.
Should go sleep soon.
Goodnights.
21 May 2012 - 23:59
Haha! School today was terrible!
I totally forgot to bring my laptop charger and my phone charger =.=
So yeah have to live with the remaining battery life!
Came home to grab my charger before going to didi's house.
Bought dinner for him and we gamed till about 10pm.
Stayed and slacked for a while more before coming home =)
20 May 2012 - 23:59
Went to church in the morning then lunch near ahma house.
Visited my grandparents in the afternoon before going to didi's house.
Played Dragon Nest with him the whole day with a few rounds of LOL =p
Just reached home and had my supper and now im going to sleep soon =)
20 May 2012 - 02:00
Been playing dragon nest with didi the whole day haha!
Quitted for quite a long time and now im back >.<
Oh well i think i should be sleeping soon.
Have to wake up early for church tomorrow =p
19 May 2012 - 02:37
Cant really sleep haha.
Been playing LOL with didi before he went to sleep.
And then i watched Naruto. Cant sleep damn it!
Anyway i will be going to his house tomorrow after lunch for more LOL!
18 May 2012 - 23:59
Supposed to meet Julian di at 12pm at his house.
Apparently i overslep haha.
Guess what? He overslept more than me LOL!
Headed down to Lan first and played Dota.
Then when he came, we had lunch before playing LOL.
Played till about 6 before going Kovan to eat NewYorkNewYork with family =p
It was certainly very nice!
Bought myself a hoodie too! Hehehe I am very happy today =p
18 May 2012 - 00:00
Happy birthday mummy!
17 May 2012 - 23:59
Just came back from didi's house.
So this was what we did the whole day.
First we went to visit ahgong in the hospital.
And it was such a shock that they decided to discharge him from the hospital!
Headed off to vivocity to watch Dark Shadow after that.
It was quite a lame show actually.
Thanks to my baby di urh =.=
Went home to grab my lappy then went back to his house =p
I found out that only windows 7 is able to make the usb drive bootable.
But somehow i dont know why my laptop was unable to read the drive.
So i ran back to popular and buy a DVD disc.
And luckily it worked!
Haha so now i have windows 7 on my mac =p
Yay! Can play games liao! Haha!
Thank you didi
17 May 2012 - 02:48
Hmm dam im so sad. Been trying to play league of legends on my mac.
But nothing seems possible.
Tried wine, it doesnt work, crossover doesnt support lion os,
Virtualbox works and loads LOL but when loading for the match it crashes -,-
So yeah im down to bootcamp.
But somehow there something wrong with my thumbdrive!
I dont know why i cant make it a bootable drive!!!
So yeah here i am finishing off with my LOL match on my desktop.
Oh well, cant wait to wake up in the morning!
Going out town with Julian di =p
16 May 2012 - 00:46
Head hurts alot, been thinking alot,
super tired and stressed.
Feeling very insecure now and i really wish there is somebody
whom i can talk to on the phone.
15 May 2012 - 15:00
Currently at library charging my laptop and also watching one piece =p
Today was really tiring.
Had to try to wake myself up from slumber HAHAHA!
And also it was very hot, couldnt stand walking out in the sun.
So here i am slacking in the library's coolest corner =p
14 May 2012 - 00:24
Feeling super stressed out and tired today.
Bought a new mac book pro and am trying to use it.
Lots of things i still do not know yet.
Just synchronizing it with my current desktop.
Lots of problems with the itunes because the playlists and stuff.
13 May 2012 - 23:59
So many things have happened within these 10 days.
Firstly was the start of school, it was really fun!
Especially astronomy and stuff.
Secondly, my grandfather is in the hospital.
He went for an operation to remove the tumour form his thymus.
And well the last one is that all of us have been so eager
to visit him everyday!
Haha. Wish him getting well soon!
Anyway ive just finished playing my LOL
and am going to watch one piece before sleeping =p
3 May 2012 - 23:59
Went to School today with my cousin to do the pre registration.
Hehe i met korkor there =p
Talked to him for quite a while and then i headed to Hougang with dominic
to collect our new Ezlink card =)
Didi ended school early today and we decided to Lan again.
played for till 5pm then we had dinner.
Tried to study at Punggol CC again but didi was feeling very tired.
So we ended up having a brother bonding session again haha.
Aloy came to join us and dragged us to LAn again LOL!
Then halfway i left because i was catching the Avengers with my airforce mates =p
Omg the show was AWESOME!!!
2 May 2012 - 23:59
Had my first driving lesson today!
It was sure fun haha!
Finally able to drive a real car =p
After lessons i went to Lan while waiting for didi to finish school.
Headed to Lan for further LOL sessions because he does not have any
main paper anymore this week.
Went for my dental checkup at Avenue 8 and then went home to LOL with didi.
1 May 2012 - 23:59
Today is a public holiday, and therefore theres no school.
Decided to follow didi and his mum out to shopping =)
However, tomorrow is his exam so there was a last minute cancellation.
Stayed at didi's house the whole day slacking, watching tv, playing gameboy
and of course his computer haha.
30 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Happy birthday Ebenezer Wookie Poon =p
Stayed at home the whole morning playing LOL.
Met Eben and Jerret at BBK at about 3+ for a while
Then i went to pick didi from school.
Followed him home for him to change and then we headed to Hougang Mall
to buy his present.
It was quite a boring day really.
Too many people that we dont know and thus all stayed with their own small groups.
Not much of a celebration buy just a talking chatting session.
Came home at about 11 and had a LOL session with didi until about 2am =p
29 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Did nothing much today.
Just LOLed and Cabal all the way.
Went for dinner at Ahma house.
And then back for more LOL with my didi
28 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at about 11 today, had lunch at Lorong Ah Soo before heading to didi's house.
Taught him social studies and played abit of cabal and LOL.
Headed to church at 6 and then played with him again after dinner.
27 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Spent the whole afternoon teaching my baby brother algebra.
Apparently his teacher complains that his algebra is bad so yeah.
Introduced him to cabal and he decided to play a force blader =)
Anyway, we had pasta mania for dinner and then we played till about 11pm
before i went home and continued LOL with my didi.
26 Apr 2012 - 02:43
Hehe i cant sleep =p
Was playing LOL with didi just now before he slept.
And i bought my new hero fizz! =p
So happy haha, watched abit of one piece and im off to sleep!
Gonna wake up later and continue playing =p
25 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at 10am today by Aloy's call -,-
Apparently he didnt go to school and wanted me to find him -,-
I ignored and continued to sleep LOL!
Then i woke up a little later, played a few games of LOL before meeting him
at compasspoint.
Headed down to school to find didi after that.
We first went to LAN for him to farm his IP for his shyvana =p
Then we had dinner at Hougang ave 8 with eben jerret ming and shawn.
Slacked a little before going home.
24 Apr 2012 - 10:36
Its been a long one week since i posted eh?
Haha so sorry i have been busy with work and spending time with my brother =)
Well today im supposed to meet my airforce friends for lunch
but somehow its cancelled and im stuck at home with LOL under maintainance =(
So im just lazing around.
23 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at about 10am today, played LOL on didi's account to help him get his IP.
Went to KTPH in the afternoon to see the braces specialist with my mum.
Then i headed down to school to meet didi.
Played lan for 2 hours before teaching him maths at Punggol CC.
Then we had a brother talking session while walking around hougang.
Headed home and played LOL with him before going to sleep.
18 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Started work as a relief teacher once again back at school.
Went to work and first thing in the morning i met my dear baby brother =)
He got a shock and was wondering why i was below his house so early in the morning!
Haha because i took bus 27 and have to walk pass his house before reaching school.
Had quite a bit of fun relieving and then we headed to lan after school =p
17 Apr 2012 - 22:53
Just came home from Lan session with di and Aloy.
Been lanning with Aloy since morning.
That idiot woke me up early in the morning to go buy shoe with him.
But in the end he decided not to buy =.=
Lanned till about 2pm before meeting di outside school.
He went home to change before we had lunch and continued Lanning
16 Apr 2012 - 23:59
So proud of myself today =) achieved so much stuff!
Firstly i went to NUS to get my medical done, then i went to UBI to get my PDL
and apply for my FTT.
Met Melody jie at Nex and walked and chatted with her ^^
And i applied for my job too =p
Hopefully i can get it asap haha.
Out of money soon >.<
Waited for Julian di to end school before going to study.
14 Apr 2012 - 10:46
Just woke up ^^
Been sleeping with Julian di, squeezing with him in one small mattress =.=
Woke up so many times due to leg cramp LOL!
So super fun hahaha!
14 Apr 2012 - 01:30
Awake at Downtown east =)
Currently at Daryl's chalet with didi, eben, jerret, shawn, and ryan.
Sherman and Ming went home already.
Slacking and laughing away while having supper =p
12 Apr 2012 - 23:04
Woke up in the morning and found that didi didnt go to school today.
So i decided to buy lunch to his house.
Taught him some SS before we headed for LAN.
Played LOL for 3 hours and then had our dinner.
Studied at Punggol CC for a while before heading back for one hour of DOTA.
Then i went home =)
11 Apr 2012 - 23:59
ORD loh! Haha ive finally been fired by mindef =p
So happy that ive got my pink IC back!!
Had lunch at Aston's with my friends before going to Montfort.
At first i thought didi ended school already so i cabbed down to montfort.
But he told me he was attending some badminton stuff at Bedok =.=
So i went to talk to my teachers and then Aloysius appeared.
Took me out to lunch at compass, then we hunted for Garena G shell cards.
Apparently it is hard to find those with LOL pictures.
Headed to didi's house when he was done.
Taught him some work and then watched TV with him.
Ordered Pastamania and ate with him.
Had to pangseh my friends for KTV and dinner because of my di =(
But its ok, family first =)
Then i headed home to change before meeting them at zouk.
Had a real fun night here!
Especially being the only sober guy watching them high and drunk!
Headed home at about 4am and then slept =)
8 Apr 2012 - 10:45
Happy Easter everybody!
Haha looks like ive been LOLing alot nowadays uh =)
Theres nothing much for me to do now anyway.
Waiting to ORD in 3 days! =p
7 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Woke up at 1pm, mum was back from work already lol.
Had lunch at home before i played one game of LOL with Julian di and went off.
Went to suntec with him and his mum until 7pm before going to church for
easter vigil =p Had super late dinner at 11pm after church.
Then headed home to LOL more with Julian di.
6 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Today is good friday, went to church early in the morning to pray.
Had lunch with parents at Rivervale Plaza before heading home to LOL.
Then i went to Julian di's house to LOL with him.
Had dinner at his house and had some brother talking session.
Then i went home to LOL before sleeping.
5 Apr 2012 - 23:59
So fast the last two days, it was quite simple,
after work, met Julian di for studies, then dinner then home to LOL.
But today was the last day before a long weekend, so we decided to different things.
Went to Lan after work until 10pm =p
then i headed home for more LOL haha.
2 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Went to camp at 9am today.
Went off at 10am for my dental.
Dental ended at about 1130 and i cabbed down to didi's house.
Apparently he didnt go to school today again.
Slacked there till 1pm and then cabbed back to camp.
Slacked all the way until 6 and headed back to didi's house.
Had pasta mania delivery for dinner and taught him chemistry.
Then i came home =)
1 Apr 2012 - 23:59
Went to church this morning, followed by a scrumptious teppanyaki lunch.
Watched wrath of the titans before going to cineleasure to find didi and sherman.
Apparently sherman's slippers that he bought yesterday were of different sizes,
and he came back today to change them.
We then went to Singapore Expo for the LOL event.
We each bought g-shell cards and went home after that.
I went to Sherman's house because my parents were not home yet.
Headed home later and chionged my LOL!
31 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Met didi at his house, went to far east plaza with Sherman, Ming and Jerret.
Didi wanted to buy a hat but they dont have the design he wanted.
So we decided to watch hunger games.
Watched at Cineleasure and played pool while waiting for the movie to start.
The movie was nice, just that they should have extended the movie!
Went to didi's house for dinner and then LOL all the way =p
30 Mar 2012 - 23:59
I went to didi's house after work and we LOLed a while
before going to LAN with Sherman and Ming Yang.
Went for dinner and then home for more LOL =p
27 Mar 2012 - 16:48
Played LOL today, figured out that they finally changed the free heroes.
No more Kawaii Kog Maw =(
But oh well chio bu fiora is a nice change =D
26 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Went off to work early today.
Detoured to Julian di's house because he took early leave.
Watched some MV and video clips before i went off to work. =)
25 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Hehe today was fun!
Watched John Carter in the afternoon with parents at Junction 8.
Had teppanyaki for lunch mmm Yummy =p
After that we headed home and i bathed before going to Julian di's house.
Brought my hard disk there and thought that we could watch some movie.
But ended up play LOL and dota 2 instead haha.
Had dinner there and continue playing until at night.
Went home and played LOL alone because my little brother is sleeping already =(
23 Mar 2012 - 18:00
I must apologise for not updating for the past 1 week.
Been busy with working night shift as well as playing dota 2 =p
Well i didnt go to work today so Aloysius came to my house to play.
Had breakfast with him in the morning before playing 2 rounds of dota.
Then we went to fetch Julian di from school.
Had lunch at Hougang mall before coming back to my house.
Played LOL and dota with my dear brother because Aloysius computer
keep getting dc =p "ahhem noob com LOL!"
Oh well so yeah they just went back and im taking a break.
Gonna have dinner and watch movie with family later =)
22 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Didnt go for work today.
Wasnt feeling well.
Stayed at home to rest and play dota 2 in the morning.
Then i went to find Julian di and Sherman and Aloysius at Junction 8.
Had lunch at Manhattan fish market before going back to Hougang.
Didi went to cut his hair while we waited for him.
Went to Lan for a while before teaching my brother maths.
Had Aston's for dinner and then i went to his house for a while before going home.
16 Mar 2012 - 23:14
Just came back from NUS open house and dinner with Julian di.
Was having some problems with the special term registration so i decided
to head down to NUS itself.
Luckily Julian di followed me haha, if not im like going there alone.
We then headed down to city hall for a walk before having dinner at Nihon Chun
at The Cathay with his mum.
Headed home after that and am now going to play LOL =p
15 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Hehe today i did nothing much at work.
Just my secondary appointment stuff and clearance for ORD.
Headed home to bathe and change before going to Hougang Mall.
I had my psp updated before going to Julian di's house.
Played naruto with him until his mum called.
Then we went down to Clarke Quay to meet her.
Walked one round of the Central before deciding to have dinner at Paya Lebar.
Had a wonderful steamboat with my didi and his mum, not forgetting the carlsberg.
And then of course headed back home after that.
14 Mar 2012 - 21:40
Whew! Finally back in Singapore!
Just posted for the last three days.
Currently am at Julian di's house.
Didn't feel like staying at home.
Seriously pissed over certain stuff.
Oh well, luckily had my brother to cheer me up =p
13 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Woke up early to have breakfast today.
Then we headed down to Nagoya Hills to walk about.
Had Bah Ku Teh for lunch.
Returned back to the hotel where i had facial and spa for 2 and half hours.
Walked to another mall and looked around before having dinner back at the
seafood centre i ate last night.
Came home, psp and slept =p
12 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Today was quite shitty at the start.
Woke up and wanted to get my NUS modules up but the website was down.
So i had to get my cousin to do it while i go overseas.
Took a train to harbourfront and ferry to Batam.
There was nothing much to do there.
Had dinner followed by a 3 hour massage =p
Then i played psp till i fell asleep.
Life without that noisy guy at home rocks =p
11 Mar 2012 - 21:16
Today was super monotonous.
Went for church in the morning,
visited ahgong in hospital in the afternoon,
Played com all the way till the night.
10 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Hehe today i went to Julian di's house to help him fix his optic fibre.
Re wired and arranged all his wires and furnitures.
Then we headed down to Orchard to find his mum.
Had lunch at POMO.
Went down to IT fair to take a look at some computers.
Unfortunately it was so crowded i didnt feel like checking out anything.
Then we walked around Marina Square and Funan.
Bought two new skylanders =p and didi bought his wireless stuff.
Went to his house to help him fix his wireless and found out one of his room door
got locked LOL! So after trying to open the door, we gave up and called the locksmith.
Went back after that and continued playing LOL with him
8 Mar 2012 - 23:33
=) Di i do hope you had fun today.
Sorry for all the cockups that happened =/
Hope you still enjoyed ^^
8 Mar 2012 - 00:00
Happy birthday Julian di =)
Wish you happiness in every endeavours you are in.
Thanks for being my brother and thanks for all the stupid things that we did.
=)
7 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Oh my gosh. Today is a very bad day.
Especially when i just returned back from my MC.
Crap.
6 Mar 2012 - 23:46
Hehe! Today was simply a very wierd day indeed.
Woke up at about 11am, watched one piece while having breakfast.
Didnt feel like mapling anymore after my rampion exploded =(
So i played dota while waiting for Julian di to end school.
While on the way to di's school, he told me he didnt attend school today at all =.=
So yeah i went to his house and there he was playing LOL =.=
So i taught him to play Ashe and i was wondering why he was so good at it.
Then i realised he was playing with bots =.=|||
Headed down to Avenue 8 where he cut his hair and we had lunch.
Took a train down to Funan where i bought my Razer Vespula Transformers edition
and his birthday present, a Razer Lycosa mirror edition.
Then we met his mum after her work and we had dinner at clarke quay.
Had our drink at starbucks and chit chatted before taking bus 80 home =)
Long bus journey with lots of things to talk about haha!
Really love having brother-brother talk with him =p
6 Mar 2012 - 02:00
Damn, my fearless rampion boomed =(
5 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Yes ah! Finally took of my stitches!
And i can finally eat WOOHOO!!!
3 Mar 2012 - 23:53
Super lousy ending for the day.
Everything went crapily at the end.
Hate this kind of ending =(
Though the afternoon was fun...
3 Mar 2012 - 02:00
Hehe going sleep already!
Just finished mapling with Julian di =p
2 Mar 2012 - 23:59
Whew today was fun!
Went to Julian di's house in the afternoon.
Played maple with him until his mum called.
Cabbed down to clarqe quay for dinner!
KNS! The both of them keep disturbing me cause i cant eat anything!
So yeah just accompanied them all the way.
Met sis on the way back though.
Walked with her to Macdonald's before i cabbed home =p
29 feb 2012 - 23:52
Oh gosh today was epicly boring.
Just stayed at home the whole day playing arcane!!
28 Feb 2012 - 23:59
Hehe just done with my operation.
Not too bad, just feeling wierd lol.
And luckily arcanems is up so i have something to do =)
27 Feb 2012 - 23:32
Hehe i ended work at about 3pm today.
Went straight home to bathe before going to meet Julian di.
Studied with him at subways for a while then had dinner with him and rong di.
Slacked with them until rong di had to go home.
Waited below Julian di's house until his mum came home.
We were reading 9gags together LOL!
Then i went off after that =p
Thanks for all the cheering up di =)
Julian di told me this. If my mouth gets screwed up, he will find a chiobu
and punch her up till her mouth gets screwed up to suit me WTF LOL!!!
And Dennis di told me to sleep early if not i will see my body parts flying all over
LOL!!! Thanks guys =p
26 Feb 2012 - 23:59
Ok ive deleted last nights post.
Let the past be the past.
Haha anyway this morning i was so irritated.
Woke up at 930am, too late for the 9am mass and too early for the 11am mass =.=
So yeah waited till 11 and went for mass at Nativity.
Unfortunately mass dragged on due to the rite of initiation =.=
So yeah, after that i went to Julian di's house.
Played SDO for a while before he accompanied me to cut my hair.
Had lunch with him and then i headed home.
Poor di followed me because he needed "auditionsea" from my computer.
And the one i gave him was too outdated he couldnt load.
So in the end i have to go over to his house again after dinner.
Played audition with him for a while before heading home =)
25 Feb 2012 - 23:00
Hehe i went out with Julian di and Sherman in the afternoon,
went to Funan to look out for razer stuff.
And then to cineleasure to find Aloysius, Sorakrit and Jesmond.
Played pool and had dinner.
Jerret, Guan rong and others suddenly came to find us.
So yeah went back home with them.
24 Feb 2012 - 10:30
http://timetolovettl.blogspot.com/ has been updated =)
23 Feb 2012 - 23:50
Ok these two days really suck.
Im stuck at home with nothing to do.
Wanted to play arcanems but the server was down too! ROAR!!!
WAsted my time watching fate/zero and dotaing =(
22 Feb 2012 - 23:50
Sigh, sick again today.
Again, same old usual intestinal problem.
So i stayed at home the whole day.
Then i decided to go to hougang to find di before going church.
Had dinner and then went to church.
Guess who i saw there? Dominic di >.<
Hehe. Oh well and arcanems was up when i was out.
And when i came back, it closed down again =.=
Sad. So back to watching fate zero!
20 Feb 2012 - 23:50
Why cant my life be normal?
Just like anyone else?
Why cant i experience love just like everyone?
Dating someone, loving someone, embracing someone,
I want to be normal =/
19 Feb 2012 - 23:59
Went to baby di's house today again ^^
Played maple the whole afternoon haha.
I feel so blessed.
I really am happy.
To know i have so many loved ones around me.
I just pray that we will continue loving and caring for one another =)
16 Feb 2012 - 22:25
Im just thinking, what if life doesnt go the way i want it to be?
I really dont want things to change anymore.
Things have stabilised so much.
I have my loved ones, and i dont want anything to change.
I dont want to lose any of them.
=(
15 Feb 2012 - 22:00
Same thing, i updated my private blog
14 Feb 2012 - 23:59
Hehe! Theres so much things that i want to say but i shant say it here in case
anyone whose not suppose to see it saw it.
Its going to be in my private blog =)
Let me know if you want to read ok?
I will give you the link =p
14 Feb 2012 - 00:00
Happy Valentine's day to everyone out there
13 Feb 2012 - 23:53
Hehe i ended work early today.
Went back to montfort to see Mrs Quek.
And then waited for Julian di.
Studied maths with him a while before heading to dinner with Leane.
She dragged me to buy some clothes =,=
Chatted with her and then mapled with di all the way till now =p
He went to sleep and now im dotaing alone =( sad.
13 Feb 2012 - 01:53
Haha, just ended mapling.
Oh well, i really am super tired.
Need my rest already haha.
Went for mass in the morning and then to Julian di's house again.
Headed for lunch at Hougang Mall before going to Suntec.
Walked around the electronic fair and then to park lane for a lan session
with Sherman and Ming.
Dinner at Hougang plaza before heading home.
Then me, didi, Sherman and Jerret played maple together =)
11 Feb 2012 - 23:59
Today was interesting,
Met Julian didi in the afternoon to maple at his house.
Then i went for a bbq with my airforce friends at eastcoast.
Followed by meeting with di again at daryl's house for watching silent hill.
Came back home and continued to maple till 3am =p
8 Feb 2012 - 02:30
Hehe just ended my dota game LOL!
Today was boring.
Went for my dental checkup at 10am,
got my referal letter to KTP hostiptal next friday.
Headed to Hougang and wanted to have lunch with sis but she was ASLEEP!
So i had lunch with Jerret instead.
Went home and gamed abit, before heading back to camp.
Whew i just wish ORD was sooner!
7 Feb 2012 - 01:00
Just came home from work.
Its been at least 5 months since i ended late shift so late!
Well today was super tiring.
Woke up in the morning to pei Julian didi see doctor.
Then i helped him set up his new computer and speakers.
Pei him the whole day before going to work at 5pm.
Had a whole long string of shit work before i manage to come home =.=
5 Feb 2012 - 22:45
Today was really fun and interesting =)
Firstly i got woken up by Julian di in the morning.
I promised him i would follow him to buy a computer today.
Quickly had my bath and then bussed to his house.
Sat there for a while and then we headed to AMK.
His dad said there was a good deal at gain city for the Acer Predator.
But to our dismay, the specifications for that predator was outdated and low.
Not worth the money.
We then headed to Ubi where they went to pray at a temple.
Took a train down to Expo where we looked for better offers.
In the end, didi decided to get the Predator for 1.4k LOL!
Damn, he has a better computer than me now *jealous!!!
After that we had lunch at the kopitiam there.
Then his parents headed home while the two of us went
to Suntec to collect the free Sennheiser headset for buying his Predator.
Had a long chat with him through the whole journey.
Decided to take the circle line from Esplanade to Serangoon
then change to the North East Line to Hougang.
But we took the opposite direction and ended up at Dhoby Ghaut LOL!
So yeah one big round.
Took a bus from Hougang to my grandma's house.
Had dinner there then went for my dad's cousin's funeral wake.
Came home after that.
5 Feb 2012 - 00:00
Happy Birthday Piggy di ^^
Hehe good luck in your O levels!
And i wish we could meet up more regularly =(
4 Feb 2012 - 15:05
I see, you told me you couldnt go out today so i purposely cabbed down to
find you yesterday.
Wasted my $35 when you went off without waiting for me to reach.
And today you went out back to the same place.
How nice. Fucking Liar.
4 Feb 2012 - 15:00
Just had lunch at home.
This morning i went to Julian di's house.
Bought lunch and liang teh for him =)
talked to him about alot of random stuff haha.
Then i came back home =)
31 Jan 2012 - 23:23
Just came back from teaching Julian di and Sherman wild boar =p
Well i started work at 1030, left at about 1330.
Came home and changed before going to CGH for my medical checkup.
After that i went down to Hougang mall to find didi.
Had lunch with Jerret and Rong di while Julian di was playing at the arcade.
Sherman came at about 5pm.
We went to study at Punggol CC and had dinner.
Then we slacked and chit chatted before coming home =p
26 Jan 2012 - 21:30
Hehe so i had a day off today.
Super enjoyed it!
So what did i do today?
Firstly i went to Rivervale Plaza for breakky with parents.
Then Hougang Mall to pei Rong di,
Waited for Julian di to wake up and then bring him to see a TCM doctor.
Went to Serangoon and found that the clinic was close,
WALKED from serangoon to Lorong Ah Soo and found that this one was close TOO!!!
So we cabbed to Chinatown and all but one was open!
So yeah we went there.
Hurts me to see di in pain =(
But well luckily things were fine ^^
So after that we came home with Leane to study.
Had dinner and then the two of them rushed off.
Leane had to see a doctor for her illness.
So thats the end of my story for today!
Hehe well tomorrow work starts at 12pm.
So im gonna enjoy my night a little bit more =p
26 Jan 2012 - 01:30
Woah guys!
Its been a long time since i blogged eh?
Hehe. Well ive been busy celebrating chinese new year.
Haha. Alot of fun stuff, visiting relatives, friends,
going out and having fun =p
Well not to elaborate more cause im lazy and feel like sleeping.
Im on off day tomorrow!
Whee!
So yeah im gonna slack my way off again. *winks ;)
12 Jan 2012 - 23:59
Woah i ended work super early today.
Well could have ended earlier but things screwed up.
Started at 12 and ended at 5. Could have ended at 3 you know!!!
Oh well, no complains.
Headed to sis house to pass her some things i bought at Australia and Hawaii.
Then i went to find Julian di.
Studied with him abit of maths then we watched Anime =)
Came home and started playing dragonvale again.
And i infested Leane to play too ahahah!!
12 Jan 2012 - 01:00
Whew! Sorry for not posting the last few days haha!
I was sick and resting.
Well i just realised all the years i put for my posts are 2011 LOL!
Yeah just edited them.
Well ive been losing out in cabal alot.
Stagnant and dont have the mood to play now haha.
Into this new game on ipad called Dragonvale.
If you do play that, add me on gamecentre at darkprophecies ok?
Hehe. Well these few days have been fun yet tiring.
Really appreciated the rest time i had.
Need more! >.<
Oh well time to sleep already!
Goodnights people!
8 Jan 2012 - 00:24
Yay haha my forceblader is finally 90 and i have my favourite skills!
And i just came back from mahjong and bball with my two dis =)
Now im dotaing and taking a break from cabal ^^
5 Jan 2012 - 20:20
Ok ive been really cabaling alot these days lol.
Just want to get my forceblader to lev 100!!!
Anyway i would like to say that my Maximum tune has improved quite alot too!
Hehe. Oh well. Back to cabal!!!
2 Jan 2012 - 23:00
Happy new year people! Hehe today went to watch Sherlock Holmes!
Shiok man his so cool!
Anyway was quite sad and frustrated this morning.
Thanks to my di for cheering me up =)
29 Dec 2011 - 23:59
2011 has been fucked up, and shitty.
Started like shit, ended up worse.
2 more days and im done with 2011.
28 Dec 2011 - 23:30
Super pissed off. Cant wait for hostel.
Really, im totally disappointed and pissed.
Empty promises and mere words.
And in expect for some respect?
What truth and honesty should i give if they dont practise it themselves?
Freedom? Bullshit. Never had any since birth.
Promises? Bullshit. Using words only to their own advantage.
Respect? Demanded but none in return.
I took the liberty to walk off from somebody's birthday early.
And you still want to be so picky being late for a few minutes?
Use some common sense. I leave home at 6.30pm,
take an hour and a half to reach bugis, 8pm.
Order dinner, food come, 8.30pm.
Finish food,9.30pm.
Another hour and a half to reach home 11pm.
How the hell do you expect me to reach home by 10.30?
Friends my age dont have parents caring about such shit.
They do what they want, no interference.
Im not a secondary school kid.
Even my cousin stays out with friends overnight,
gets drunk, gets a hangover, his mum laughs.
I go out, forced to return by 11pm,
Hey, i have my limits.
Dont try to push it.
I give you respect by coming home by 11.
I cut down going out with my younger friends.
So you learn to show me respect too.
27 Dec 2011 - 23:49
Hehe just came back from pool and snooker session with my two dis.
Had dinner with julian di and then back home =)
Oh yeah and we both cut our hair today.
I really think i look wierd =/
Haha anyway im tired so im gonna sleep now.
Good nights!
27 Dec 2011 - 00:22
To my dearest di, stay strong.
Im sure you will find yourself a better soul mate.
Just remember to be happy ^^
Kor will always support you =p
26 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Back from outing with Julian and Rong di, Jerret, shawn and mingyang.
Julian di came to my house this morning to play skylanders =p
Then we headed to bugis to meet the rest.
Went to Marina Square to play pool and arcade.
Then down to Marina Bay sands to walk.
Haha we went to the LV shop to see.
And then went to Ice cube for dinner before returning home =)
25 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Been playing cabal the whole afternoon after church.
Went to ahma house for dinner with relatives.
Then back for more cabal =p
25 Dec 2011 - 02:00
Hehe im finally home!
Watched contagion, colombiana and Battle for LA on the plane.
And guess what? I had free upgraded business class tickets haha!!!
Well im going to sleep already nights all.
21 Dec 2011 - 00:17
Whee! Just came back from shopping hahaha.
I guess we spent about close to 1k LOL!
Bought quite alot of stuff.
Hope it can last me till the next overseas shopping trip hehe
19 Dec 2011 - 20:45
Did nothing much today, it was totally raining so yeah just
stayed in the car most of the time viewing scenery from inside.
Yesterday was crazy.
Took a 5hour round walk to see the live lava flowing out from the volcano!
Whee! It was super tiring so i fell asleep straight when i came back haha
15 Dec 2011 - 23:38
Whee just back form the Polynesian cultural show.
It was fun!
Learnt quite alot of geography from there!!
Feeling quite down actually.
Haiz. If your own family dont support what you do,
why is there a need for a family?
14 Dec 2011 - 23:00
Been back from shopping and Pearl Harbour.
It was awesome really.
Well but today had to be spoilt.
Forget about it.
Just spoils my mood thinking about it.
12 Dec 2011 - 23:00
Ok from today, i will posting in Hawaiian time.
Hawaii is 18hours behind Singapore.
Well so far it has been super tiring.
Still tuning to the time =)
At least there is internet here hahaha!
12 Dec 2011 - 13:20
Koniichiwa Tokyo desu!
Yeah im now in Narita airport.
Well, its another 5 hours to my next flight.
So might as well watch some anime in the mean time eh?
Kekeke.
11 Dec 2011 - 23:59
I just came back from supper with Rong and Julian di and Jerret.
Cant seem to fall asleep after that,
Cause as usual, im just so excited about going overseas!
Aloha Hawaii!!!
7 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Met Dennis and Julian di after work,
went down to Funan to look for a psp for Dennis di.
After that Dennis went home while me and Julian di went to plaza singapura.
Had dinner there with his mum and shawn.
Had post dinner drinks at Somerset 313 coffee bean.
Went home after that.
6 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Met Rong and Julian di after work.
We went first for lunch at hougang mall,
then to plaza singapura.
Met Jerret there before going to bugis.
Bought some clothes for my two dis,
then we went home.
5 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Universal Studios was fun! But super tiring!
Went there with Julian and Rong di, Sherman, Jerret and Shawn.
Thanks Sherman for the free ticket!
It was really fun.
I finally accomplished my mission,
to make both my di's sit roller coasters hahaha!
Seriously you should see them before and after.
They were so scared throughout the wait and after the first ride,
they wanted to go up again so badly hahaha!
Even after we left the themepark,
they wished to go back there again LOL!!
5 Dec 2011 - 00:00
Hehe! Happy birthday to me and Yuri!
Thanks all for the wishes!
And to Dennis di who stayed awake till 12am to wish me on the phone!
And to Julian di for the wishes beside me!
4 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Today's bbq was crazy!
Really had lots of fun.
Thanks all who came.
Especially Dominic di and Jonathan Bro for enjoying me being thrown into the water.
And of course rong di and julian di for throwing me into the water =.=
Julian di stayed over at my house so that we can go straight
to universal studios in the morning!
3 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Came back from the chalet, feeling super tired.
Thanks Rong di for trying to cheer me up yeah?
2 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Everything was fucked up.
Seriously.
The weather, the bbq, the timing.
I dont know what to say.
Hope everything will be better.
1 Dec 2011 - 23:59
Hehe went to buy bbq stuff with Julian di and Sherman after dinner.
It was like last year, we bought our stuff from NTUC at hougang mall
then we pushed the cart all the way to my house HAHAHAHAHA!
29 Nov 2011 - 22:00
Just came back from Julian di's house.
Played mahjong with Shawn, Ming, Jerret and Di's mum.
Rong di was there too but he duno how to play haha.
And we were watching MAMA at the same time =p
28 Nov 2011 - 23:59
Today was fun!!
Went to Paya Lebar airbase to unload our detatchment stuff.
Unfortunately it was raining very badly they decided to cut the day LOL!
So i went home to change and then met Julian and Rong di at Houngang.
Cabbed down to bugis to meet Julian di's mum, Jerret, Ming and shawn.
Followed them for some shopping, and then Julian di and Ming and Jerret played LAN
while the rest of us went to TCC for high tea haahaha!
Then I met Dennis di for dinner at Swensons while the rest went back to Hougang.
Hehe. Miss this crazy happy little piggy =)
27 Nov 2011 - 23:59
Yay! I went to the IT fair with jesmond today!
And i bought a razer Lycosa keyboard, and a lachesis mouse =p
And i paid for jesmond's naga. He better pay me back!
27 Nov 2011 - 00:00
Happy birthday Carrot bro >.<
Its been 5 years since we met yeah?
Haha well i do wish you did well in your O levels.
And i do hope you get into the course you wanted.
I miss you alot.
Lets meet someday ok?
Its been so long since we last met =/
26 Nov 2011 - 23:59
Im sorry, i cant forget you.
This is our 5th year anniversary.
I miss you alot.
I even sang our song at rong di's chalet's kbox.
It just feels wierd singing without you.
Wont you sing with me?
26 Nov 2011 - 19:30
Hehe im finally back in Singapore!!
Thank you to all those who came to pick me up!!!
My luggage and hand carry is like super heavy only LOL!
And my parents brought me to eat Zi Ca at Elias mall =)
Miss chinese food alot hahaha.
And then i went home, settle down and then went to rong di's chalet.
We went fishing overnight hahaha!
Was quite fun =p
24 Nov 2011 - 23:59
Happy birthday Guan Rong di,
I wana wish you good luck in your studies next year,
and thanks for everything =)
and all that stupid nonsense that always make me laugh =p
24 Nov 2011 - 21:00
I really appreciate the 10weeks here.
Seriously, im not even back in SG,
and here they are on the phone nagging at me.
Please, its my own problems with people, let me settle it my way.
If i need your help i will ask ok?
So stop nagging anymore.
Really, i cant imagine that when i go back to singapore you will nag everyday.
Fuck.
24 Nov 2011 - 19:00
GG. I just realised half of my blog posts went missing.
Fuck. This is the second time already.
I dont know if i did have a safe copy of it on my desktop at home...
23 Nov 2011 - 06:30
Wheee! haha sorry i havent been posting for the last 4 days.
Been packing my stuff =)
Anyways, 3 more days to home!! kekeke =p
19 Nov 2011 - 17:00
Ok people, tomorrow is gonna be the last day of flying YEAH!
So im gonna get myself my beauty sleep and beat tomorrow!
19 Nov 2011 - 10:00
Hehe i feel so happy.
Its been so long since i talked to rong di.
Miss talking all the nonsense stuff with him =p
18 Nov 2011 - 19:30
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight,
just a touch of the fire burning so bright,
and i dont wana mess these things up, no i dont wana push too far...
16 Nov 2011 - 15:30
Im left with $50 for 10 more days =.=
OMG! its like $5 a day. I wonder how im gonna survive hahaha.
Woke up today by the housekeeper =.=
Had a good cheap steak for lunch and then had a slow walk around the town haha.
Cooked for dinner after that,
and had a long chat with Julian di =)
went for work after that haha.
15 Nov 2011 - 23:59
Whee! I bought meself a lava lamp!!!
Been wanting to get one for many years!
And since its only 10 bucks here, I bought one!!!
It has my favourite color blue too!!!
=)
Went to the river to watch people fishing after that,
and watched starship troopers 3.
Its super boring =.=
Had a deep in the pool and
then i decided to go over to the pilot's side and find Kenneth haha
And i kept being disturbed by the pilots.
They kept saying that me and Kenneth are couples OMG!!!
And i started to ignore them =p
Then after their meeting, we had 2 dota matches before i went to sleep =D
12 Nov 2011 - 06:15
Woke up in the morning, checked my mentions at twitter,
and i felt so touched by your 11:11 wish for me.
Thanks di, it really made the start of my day very happy =)
11 Nov 2011 - 11:11:11
Hehe i know many people dont believe in 11:11,
I dont really too but oh well just following the trend anyways =p
This number wont appear for another 100 years!
And maybe the best was year 1111, 900 years ago LOL!
I just do have a simple wish,
that all my loved ones will be happy in their lives,
and that our relationship will grow stronger, and will be everlasting =D
11 Nov 2011 - 11:00
Last night was real bad,
had a bbq session and then all the first timers had to eat a raw egg,
with the shell and down a can of beer =(
Yucks! and then there was a post bbq session by our own people.
Most of them got seriously drunk after that,
including the host HAHAHA!
And well i had to take care of two drunkards in my room
and get myself some sleep too =.=
9 Nov 2011 - 19:45
Woots! Today is like a shiok only!
Had a joy ride on the super puma today!
And with my good buddy Kenneth WHEEE!!! =p
So we had a scenic ride, took lots of photos
(we were sitting on the seats with the open doors ^^)
Then we landed on Townshend Island.
Had a great sunset by the beach and the best moonlight i ever seen!
Watched the Apache firing the cannons and rockets!
Then we had a ride back and im so tired im just gonna sleep already.
Nights all!
8 Nov 2011 - 23:59
Hmm! today is my room mate's birthday haha!
Happy birthday Louis!
Bought him a cake for celebration and wanted to go sleep.
Then suddenly Julian di had some personal problems.
So i helped him sought out some stuff and then he wanted me to play dota with him.
Oh well, had a headache after that as i have not slept for 24 hours already =.=
7 Nov 2011 - 19:00
Been feeling very upset today.
Spent an hour in the showers thinking about some things.
Luckily the day ended fine.
Anyways im going to sleep already.
Have to wake up at 3am tomorrow!
6 Nov 2011 - 20:00
Life sucks, especially without you...
5 Nov 2011 - 21:00
Sorry for ruining your life,
Sorry for causing you to be angry or sad.
Thanks for everything for the past year.
Take care....
I did my best to make sure your life goes smooth and happy.
I tried my best.... Im sorry things had to turn out this way...
5 Nov 2011 - 11:37
Why must things always change.
Cant things continue going smoothly?
I miss you, i miss the way we talked,
the way we treated each other, the fun we had.
I miss all of you.
I want to re-live our past, i cant let go, i dont wanna let go...
4 Nov 2011 - 23:59
YAY! I bought my skylanders starter pack!
Too bad my laptop cant play, its too laggy =(
3 Nov 2011 - 15:20
AHH! Freaking hot weather!
Im like Melllllting!
Im in a room with two aircons at 16 degrees,
and the room temperature is still at 28 degrees!
Can you imagine how hot outside is =.=
Gonna be melted chocolate later =(
3 Nov 2011 - 12:00
Eeee! Today is the start of work again!
So B-O-R-I-N-G!
Think its gonna be another week before we get off days again HAIZ!
And whats worse, some stupid person is causing problems on the first day
he come to work =.=
Oh well, gonna tweet people and watch videos =p
2 Nov 2011 - 17:25
Its been a few days since ive blogged!
Well been having so much fun the past few days.
Been shopping alot!
Most of them on clothes, a bag, some dvds and computer games =)
Been swiping my card already!
Trying to keep some cash in case of emergency!
Well ive been going to church too!
Haha really appreciated this week off.
Anyway work starts again tomorrow.
Hope things goes smooth for the rest of the detatchment!
Another 24 days peeps!
29 Oct 2011 - 07:00
Woke up feeling super pissed...
Chill, Rain! its the start of the whole off week.
Relax and enjoy =)
And Rong di, thanks for everything,
for trying to make me laugh and chill off hahaha!
28 Oct 2011 - 21:31
Yay! Rong di got promoted too! =p
So happy haha.
And yeah i gei kiang tried to eat 800grams of steak LOL!
My teeth hurts like hell now hahaha!
Anyway today was fun!
Enjoying my long weekend while it lasts =p
27 Oct 2011 - 22:00
Congrats Julian di for promoting to sec 4 express =)
Im really proud of you!
Thank God for this wonderful miracle =)
26 Oct 2011 - 11:41
Hehe slept quite late last night, slept at about 2am this morning LOL!
Was conferencing with Julian and Rong di =)
It was so amusing when we tried to disturb each other HAHAHA!
Cant wait to get back =(
And I MISS CHICKEN RICE!!!
=( one more pathetic month for Singapore food Haiz!
25 Oct 2011 - 23:45
=) Spent a few hours talking to Rong di today haha.
It was so funny. Rong di tried to bleach his hair but ended up getting it yellow LOL!
So yeah and then Dennis di smsed me.
He thought i was going back tomorrow LOL!
And thats when im reminded i have a month left =)
I feel so happy cause the two of them made me feel that im being wanted back =)
Rong di says nobody want to pei him go buy fish,
and Dennis di says nobody pei him play LOL!
Ok and my stomach cramps have subsided again.
Been watching naruto ever since i got back.
Didnt have any mood to sleep at all.
Wish you were right here beside me =(
24 Oct 2011 - 12:00
Dear Lord Jesus,
Thank you for everything that has ever happened.
The good, the bad, i know that it has been all part of your great plan.
But Dear Lord, I do ask for a request.
I know it takes a miracle for both my di's Julian and Guan Rong to get
promoted to sec 4 next year.
I would also like to pray for my other di's Dominic Kang,
Dennis Tan, Jonathan bro and Qiulin sis
who are taking the O levels exam that they may do their best in it.
Like you have said, Ask and it shall be given to you,
seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be open unto you.
Dear Lord, i ask for this very miracle to happen.
But whatever the results shall be, let your will be done and help us to accept what you have planned for us.
Dear Lord i also pray for all my other loved ones, my parents and my grandparents and Jesmond that they be safe back home too.
Amen.
24 Oct 2011 - 10:00
=) Super happy this morning haha.
Everything have been settle already.
Its such a great relief =p
24 Oct 2011 - 01:48
If you are just saying sorry for the sake of saying,
dont bother, your just making things worse.
23 Oct 2011 - 23:59
Super disappointed and pissed.
You din even bothered saying sorry or replying at all.
Just shows you dont give a damn at all.
23 Oct 2011 - 00:00
Couldnt really sleep haha.
Was chatting with dennis di on facebook,
Julian di on sms, Yung Wai di and Matilda mei on msn,
Rong di, eben, jerret and Shawn on twitter
and counselling people on twitter and sms.
And theres a world war 3 on twitter too so i was watching movie LOL!
Serious! i even poured a glass of wine to accompany LOL!
Anyway lucky work starts in the evening or im screwed =p
Ok im gona sleep already. Nights all!
22 Oct 2011 - 15:00
I feel so restless today.
Dont know why, have a feeling something is gonna happen again.
22 Oct 2011 - 09:00
Morning all!
Haha i woke up so early today!
Well sort of bored now.
Waiting for people to wake up and text me =p
Shall stream videos for now haha!
I got myself an unlimited data plan =p
21 Oct 2011 - 23:48
All i ask for is just a miracle now.
I just want my di to pass and promote to sec 4 express next year =(
20 Oct 2011 - 11:57
I feel so down and hopeless now.
Really feel like breaking down.
I hate sitting down there watching things fall apart and im too useless to fix it.
Im not even fit to be your brother if i cant do these things right...
20 Oct 2011 - 00:40
Hehe yesterday was very shiok.
Firstly i woke up in the morning, chatted with Julian di for damn long =p
And we even dotaed too!
Kekeke miss all these nonsense with him =(
Worked for 4 hours today LOL!
From 4 to 8. Had a superb lunch cooked by yours truly =p
Cooked Penne with cream of mushroom =)
And then dinner was dabao and then came back and continued chatting with di and eben =p
Haha! It was so funny!
Eben just got his phone today and started using it to call di when his in di's house toilet =.=
And i was in my room's toilet.
Conferenced over di's phone and his mummy's reaction was sooo funny =p
Haha anyway im going to sleep already!
HAve to work at 12pm tomorrow!
19 Oct 2011 - 01:00
Just finish watching Scary Movie 2 LOL!
Ok its very lame and its no fun watching it alone bah.
Had a nice talk with Julian di, he suddenly became super talkative lol.
Luckily i bought more phone credit already.
Anyway im gonna sleep.
Nights people!
17 Oct 2011 - 23:23
Maybe ive too much in my heart.
Its time to let go of unimportant stuff, and focus on people who are important to me.
Thanks piggy di for reminding this to me.
17 Oct 2011 - 20:43
Been slacking the whole day.
Worked in the morning, shopped in the afternoon,
and now slacking at night =)
Still waiting for somebody to bother about me.
Apparently it seems that im of no importance to anybody at all.
Cause nobody bothered to ask how am i or why i havent tweeted or facebooked.
Or made any noise at all.
Oh well. I guess i shall remain this way for a while.
And im starting to enjoy my stay here already.
Dont really feel like going home hahaha!
16 Oct 2011 - 23:13
I really do wonder if i MIA for a while, who will really care about me.
So far only Shawn the idiot noticed...
16 Oct 2011 - 22:22
Dear carrot bro, im really sorry for everything.
I know ive let you down way too many times.
I havent been a brother to you much at all.
I wasnt there most of the times when you needed someone.
Im really sorry. But i really love you as my family.
I dont ask for you to accept me back.
But i would hope that you could let me treat you as my family.
I know words are nothing to you, but i promise that when im back,
and your exams have ended,
i would treasure you and take care of you like what a real older brother should.
16 Oct 2011 - 20:16
Have been reflecting for the whole day.
And i really am feeling very down.
Thanks all for the wonderful bbq and company =)
16 Oct 2011 - 19:30
Watched despicable me in the morning.
Haha the yellow things are like sooo cute!
And i was texting Piggy didi the whole day =p
Went to the cinema to watch real steel today.
Its seriously very nice, the storyline was quite touching.
Anyway im having a bbq and drink at the rooftop now =p
Be jealous people!
15 Oct 2011 - 23:59
=) Super happy!
I met daron kor today!
Haha after dinner i went to kor's motel to find him =p
Seriously miss him alot kekeke!
15 Oct 2011 - 12:51
Happy birthday to Clifford =)
Its been a long time since we ever met, missed you alot =(
Hope that youve been doing well in your life.
And of course i wish we could meet more regularly =)
Super bored now.
Supposed to have a long off day and fly to Brisbane for a fun trip.
Ended up going back for work today and the pilots ended up not flying =.=
So its a wasted sacrifice.
Pfft. Gonna watch some movie.
13 Oct 2011 - 23:45
My body has sort of changed when i am in Australia.
1. If i dont recieve less than 12 hours of sleep, i get super edgy in the day.
2. No matter how much i ate, fries, burgers, steaks, cheese cakes,
I never grow heavier, in fact i dropped 5 kg!
Hehehe thats a good thing =p
13 Oct 2011 - 12:16
Aircraft took off already,
watching scary movie 1 now haha.
Super bored.
12 Oct 2011 - 23:59
Cooked Japanese curry today.
Ok its kind of fail, boiled the curry too long it tasted burnt =.=
So were the potatoes LOL!
But well had a crazy dinner today.
We had curry, grilled chicken, long beans, minced meat, eggs.
Super full after that haha.
Then we decided to play some poker.
Went to bed after that =p
11 Oct 2011 - 21:00
Today is another off day =p
Went off to Yeppoon to slack.
Its much much much nicer than staying here at Rockhampton haha.
At least its more peaceful and colorful =D
So i bought even more souvenirs and stuff.
And we played Frisbee at the beach.
Went to Emu Park after that.
Took lots of pictures.
Then came back to the hotel.
Tried to go church but i got lost =.=
And i ended up there only 10mins before the end of mass =.=
Dabaoed dinner and am going to sleep now =p
10 Oct 2011 - 06:39
Cool! Control tower doesnt allow us to work due to low visibility LOL!
So here we are waiting for clearance =p
9 Oct 2011 - 23:59
Zzz I still have to work on a Sunday.
Which means i have not gone to church in 3 weeks!
Oh my gosh i should really pray more.
8 Oct 2011 - 23:59
Haha today was another off day =p
Didnt do much just went to the cinema to watch Johnny English again =p
Ok its so expensive here, even though we had student offers,
it still costs A$13.50.
Had dinner at star cafe.
Came back and knocked out.
7 Oct 2011 - 22:00
Stuck watching jurassic park 3 and lord of the rings 1 in my room haha.
And am now playing neopets with Leane LOL!
Luckily i went out this morning and bought a whole cheese cake =p
6 Oct 2011 - 16:00
Ok i finally succumbed to the sickness.
Got myself an intestinal infection again.
Was given 2 days of rest.
So im stuck in the hotel doing nothing =)
5 Oct 2011 - 15:00
Hehe, today is like so crazy.
Woke up at 3am Singapore time, 5am Australia time.
After servicing i watched Pirahna and Final Destination 5 LOL!
Ok they were both gory =.= Should stop watching anymore for the day.
Or else im gonna lose my appetite for dinner!
4 Oct 2011 - 15:00
Went to work at 6.30am.
Returned to the hotel at 12 and then now going back to the airport for work again =.=
3 Oct 2011 - 22:00
Today is an off day.
We were suppose to go for a tour at the capricorn caves but it was too expensive so they didnt want to go.
Ended up buying groceries from coles and playing mahjong and poker online.
Cooked fried bee hoon for dinner today.
It was seriously nice =)
Anyway im going to sleep, have to wake up early tomorrow!
3 Oct 2011 - 03:00
Super tired.
Had half a bottle of wine, 3 cans of beer, and some liquor.
Falling asleep now =p
2 Oct 2011 - 14:31
So here i am in the airport again.
Finding things to do with my lappy =p
Watched Piano Forest yesterday so i see what i can do today haha!
1 Oct 2011 - 23:30
Hahaha, was on the phone with Rong di.
Laughing like mad.
Its been a long time since we talked like this already =p
Miss him alot =)
Sighs, the day just ended, super tired.
And i have to work tomorrow again.
So i guess im missing church for 2 weeks already.
Hopefully theres no 3rd week.
1 Oct 2011 - 11:30
Happy Children's Day people!
Hahaha!! Sad, have to work on this day of all days =(
30 Sept 2011 - 14:49
Feeling super edgy now. I guess im having moodswings again.
30 Sept 2011 - 11:19
Waiting for the aircraft to fly.
Twitting and playing monopoly deal now haha =)
29 Sept 2011 - 18:20
Whew went for lunch in the afternoon,
then i had a haircut. It costs me $24!
And now i look just like Rong di =.=
Its sooo! SHORT!
Anyway had a shopping spree, managed to find lots of cheap clothes.
And then i had a soccer match with the pilots.
Im sorry Kenneth i pangsehed you =(
Just had my bath and im thinking of going out for a walk.
29 Sept 2011 - 10:12
Having an off day today =)
Nothing better to do.
Maybe i will go out an walk around later.
28 Sept 2011 - 23:26
Created a new blog http://timetolovettl.blogspot.com
Its a blog meant to help people with love problems.
Go take a look =)
Hope its good =p
28 Sept 2011 - 22:00
Cooked fried spaghetti with chicken and fish topped with cream of mushroom sauce =)
Its super duper nice! Just that we added a little too much salt haha.
Anyway after dinner i went out for a walk with JayTee.
Ate supper at TABS and betted on horse racing =p
It was kind of cool, won 4 out of 6 matches =)
28 Sept 2011 - 11:23
Ok today is like super slack day!
Weather is cloudy and windy.
Love it to the max!
Didnt even sweat a bit haha!
Anyway today is more like a waiting day.
Just wait for the aircraft to take off and the next shift will take over already =p
26 Sept 2011 - 21:00
Nose flowing like mad.
Im feeling super tired and sick.
I hit my leg as well.
Cant walk properly =.=
Going to sleep already.
Nights all
25 Sept 2011 - 01:52
Fucked up.
I hate the way i do things.
I just mess things up for myself.
24 Sept 2011 - 17:32
Whee! im alone in the room =p
Waiting for dinner!
Encik Ng treating tonight muhahaha
Gonna eat my full!
23 Sept 2011 - 23:00
Sianz, they didnt play dota today -,-
Did marshalling today!
Its like so cool!
More fun than using the wire and headset LOL!
Oh well, super tired, gonna sleep now!
Nights people!
22 Sept 2011 - 21:00
Ok today was much more productive.
Helped with the aircraft and stuff.
Slacked most of it too LOL!
Things seems pretty well,
More or less stabilise.
Haha. Quite fun and nice experience except for the expenses >.<
Oh well gonna dota with the rest already!
21 Sept 2011 - 05:00
Feeling so cheated!
Timing has changed to 10am and no one told us!!!
Woke up so early for nothing!
Julian di, take care of yourself ah.
Why did you fall when im not around =.=
Anyway, get well soon....
*Updated private*
20 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Moved hotel to Bridge Motors Inn,
finally had internet haha!
But its so super cui!!!
Anyway, today was more shopping for groceries.
Had pizza and beer at the rooftop,
Accompanied by Avril Lavigne's and Katy Perry's songs
Had a cold time up there.
Things are like 15 degree Celsius.
Had 2 dota sessions with the other people here haha!
Anyway have to sleep already.
Waking up at 5am tomorrow!
19 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Whew! Just reached Australia.
Took a domestic flight from Brisbane to RockHampton.
Settled down at the hotel, and off to stockland mall for shopping!
Bought a new sim card.
So if anybody receieved a call from Australia, its me.
Dont worry you dont have to pay anything if you recieve the call.
Just remember to call my SG number and not my Aussie number.
Or else you have to pay the call fee!
Had a bottle of wine, drank it at the balcony gazing at stars.
Seems like a scene from final fantasy!
The stars are so bright and nice!!
18 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Thank you all for those who sent me off from the airport!
Haha really felt happy.
Thanks to all those who wished me but couldnt make it too =p
Gonna miss everything here =(
See you guys on 26th Nov >.<
17 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Met sis for lunch today.
Taught her chemistry at Macdonalds.
Met Julian di after that.
Watched Johnny English Reborn with him, Sherman, Eben, Marilyn and Daryl.
Dinner at Just Acia after ther.
And then i sent di home and i went home.
Dont really feel like posting today.
Feeling real fucked up now.
16 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Went to Paya Lebar airbase in the morning.
Packed the Wallaby stuff.
Went home, gave Julian di my house key before
going back to Sembawang to take my stuff.
Came home and packed my luggage.
Then played dota with di and Sherman all the way.
15 Sept 2011 - 23:20
Today was kind of a shiok day too haha.
Went to Sembawang Airbase at 730am.
Waited till everyone was here at 9am.
Took the minibus to PayaLebar airbase.
Literally sat there and waited till the inspector came.
Checked the aircraft and then i came home.
Was suppose to meet Rong di to study today.
But mum was already home =.=
And she said she cook tonight.
She invited Rong di to come over but he couldnt come.
So in the end, Julian di came LOL!
Taught him Matrices and then dinner and fixed his guitar.
Taught him to fold stars too and then sent him home at 10pm LOL!
Anyway the money for Wallaby came already =)
Going on spending spree the next few days =p
14 Sept 2011 - 23:11
Happy 6th Monthsary to Julian di and Marilyn =)
Hope you two have never ending love and faster let me be uncle soon =)
I was on off day today.
At first i was disappointed because i had no plans,
and my two dis are in school =(
But things really turned out very differently today!
Firstly, Julian di did not go to school today,
So i went to his house at 11am.
Found out he was still sleeping.
Waited for him to wake up, bathe and then brought him to the polyclinic.
Went to the Arcade at Hougang Mall while waiting.
Met Eben there.
We then had lunch and then went back to the polyclinic.
After seeing the doctor,
we went back to Hougang Mall.
Di decided to buy another present for Marilyn.
This time we really scrambled as she was already on the way here.
Decided at last on the bracelet from SK jewellery.
Me and Eben decided to give them their own time so we walked away.
Ended up in the arcade whereby Rong di joined us too.
Rong di was so surprised when Julian di appeared with his girl =)
He never knew they were attached for 6 months already LOL!
Rong di left and we went to LJS for a drink.
I secretly went to buy a cake for them LOL! A strawberry one with a heart shape.
Went to Pizza Hut for dinner and made them share the cake with one spoon =)
They had to finish it by taking turns LOL!
Anyway it was damn embarassing and di kept blushing =)
After dinner, Di wore the bracelet for her =) So sweet =p
Went over to her house to slack after that.
Left at about 9pm, sent di home and went home.
Today's day off was indeed well spent =)
Thanks Encik HAHA!
13 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Sorry di, work was suppose to end early today,
but there were last minute things thats why i had to end late =(
Didnt mean to pang aeroplane on you!
Anyway after work, i had dinner with monkey, panda and apple.
After that, i went to find my di =)
Helped him with the preparation for tomorrow =)
Its going to be a big day for him haha!
12 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Hehe, just came home,
Dinner was fine.
Thanks Rong di for making me feel less left out =)
Sorry to the rest if im quiet today.
I really feel left out just now.
So i dont know how to talk things out.
Anyway im just going to lie down and sleep...
12 Sept 2011 - 00:00
=) Yesterday was so enjoyable,
Hopefully today will be the same too! Haha.
Gonna go for work later at 9am and then celebrate Shawn's birthday after that =p
11 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Woke up at 10 and went to church.
Went home and change after that, then i went down to hougang.
Dabao noodles to Di's house to eat.
I left his pressie outside his door haha.
Bought him Scrump on the same day i bought the angry bird for Charmaine's birthday =p
His been eyeing stitch and scrump for so long already haha.
Stitch was bought on his birthday so this time i got him scrump.
We went down to bugis today.
I bought a pair of pants while he bought a pair of jeans bermudas, a formal shirt,
a tie, a hat and a sweater.
Well his set costs $150 while mine is only $13 LOL!
Went to Iluma to play eternal wheel again.
Its damn fun! Haha we kept winning.
Went down to Plaza Singapura after that to walk around
then had afternoon tea at starbucks.
After that we returned to Hougang.
Di went home for dinner while i met MingYang and Rong di.
I dabaoed dinner and watched them play basketball.
After that Julian di came to find us after his dinner.
We then played with sparklers and candles =)
We also played with bubbles and hide and seek haha.
Charmaine and Jermic came afterwards.
And then we all left a while later.
11 Sept 2011 - 00:00
Happy first year to our brotherhood Julian Di! =)
Its been a pleasure and im happy i ever met you.
Although alot of things both good and bad happened,
I sure never regretted this path in my life.
Thanks for always being there for me XD
Love you lots =)
10 Sept 2011 - 11:15
Got woken up this morning by Julian di's call and Charmaine's sms =.=
Waiting for 1pm =)
In the mean time i am watching Johnny English LOL!!
Old show but still funny =p
9 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Haha today sure was a Friday i wanted for so long already.
Today i went to work and my job is to bring beers from the
beer factory to Paya Lebar airbase LOL!
And so i "worked" for only 3 hours? LOL!
Came home and started gaming.
Waited for Julian di to finish his grandma's funeral stuff.
Supposed to meet Rong di to fish farm first but he did not reply my message =(
By the time i was at Hougang to meet Julian di, then Rong di called me =.=
So in the end i went to Orchard with Julian di.
Bought Charmaine's birthday present for tomorrow.
LOL! Its an Angry Bird =p
Both me and di kept staring at it and got pissed off.
So similar to Charmaine HAHAHA!.
So yeah we bought it.
Ate dinner at Hougang Plaza because we combed the whole orchard and
everywhere was full of people.
Invited Rong di to eat with us too haha.
Sent both of them home after a drink below Julian di's house.
Went home afterwards =)
SIS! Why today cant meet xia =(
Havent seen you for so long already!!!
8 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Just reached home.
I went straight to the police HQ after work.
Got di out on bail with his parents and Sherman, Mingyang and Rachel.
Had dinner at AMK.
Then came home.
Whew, luckily everything was fine.
8 Sept 2011 - 00:00
Happy Birthday Gideon di =)
Hope everything is fine for you.
Its been 5 years already, time passes so fast!
Haha its been a pleasure to know you.
Lets meet when im back in SG ok? XD
7 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Super worried right now, Rong di got locked up with police.
Its all my fault, i should have sent him home direct.
Haiz.
Now i seriously dont know what to do.
Hopefully his fine.
5 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Today was quite slack.
Did my secondary appointment in camp.
Came home, well nothing much.
Haiz, 12 more days.
4 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Came back from work at 10am.
Julian di and Sherman were suppose to come over to my house.
But di's mum's friend was out of town and she left a dog at his house.
So his mum decided to take it for grooming.
And i followed =)
The dog is seriously very cute!
The only problem is that it keeps licking me and di =p
Well we cabbed to nex and sent it for a haircut,
OMG! its like $65 and so much more expensive than my own one =.=
Had KFC for my afternoon tea and his lunch.
Rushed off to ahma's house at 4pm.
Went to view a showflat.
Its seriously very nice!
Wished i had the money to buy it LOL!
Anyway i found this game accidentally.
Its called Pokemon type wild.
Currently it is a beta and only has 9 characters.
Its a pokemon game with street fighter style fighting.
Seriously cool shit dude!
Anyway i got owned by the AI like mad LOL!
Ok im going to sleep already.
Have to work tomorrow >.<
3 Sept 2011 - 23:59
Ok last night totally suck.
Couldnt even sleep due to my stomach cramps.
Tried to take a rest and sleep during the day.
Im so sorry i couldnt go for the montfort band POP ceremony today =(
Went to meet GuanRong didi after church today.
Slacked together with Catherine, Charmaine and Tricia.
Sent di home after that and had Mac for supper below his house =)
Well spending alone time with him seriously took some weight off my mind.
And did i say he gave me a teacher's day present? LOL!
Reached home and chatted with Julian di on the phone.
Decided to only hang up after i remembered i had to work the next day =(
1 Sept 2011 - 02:38
Happy Teacher's Day to all my ex-teachers!
Sorry i cant come to school later as i have to work.
Anyway really want to thank all of you for who i am now =)
Yesterday was really happy for me indeed.
Its been so long since i spent alone time with rong di.
He called me out for breakfast in the morning,
Then i went to cut my hair.
After that we went to catch fishes in the longkao.
Played basketball with him after that haha.
Left home to change after that.
Then i met Julian di at hougang mall to buy his stuff.
Then i cabbed to work XD
30 Aug 2011 - 00:53
Seriously damn pissed of.
Im already going to be 20.
And in another year, 21.
Stop talking to me like a kid.
I know myself much better than you do.
Dont tell me what to do or what not to do.
I believe my own personal judgement.
And stop asking me who im going out with or what time i should be home.
Even parents of children my age dont even do that anymore.
Secondly, whatever he does is his own problem.
Stop nagging on me and making his problem mine.
I seriously dont give a damn.
If you want so much, go talk to him yourself.
30 Aug 2011 - 00:30
Just finished my bath =)
Went to watch Rise of the planet of the apes with my parents yesterday afternoon.
Rushed down to Nex to find both my baby brothers and sherman.
Omg its been so long since i saw wild boar =)
Played arcade with them for a while.
Then we went down to kovan to play pool.
Rong di left early while the 3 of us continued playing.
Julian di's parents came over for a while too before they left.
Took a bus down to Hougang Ave 8 for supper and then i went home.
28 Aug 2011 - 00:22
Just finished my bath,
Came home from di's house.
Had a long and personal talk with him.
Really hoped he feel better.
Haiz, how can i let go and go to Australia for 2 months?
What if you needed me and im not around hmm?
Anyway the vodka apple taste not bad hor?
Haha. Just opened my new bottle and decided to let my di try >.<
Shhh dont tell mummy =)
Anyway i think i should be sleeping, have to go to camp later =$
25 Aug 2011 - 23:27
Feeling super down now.
Dont ask me why.
Moodswing perhaps.
I dont know
23 Aug 2011 - 23:59
Had a MC today.
Was not feeling well at all,
Had dirrhoea 5 times today.
Felt super weak the whole day.
22 Aug 2011 - 10:44
Damn im feeling worse than ever now.
Firstly im like super tired,
and i have to be at Novena at 1:40
and then rush to Sembawang back at 4:30
I feel like taking a mc =(
But i still have stuff to finish back in camp!!
22 Aug 2011 - 10:37
Last night was awesome,
Just me and my bro, like never before =)
Its been seriously a long time since we ever went out.
And i really appreciated last night.
It was hell load of fun and of cause,
Hayley was the starlight of the whole night =p
Took like more than 100 pictures of her.
I shall post those pictures when im more free.
Sadly i didnt get a chance to meet her face to face =(
Oh well, had fun anyway >.<
20 Aug 2011 - 01:14
19 August shouldnt even appear on the calender.
It sucks so much.
Started like shit, ended like shit too.
Fuck all these shit.
Thanks Cat and the Yuying secondary girl for entertaining me the whole day.
Haha it was so funny =)
18 Aug 2011 - 23:51
Im just wondering, how much do you care about me.
All i ever feel is that you have been taking me for granted.
All i ever did or do, you just accepted it so easily.
Did you even think about how i feel?
Did you even bother to try at all?
All you ever think about is her and your friends.
But what about me?
Who am i to you?
You always claim that im close to you, im part of your family.
But do you really know what family means?
You love stitch so much right?
Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind.
But have you ever bothered about me?
Whenever we go out with her or your friends together?
No. Im never on your mind.
Im the last on your list.
Im not trying to be sensitive.
But its a fact.
Anyway, just to let you know that i dont have much time left...
18 Aug 2011 - 23:45
Ok i think its bad to say this here.
But yes i was almost drunk just now.
Waited for my dad to come pick me up.
Decided to have a drink as he said he would be here in an hour.
Bought 2 cans of beer,
about to finish my first when he said he would be there in a minute.
So the poor me mouthed down 2 cans straight.
Was feeling super bad just now.
Sorry to all those people i called and disturb =(
Anyway im just feeling super down now.
*To continue in the next post
17 Aug 2011 - 23:59
Julian di came to my house today to study.
Taught him maths.
Then we played maple.
He married me =)
As in his Dark Knight married my Bow Master (mistress) =)
So yeah i have the ring =)
and of cause i have my dear baby brother too LOL!
JKJK! anyway i sent him home at 930pm.
Came home and then fell asleep.
16 Aug 2011 - 23:59
Lunch was bad,
Alot of things happened,
Wanted to go Tampines Mall for Seoul garden
but we cant go there because jerret has to go home early.
Sushi buffet was too expensive.
So we decided to eat at shabushi.
Stupid place. Got like super bored of it long time ago.
Eating quietly at the corner while the rest were laughing =(
Julian di, Rong di, Eben and Jerret.
Slacked at mall till dinner time,
Had KFC for dinner.
Went for basketball till about 930pm.
Then i came home.
16 Aug 2011 - 01:30
Haha im on off so im not going to sleep that early.
Went to NUS yesterday morning,
had my dental then my lunch and back to camp.
Headed home and went for mass.
Talked alot of random stuff with didi on the phone the whole day haha.
Anyway im like mapling and dotaing now.
Going to fetch didi after school later and go out for lunch with him =)
14 Aug 2011 - 20:32
Hmm feeling bored now.
The prime minister's speech is making me sleep.
LOL! anyway i just came home from my grandparents' (mum's side) place.
Was with Julian di and Guan Rong di since lunch.
Nothing much happened anyway.
Today wasnt really fun bah.
Just very bored.
14 Aug 2011 - 01:11
Had a terrible but so-so day yesterday.
Woke up at like 11am.
Played some music, had lunch at lorong ah soo.
Met Julian di and his friends after that.
Slacked at rivervale plaza til 4pm.
Went back to hougang mall to buy the BBQ stuff.
Had bbq until 1030pm.
Drank below Julian di's house and then i sent Rong di home and
i went home after that.
12 Aug 2011 - 20:47
Just reach home.
Went home from work at 2.
Didi came over to my house.
Headed over to punggol CC to meet Jerret and Rong di they all.
Slacked at there and hougang mall.
Had a long talk with Cat and Shu Xuan and di.
Went home early.
Now im watching some movie called Legion
11 Aug 2011 - 22:22
Haiz, i give up.
Im going to sleep.
Fuck this shit
11 Aug 2011 - 22:10
Haiz, feeling down.
Moodswing is coming again.
Ended work like super early today.
Had lunch before coming home.
Dota and maple the whole day.
Played the guitar too.
Trying to keep some thoughts away.
But oh well, dont know.
Just feel like giving things up.
11 Aug 2011 - 00:05
Hehe, at least im really happy everything ended up alright just now.
Woke up at 10am by Julian di's sms.
Went to wash up and then to his house.
Watched him play maple and disturbed him while his playing.
Went to Iluma, played Eternal Wheel at the arcade.
Ok its really very addictive though we did not understand the game half the time =)
Always wanted to play one of these card games LOL!
Finally had the chance to do so.
Anyway we bought a starter pack for $10.
And well didi is keeping it at his house bah.
We then went to find his mum at her office so that he can get money =)
Took a train down to vivocity after that.
Well alot of things happened there.
Really dont feel like talking about it.
Just that i somehow cried at the fountain area.
So yeah i really dont want to talk about it.
Went back to hougang plaza and had dinner at suki sushi.
Sent my baby brother home and then i went home too.
9 Aug 2011 - 23:59
Couldnt sleep at all last night.
Super scared and worried.
Anyway i just finish work.
Going to sleep.
Meeting my baby brother tomorrow
6 Aug 2011 - 22:40
Woke up at 12 today.
Went straight to Marina Square to meet Daniel.
Its been so long since i ever met him =)
Chatted for super long at Yoshinoya.
Ate cake again at coffee club >.<
Was late for church for 40minutes OMG!
Dinner was at Punggol Marina Sakura!
The food was super nice!
And guess what Julian di was there too!!! =p
MUHAHAHA its called fate >.<
5 Aug 2011 - 23:59
I had an off day today.
So i felt really happy as i made full use of it =)
Went to Julian di's house after his school.
Waited for him to finish his mapling.
Mrt to dhoby ghaut.
Walked around plaza singapura, cineleasure and orchard central.
Returned back to plaza.
Bought 2 pairs of shirts.
One for me and one for him.
His is "Im a Genius" and mine is "Work less, Live more"
Haha! Oh yeah and we pampered ourself so much today.
Afternoon high tea at orchard Central.
Ate cakes and drank sodas! =)
Then dinner at KFC LOL!
Sorry lah, no money already >.<
Because i bought my paramore TICKETS!!!
4 Aug 2011 - 23:59
Met Julian di, Eben, MingYang and the rest after work.
Had dinner at hougang plaza.
Slacked a while and went home.
3 Aug 2011 - 23:59
Things have been super boring.
Seriously, im like the toolstore man for this week.
So ive been seriously slacking like mad.
Well i finished writing a story while in the toolstore.
Hope that i can post it like soon =)
2 more days to weekend JIAYOU!
2 Aug 2011 - 23:59
Day 30 - My reflection
Dear Me,
You have grown so much.
Learnt the good and the bad.
But im proud of myself for being the person i am now.
I may not be good looking,
but at least im nice, im kind.
And of course i have all my loved ones to thank.
Happy growing up =)
Love, Me
1 Aug 2011 - 23:38
Woke up at 7am by 4 calls! =.=
Couldnt sleep already so i started mapling.
Eben was still sleeping when Julian di came over.
Apparenly my baby brother is not feeling well today =.=
So i asked him to come over so i can take care of him haha.
ohya did i mention im on off today =)
So yeah we practically played maple and dota the whole day.
Sent them home after dinner.
Met sis and her friends at hougang mall and taught them Geography.
Came home and continue playing maple.
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Dear Bro,
I know we have known each other for 5 years.
But i guess we still dont understand or know each other that well yet.
I find that theres a barrier in between us.
Maybe its just me but i find it hard to talk to you about certain matters.
Maybe im just too shy or afraid.
But yeah just to let you know i really do hope i can talk to you freely,
like the way i do to my other loved ones =)
Love, Rainald
31 July 2011 - 23:59
Met Rong di and Julian di at hougang plaza for lunch with parents.
They then came my house to study.
Ming Yang came after that.
After studying, we played maple and monopoly deal.
Went for a jog after that.
I didnt jog, was brooding over some matter.
After that, i met Eben for supper.
He stayed over at my house.
Played Maple till 3am LOL!
Day 28 - Someone who changed my life
Dear Mummy and Daddy and Ahgong and Ahma
You have always been guiding me in my life since i was borned.
Thank you for all the support and guidance.
I really do hope i grow up to be someone you would be proud of =)
Love, Your son Rainald
Dear Julian di,
Thanks for all the support you have given me since the day we met.
Thanks for all the shit we have been through too haha.
And all the forgiving and giving chances again and again.
Love, Your kor Rainald
Dear Sis,
Thanks for all those knocking senses into me,
lecture, blah blah blah thingy =)
Its been nice but yet irritating LOL!
Love, your sis Rainald
Dear Bro,
Thanks for all the times we quarreled and patched up.
It shows how much we have yet to change and learn about ourselves =)
Thanks for trying to change me for who i am
Love, your bro Rainald
Dear all-those-whom-i-have-not-mentioned,
Thanks for helping me change too.
Its been a pleasure knowing you
Love, Rainald
30 July 2011 - 23:59
Supposed to go out with Hui Yee Jie to Cityhall after church.
But for some reason she is not picking up my calls =.=
So i decided to find Julian di instead.
Went to Headshot to play dota.
After that we had dinner below his house.
Met Rong di there too LOL!
After that we played truth or dare outside ming yang's house.
Sent both of them home after that =)
Day 27 - The friendliest person i knew for one day only
Dear nobody,
Well whoever is that friendly, i would have made friends with him/her already.
I wont be seeing him/her for just one day LOL!
Love, Rainald
29 July 2011 - 23:59
A long day out today!
There was no work today as it was a squadron movie outing.
Went to Marina Square this morning to watch Captain America
Waited for the rest and started playing maximum tune lol.
After the movie, i was suppose to go KBox with them.
But apparently Rong di wanted to go bugis so i told them i would give it a miss.
Eventually i went to Raffles Place for lunch and waited for them.
(Julian di, Rong di, Eben, Jerret and Mingyang
Met them at Plaza Singapura.
Walked around while both baby brothers started buying things.
All of them left at about 6 while me and Julian di went to meet his mum at Bugis.
Ate Bah Ku Teh for dinner.
Went Iluma and we had alot of fun there =p
Then we cabbed down to Changi Airport.
Both my dad and his dad were coming back tonight =.=
And guess what their planes landed side by side too LOL!
I went off with daddy first and then mapled till 4am LOL!
Day 26 - The last person i made a pinky promise to
Dear Julian di,
Well thats the last pinky promise i ever remembered LOL!
Made alot of promises to you.
And well each promise made i will definitely fulfill =)
So i do hope you will fulfill those promises too ok?
Love you lots, Rain Kor
28 July 2011 - 23:59
Met Evelyn today =)
Well shes a nice person.
Very talkative too haha.
But unfortunately something happened so i asked her to go off first
and talk with her another time.
Really sorry =/
Guan Rong di wanted to come but his parents went home early =(
So Julian di followed me to meet Evelyn.
After she left, me and di had dinner at Sis' parents' place.
Slacked at the carpark rooftop and had a long chat with di again.
Eben woke up and came afterwards with 2 of his friends.
Played truth or dare for a while then went home.
Day 25 - The person i know who is going through the worst of times
Dear Eben,
Thanks for all the supper and slacking session.
Life wouldnt have been so lively without all these.
I know that things are not going smoothly for you right now.
But hey, all these setbacks in life are there to make you stronger right?
So learn from these setbacks, dont resent them too much.
And you will feel much happier ok?
Dont worry if theres anything i will be there for you.
Good luck =)
Love,Rainald
27 July 2011 - 23:59
Julian di and Ming Yang came to my house today.
Apparently di needed to print something and also to ask me help for his homework.
Had dinner below his house after that.
And well a can of Heineken and a long chat too =)
Day 24 - The person that gave me my favourite memory
Dear Dominic didi,
Well i guess maybe you are the one who really made me feel super happy.
You cared for me more than all my other friends.
So i really do feel very happy whenever we hanged out in the past.
Though maybe we are not as close as before,
I really want to let you know how much i miss going out with you.
Each time i tried to think about my happiest memory,
This moment always came to my mind.
The day we went to Vivo City and buy your Everlast Shoe.
And then we slacked on the roof garden, lying on the floor looking at the sky.
Haiz, i really wished we could be that close again =(
Love, Rainald
26 July 2011 - 23:59
Went to Julian didi's house for a while.
Waited there for Eben to come and have supper with me.
And also waited for Guan Rong di to come out.
At about 10pm, i called Rong di's house and his brother told me he was asleep =.=
Julian di did not want to come out.
So me and Eben went ahead to eat.
At the moment we tucked in, Rong di called.
Apparently he wasnt asleep at all =.=
We got bluffed by his brother =.=
Anyway after dinner we had a slack and chat session.
Went home after that.
Day 23 - The Last Person I Kissed.
Dear i-cant-remember-who,
Well i guess it should be my dad, mum or di.
I really dont know LOL!
But to whoever i kissed, i really love that person alot.
Kissing is a sign of love and it means i really treasure the person alot.
And i do hope that the person treasures me back too =)
Love, Rainald
25 July 2011 - 23:59
Whew im so lucky that i have no aircraft work to do this week =p
Just in charge of the Wallaby packing =)
So i knocked off early from work and went to find Julian didi and Eben.
Had dinner with them and Ming Yang at Suki Sushi =)
Really had alot of laughter haha.
Sianz, if Eben really goes into boys home then
i have to find a new supper partner =(
Day 22 — Someone I want to give a second chance to
Dear everybody,
I always forgive and forget.
I believe that everybody should be given second chances, even third and so on.
Just like what God says, forgive as many times as possible.
But just dont take my forgiveness for granted.
Im still a human and i have my feelings.
Love, Rainald
24 July 2011 - 23:52
Day 21 — Someone I judged by their first impression
Dear whoever-i-stereotyped,
Im sorry i did that.
Well its human that everybody will have a first impression,
good or bad.
But i really dont mean it whenever i do that.
So if i ever do say something wrong, please forgive me =)
Love, Rainald
24 July 2011 - 23:48
This whole week was so fucked up.
But well it ended nicely in the end.
Julian didi came to church this morning for the feast day =)
Ate my lunch and then we slacked below my house.
Had a super long slacking session below at the fitness corner haha.
and well im tired.
Guess i need more sleep.
So good nights everybody.
24 July 2011 - 03:00
Just came home LOL!
Firstly i couldnt go out with Jie for my movie so i was very pissed in the morning.
Further more, Julian didi's mum invited me to watch a movie today too!
So it pisses me off that i had to work today!
Anyway the ending was smooth.
Watched transformers 3 again for the third time =.=
Practically fell asleep a few times LOL!
Bought 2 pairs of Havannas slippers, one for me and other for didi.
And im so tired i fell asleep instantaneously.
23 July 2011 - 23:59
Day 20 — The one that bro
Rain
11/27/2009 12:00:00 AM
My frends who have helped play a certain part in my life
Thank You so Much for helping one way or another
I Love u Guys
Important dates to remember:
~22 May 2011~The first time Guan Rong didi became my di~
~18 Jan 2011~My bet with Julian didi~
~11 Sept 2010~The first time i met with Julian didi at Joel's birthday party~
~9 July 2010~ Terence didi became my di~
~3 Mar 2010~The first time i met with erzi during parents-teacher meeting
~3 June 2009~ The first time i met with Qiu Lin
sis at her house~
~22 May 2009~The first time i met with eugene
didi at Plaza Sing~
~3 Dec 2008~The first time i met with baobei
didi at Montfort Secondary School~
~26 July 2008~The first time i met with piggy
didi at victoria concert hall~
~8 Jan 2007~The first time i met with darling
didi at mss~
~3 Jan 2007~The first time i met with shadow
didi at MSS~
~31 Mar 2007~The first time i met with carrot
didi at Whitley Sec~
~16 June 2006~The first time i met with cute
didi at Victoria Concert Hall~
My name is Rainald Francis Xavier Lim Rui Nan.
Juz call me Rain for short.
Online names are darkprophecies and rainandshine217.
Im Juz an average 21 yr old kid with no outstanding qualities bah.
Borned on the day 5 dec 1991.
Saggitarus is my sign.
Fav food is friend rice.
Fav color is baby blue.
Im used to teach in Montfort Secondary School.
Im studying Chemistry in National University of Singapore this year.
Im in the Montfort Sec Sch Alumni Band and Montfort Junior School alumni...
Im Single but cared for by my loved ones.
Im a Roman Catholic.
My dream is to become somone who can serve the world.
Juz like wad God asked us to do.
Im oso a very lonely person.
Always alone de
Its not tt im antisocial.
its juz tt im not a person ppl like sticking with
i wana make frendz.
those who r willing to stick by me for everything.
those who can hear my probs understand me and love me
I oso wana find someone who is willing
to spend time to understand me.
Others go for chio girls and stuff.
But im simple.
I go for simple girls who can understand and treasure love.
Im oso a very sensitive person and very emotional de.
so if u see anything happen to me.well dun be shocked.
Im oso a so-called psychologist bah.
got any sch family or wadeva problems can find me.
I dun mind listening or helping.
anyway im oso a very gentle person.
who doesnt like to pick fights or quarrels de
cos i dun believe in violence
im oso somone who fight for justice or for LOVE!!!
im somone who give in to ppl de so very easily get bullied de lar
I come from a family of 14.
My mum, my jiejie, my korkor, my 8 didis, my 4 meimeis
My interests:
Duno. Not sure. Anything tt interests me haha
Maybe listening to music?
Playing my flute and saxaphone?
And oso spending time with my loved ones bah
And erm playing maple? for the sake of my frendz?
btw if u wan add me darrkshadow currently lev88 chiefdit
and darrkmagic lev 154 Bishop (my main)
Add me on msn darkprophecies@hotmail.com
Things/PPL I like/love :
~Playing my Pearl flute~
~Playing my alto Saxaphone(haha im not onli a flute player =p)~
~Playing my dizi~
~Playing my guitar~
~Playing my keyboard~
~Playing maple~
~Hanging out with friends doing nothing~
~Staring at Clouds~
~TAlking and playing with my B34r5
(carrot aka tigger, tomato aka pooh, croco aka crocodile, frosty aka snowman mickey, simba, pong pong aka bolster, sparky aka pikachu, fireball aka charmander)~
~making new friends~
~Sitting on the beach alone at night hearing the wind and waves~
~Staring to the night sky watching stars with somone~
~To love, care and understand somone~
~My mummy ( both real life and maple)~
~My kor and jie~
~My 9 dearest Didis~
~My 4 Wonderful meimeis~
My Greatest wish:
~To be with my loved ones forever~
~To go star gazing with my loved ones
(granted by baobei didi at vivo sky garden on 4 Jan 2009)~
~To sit at the beach with my loved ones enjoying the waves and the starz
(granted by cute didi on 5 dec 2007)~
~To see my loved ones smile everytime~
Things i want:
~A powell platinum flute (Lol 60k... wun come so easily)~
~A Panflute (coming soon ^^)~
~A Soprano Sax (after my flute is cleared)~
~A Violin~ (after my soprano)~
~A husky softtoy(any kind souls get it for my bdae?)~
~Somone who can love and care for me~
~Somone who understands me~
~Somone to be there for me 24/7 ~
Things I HATE:
~PPl who backstab others~
~Ppl who lie to me or hide things from me~
~Ppl who dun mean wad they say~
~Ppl who break promises~
~Ppl who breaks my heart~
~Hao Lian, Guai Lan, Xia Lan Kia~(ppl who r HL,XL,GL u shd noe who u r! stay away form me!)
~Ppl who insult or hurt my love ones!
(if i noe who u r u will get it from me!)~
In the event that i insulted anyone TOO BAD
Cos its ur fault u fall under these category
Rain's 3 rules:
~Thou shall not backstab me or my loved ones~
~Thou shall not lie to me or keep things from me~
~Thou shall not break my heart~
~Whoever break any of this 3 rules... pls dun bother coming back to look for me~
My Motto:
Mother Theresa once said
" People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway."
wadeva we do, we should remember that we do it willingly not for other ppl...
so we shd care onli wad we think about our actions...
and not how others think about us...
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